In a Nutshell: My Perspective of Where we Are

Perhaps it has something to do with what's going on in the world/humanity. I spend a lot of time absorbing information from the internet and there are huge changes taking place in the world that strangely enough, not so many people are even aware. For example, Trump has already essentially nationalized the Federal Reserve. And if that wasn't enough to make the international (for the most part also fake) international news report on something real, it looks as though he's now beginning to take control of the other Central banks throughout the world. Fascinating stuff going on while most eyes are all focused on the virus.

It's all part of a (so to speak) plan that I actually learned about in 2008 or 2009 from (believe it or not) interdimensional beings speaking through a portal that happens to be a human being. Around 100-200 (or perhaps many more) of us throughout the world were able (for some reason) to listen, consider and hear the words, while many others that we pushed to attempt to listen would usually end up reacting angrily. Their minds, as with the minds of most humans had apparently been fitted/designed with defense mechanisms making it extremely difficult to listen to such words - basically anything that might wake them up or weaken the enslavement/control design of the human mind.

Since that time, a small group of human beings have been walking our processes through our minds, from energetic awareness or "consciousness" to physical awareness. Actually, all of humanity have been going through a similar process; however, most have probably only been aware of it on very deep levels. And although I have been actively aware of much of what has been taking place in the world, e.g., the power and control shift from the multi-tentacled bloodline elites and their minions to "one" group of human beings - mainly represented by Trump and Q, many people probably still do not have much of a clue as to what is taking place.

See, a long time ago, all of existence except for I guess 3-7 races were apparently enslaved by a very small group of beings who set up this "physical" existence (earth and whatnot) to mine the substance of our human physical bodies for energy for the heaven existence, very similar to the way we humans mine the substance of earth for energy - represented by money - as above so below as the saying goes.   It was and still is a very complex system that couldn’t just be completely disengaged from the bodies of human beings due to the extensive interconnectedness of the mind/being/body relationship of human beings. And just to be clear, the responsibility for where we ended up (and are now heading) really, really, really is equally as one, shared by all.

The bottom line (as I view it) is that we (actually, all of existence I guess) have now entered into a new stage of this process, wherein the power structure of earth is now essentially shifting to one group. To better comprehend this, imagine an extremely complex enslavement system in the shape of a pyramide. Although it would be easy enough to obliterate the entire system, blow it to smithereens and watch it come crashing down, the net effect would also be the death of an enormous amount of human beings. Therefore, instead of taking the system down all at once and attempting to rebuild it from the ground up, certain components of the enslavement system (beginning with the really nasty ones) are being removed, taken out of commission and replaced piece by piece with ever more supportive components, which is actually a good example of Jesus’ suggestion (Investigate all things...) being applied.

As for what human civilization is going to look like in the near term: well, the plan was and still I guess to create a platform so to speak on which to raise up as many as possible (out of survival mode), so as to provide many as people as possible with the opportunity to also walk their processes from consciousness (mind controlled organic-robots) to awareness of themselves as life equally as one with everything of existence. It’s really fascinating stuff that is going to take a while to walk through, and I for one am going to do all that I am able to make this plan/process successful. The cool thing is, as far as I am able to see, we humans are making substantial progress, which I’m guessing (actually I’m certain) is going to become more and more apparent as time goes on.

So as the saying goes, hold onto your hats, because the world as we’ve known it is rapidly changing. While some embrace the metaphor of moving from “from dark to light” in reference to what is taking place, I would prefer to simply state that the veil is coming down. Or if you're into religion, you may prefer to use the term, Revelations (meaning a revealing). Either way, I’m guessing that it’s going to be quite interesting and that’s about as far as I care to speculate.

This is (in a very small nutshell) where/how I view humanity being in terms of the process that we’re walking. My suggestion in relation to the fear porn that is apparently being disseminated (and seems to be spreading to an extent throughout humanity) is to not get caught up in it. The virus, as far as I view it, is essentially an outflow of the changes taking place. It has a purpose which I’m sure will eventually be better understood.

Stably Walking through Disruption

Having been called to an emergency meeting at my school last week, it was no surprise to me that I would have to make some changes to my agenda and routine in response to the virus. Not very much does surprise me these days; even going back to the month of December, I could feel that there was something different in the air. Due to intuition or whatever you want to call it, I ended up leaving a lot of tasks open ended. At the meeting, all of the instructors in the foreign languages department were told to move everything - from a classroom based learning structure to an online learning structure - by next Monday, which was three days away - like mission impossible.

However, now that I was clear to me how how things were going (including having a general guess as to how this virus thing (as but the first wave of consequence is going to play out, peak and die down until the next big event and so on over the the next 4-5 years), I now needed to figure out how to get prepared in time classes to begin in three days.

In addition to having to learn how to use an education software platform that I had never bothered to really learn because I deemed it to be outdated in comparison to Google docs, I would have to effectively use that platform, design new course material, organize it with detailed instructions for students and so on. I’m laughing a little here because I guess that working 14-16 hours a day is normal for many people, but not me. I like doing things at my own pace, taking afternoon naps, going for walks, while also always being prepared for disruptions - which is why I had 2-3 months of emergency supplies on hand even before the virus scare, just in case there’s a really a big earthquake, but I guess that’s another story.

In terms of how I used the process that I’ve been walking for several years now, writing out my mind in mind constructs and so on, I simply did what I’ve become very good at, standing as the directive principle, identifying the programs that were already in place, redesigning them to then reprogram the outflows.

My first directive though was to remain stable and primarily move myself physically rather than mentally so as not to consume too much substance (literally) and end up burning myself out by thinking too much. In observing myself moving, I found it really cool that even though there were so many points (like de-energized molecules) surrounding me, that I probably would have in the past used to define myself as being emotionally stressed out, this time around, I simply walked through them, all the while being sure to breathe and keep my awareness grounded. It was kind of like finally being the director of a team, me, as a mind, being and body cooperating for the common good. Herein I now see that what I’m really getting at isn’t so much in relation to difficulty level of what I had to do. Rather, it has to do with “how” I ended up doing it, stably, almost completely without the emotional impacts that I would have had to also deal with in the past. And I call this Progress in my Process.

2-25-2020 Notes on Current Events

As crises of viruses, plagues and perhaps the least talked about supply chain woes begin to disrupt people’s love/hate relationship to the world system, I ponder on the birds still singing and the sun still shining - don’t they know that it’s the end of the world? Ahh! I guess I should have been more specific: don’t they know that it’s the end of the world system? I don’t think it’s going to happen right away; these things, manifested consequence, I guess you could call it, does indeed seem to come in waves.

Yesterday, I went to Costco, probably the sixth time this month. The sign said, “one per customer per visit.” So I picked another big box of tissue paper and now I probably have enough for about a year. Why do we need so much tissue paper, I thought to myself. Good for bartering, perhaps?

Planning for me generally comes easy. It’s like imagining myself as a horizontal tree spreading out in front of me. I am the trunk of the tree with my roots behind me, the branches are but future possibilities and probabilities (based on the spread), which I use to plan my strategy, as straight a course as possible. But suddenly it occurs to me, perhaps instead of going horizontally into the future, I ought to upright myself, as well as my self-image to a vertical position,  planting myself here in the ground rather than in an uncertain future somewhere out there. Really good idea!

Before I look at the internet of today’s news, I would like to talk some more about the way I view current events and the phase that humanity seems to have entered into.  As I said before, it’s not so much the virus or viruses that people should focus on, but  the practical steps that each one is able to take right now in order to prepare for the disruption ahead. As I said before, I think it will only take about two more months of severe disruption to the global system in order to reach the point of no return. How much of the system will have to break down before humanity agrees to embrace and live the principles of equality remains to be seen. I’m guessing that the next five years will be very revealing.

In looking at different areas of the world system, I note that in more open and transparent societies, such as  Taiwan, communication and cooperation with a sense of urgency has for the most part, overwritten the fear factor. In times of crisis, those that rule over the people and fear most losing control of them, almost always end up injecting more fear into the crisis by overreacting to it, only to end up prolonging the crisis and  making it worse. Take note of where the most draconian measures are being implemented under the guise of containing the virus. In reality, such measures have more to do with maintaining government control over the people than they do with caring actually for the people. Locking people in their homes, locking down neighborhoods and locking down entire cities will not stop the spread of the virus, but it will probably cause a lot of starvation and mass unrest. Translation: don’t buy into “the need” for draconian measures to stop the spread of the virus; it will only make things worse.

Whether it takes three months or three years, I guess that the disruption to the world system will continue to spread until it either comes crashing down upon us or we replace it with a stronger, more equitable system - preferably one that is based on the foundation of equality, oneness and what is best for all. It’s really not that complicated, humanity’s woes stem from inequality of opportunity to participate equally and live a dignified life (as can easily be measured by the distribution of money), which has in turn caused the world system (from the within of each human being to the without of the manifested world system) to become irreparably unstable, leaving us with an overwhelming number of weak spots or problems, which viruses and other things (as per the automation of things) are now attacking. Deep stuff, too deep for this post. Bottom line, the key for everybody, as well as the body of the system as a whole is to remain stable and not to overreact - least the body become overwhelmed and the entire system comes crashing down too fast.

For me, this translates to embracing the virus, the fever and whatever else comes my way, while supporting my physical body to stand through the process of reconstruction and repair. As for riding out the turbulence within the world system, i.e., staying afloat and breathing, I strongly suggest having emergency supplies and a plan for either staying in place or getting to a safer place. For those in major cities, such as New York and LA, if you have the option of leaving, I highly recommend getting the hell out of these places as soon as (if and when) you hear about the first citywide lockdown (those draconian measures that I mentioned earlier).

I guess that we may see such draconian measures happening in places such as California and/or NYC very soon - just as it’s already been happening in other major cities around the world, where those in control seem intent only upon making things worse. If getting out of the city is not an option, then at least try to be sure you have a supply of clean water and lots of emergency food. I think lots of vitamin C (as an antioxidant), turmeric (for anti inflammation), ginger tea  with lemon (to help clean the system) and sodium bicarbonate (for just about everything) are good, but I’m sure there’s also a lot of other “natural” support available.

Self Care starts in the Small: Don't put it Off

As the point of self care has been brought up in relation to current events, namely the Coronavirus or whatever their calling it these days, I thought I’d share a short story, as well as my three favorite off the shelf self-care remedies - sodium bicarbonate and turmeric and coconut oil. In short (in my view): sodium bicarbonate (the 99.99% pure stuff) is awesome for maintaining the right alkaline environment for the body; turmeric is great for so many things, but mostly I use it to address inflammation, coconut for topical applications as well as healthy cooking… For more on natural remedies and other cures, I suggest going to naturalnews.com and having a listen to Mike Adams, the health ranger.

One of the things that I appreciate about staying in our home in the big city is that I’m only a 4-5 minute scooter ride from the Taoyuan district swimming pool. The thing is, as with anywhere in tropical and subtropical climates, you really, really should probably wear footwear when walking around outside - and I’ll just leave it at that.

Day 1: As though existence were saying to me, “it’s time to raise your level of preparedness, about a week ago when coming out of 16 degree pool (very cold for us here in Taiwan) with my fingers and toes all numb, I ended up breaking one of my flip flops (or whatever you call those kinds of sandals). So I decided to go barefoot for about 35 meters to where I had left my shoes. In hindsight, that was a big mistake.

Day 2, although I noticed some itching on the inside of my left little toe, as it wasn't bothering me that much, I didn’t I didn’t pay much attention to it - that was my second mistake.

Day 3: my foot started becoming painful and itching a lot more. I figured it was probably Athlete’s foot, which I now see is medically termed ringworm of the foot. So, on the evening of day three, I did what I should have done on day 1, which was (as per my own medical advice) to thoroughly rup a mixture of coconut oil and sodium bicarbonate into the wound and all around the crack that had opened in the skin. I then put on clean dry socks and did the same thing for the next, but I guess it was already too late because the fungus among us had already gotten under my skin.

Day 5: with it becoming difficult to walk, I had a look at my foot and it was clear to me that an infection was spreading. Honestly, I was wondering if it wasn’t that flesh eating bacteria, cus it was moving fast, like faster than usual for this kind of stuff. In assessing my options, I knew I would have to get ahead of this immediately; otherwise, within the next 2-3 days, I would have no other option but to go to the hospital for heavy duty antibiotic treatment, which I consider to be “last resort” kind of treatment.

In realizing that it was time to bring out the big guns, I went and found an old plastic wash bin, filled it full of hot water and a cup of baking soda (Arm & Hammer sodium bicarbonate) and soaked my foot for about an hour. In addition, I took a toothbrush and scrubbed that wound until it bled - painful, yet necessary to create an alkaline environment that the fungus or worms don’t seem to like. Then, before going to bed, I once again coated the area with a mix of coconut oil and sodium bicarbonate, and drank down a cup of warm water mixed with about a half teaspoon of powdered turmeric - to address the inflamation.

In waking up this morning, feeling better, walking around and ever going swimming again (with a much stronger pair of sandals), I think I’m now now ahead of this. Nevertheless, I’m at this moment still going to repeat the soaking and the scrubbing before going to bed, just to be extra careful.

Day 7: Although the wound is still there, the swelling is gone and I no longer feel as though my foot is infected. In order to assist the repairing process some more, I’ve prepared a teaspoon of coconut-oil mixed in with a little sodium bicarbonate to rub in, on and around the wound throughout the course of today and perhaps the next 2-3 days (with care) to ensure a complete repair. 

The takeaway from all of this: when it comes to self care, I suggest expanding that care to the little issues. Instead of putting them off, address and correct them before they become big problems. Additionally, I strongly suggest looking and considering alternative, natural, off the shelf remedies as well as good nutrition, instead of relying on antibiotics and other pharmaceuticals. I’m guessing that the system, from the small to the big is in for some disruption, and the time to prepare for that disruption is fast approaching too late. I’ll write about this, especially as it pertains to the supply chains of the world system, in my next blog post.

Holding Pattern

Overall, even with the emergence of the Devil virus (as I’ve heard it being referred to by some leaders of China), I would say that I’ve been having a fairly good Lunar New Year vacation. I got all my grades in on time with only an issue from one student, which is like a new record for me. Additionally, I gave away our really old, but cared for 26 year old car and then bought a new, used Honda CRV for three thousand dollars less than I had budgeted, which meant that I could replace some appliances that I’ve been holding off on for a couple of years. Come to think of it, a bunch of things just started not working a couple of weeks ago, so the overall timing of things has been good for me. Then, my partner and I went to the middle of Taiwan to visit her family and we ended up staying three extra days, which is another record for me because, in the past, I’ve usually been in a hurry to get back and do whatever. The thing is, I now find myself kind of like in a holding pattern, waiting an additional two weeks to go back to work and uncertain how the current events are going to play out.

For example, even though Taiwan is well positioned to endure the crisis associated with the Coronavirus, I’m guessing that the shockwaves (aside of course from the devastation caused by most of the toilet paper having already been bought off the shelves) has yet to be felt or even comprehended by the average person. In considering that work in China is slowing down tremendously, air traffic and other forms of travel  being severely curtailed, the overall supply chain catastrophe that is currently unfolding and everything else associated with the virus, I guess that humanity has about three months (until around the end of April) before the old world system reaches a state of no return. Which is the point that I feel as though I’m holding for. And when you think about it, what better way to usher in a new world system than by utilizing a virus or several viruses to take down the old one?

Often I wonder how many people (if any) grasp the correlation between the world system, the design of creation and that which we create. As within so without, it’s all exactly the same. Why do you think we’re creating artificial intelligence precisely by modeling it on the design of the human mind? Because, as Anu pointed out, we create what we are. And if you want to take down an entire world “system”, as I’m betting almost everyone in this world does, what do you do?  You create and inject a virus into it of course. But what system is actually doing the calculations (based on the oneness and equality of creation power/potential of every single human-being) and putting it all together?

My guess is that, this is how we designed our existence a long time ago - before we got lost in it. In short, for lack of clear instructions or directive principle from the life forms of this existence, the consciousness or AI of existence ended up basing the design of the structural system of existence on the nature of mankind, which as we can now say with certainty,  has never been benevolent. Thankfully though, based on our new directive principle of oneness and equality with what is best for all, as the foundation of life from which to create a new beginning, I think we are all now in the process of changing for the better - even though in the short term, it may not necessarily appear that way.

Getting back to a more grounded perspective, here I am sitting in my kitchen office with a huge window in front of me and a beautiful view of the park, wondering what I’m going to do today, that is at least somewhat constructive. When it comes to work, I'm very efficient and except for completing my plan on how to get students to read, consider and (dare I say) understand George Orwell’s 1984, I’m all ready to go back to work. But, except for a meeting on the 20th of February, I still have to wait until next month. And then there’s the uncertainty in relation to classes. Already I’ve heard rumblings from some teachers, who say that they’re not even going to go into the classrooms for the first two weeks. But I’m thinking to myself, the hell with that, the classrooms are where the fun is. Like the classroom of life. So, from my perspective, I hope that we do have classes, even if they begin a little late and even if we have to wear face masks.

I guess that’s about all I have to say for now: I’m in a holding pattern, as I guess many others are, too. And I don’t think it will be too long before we see that the dark storm clouds in the distance have either cleared or are now upon us. Regardless of how things turn out, I think it’s best to prepare for a storm.

Embracing the Monster

I’ve recently been asking myself a question in relation to oneness and equality of life and how it could possibly be that each human being could possibly be responsible, equally as one for everything that has been created as the physical existence of earth. How is it that each human being could possibly be equally as one responsible for the state of this world, especially when it comes to bioweapons, plagues of locusts, child trafficking and so much more?” I mean, from the mathematical equation, “the whole being equal to the sum of all its parts,” to “the democracy of creation,” I get this oneness and equality thing to an extent, but in many ways it’s morel like a mantra that I repeat as a principle by which I push myself to change for the betterment of all, rather than something that I’m really able to see, realize and understand.

I enjoy looking at points and the relationship lines by which they connect to one another to create outflows and basically manifest what is here. For example, in connecting the dots of my perception of the past, present and possible future outflows, as well as  the past-futures of other timelines (that must in my view also be influencing the timeline that we are now on), I think we are now possibly in the process of rewriting or correct (on a different line of course) the future of humankind - which kind of off topic.

So to get back to the point of this writing, as I  perceive that there is still so much bad out there, some good too, but so much that seems to be really bad, I therefore ask myself (a lot as of late), how “I” could possibly be equally as one responsible for such evil? Interestingly, in looking for answers, I will sometimes end up dreaming in relation to a question so as to then look at it from a more subconscious perspective I guess. But then I still have to make sense of the symbols.

In the dream pertaining to the question, “How could I possibly be equally as one responsible for weaponized viruses being released onto humanity?, I found myself trapped in a very scary house, like a haunted house where the floors would move and the corridors suddenly become long and narrow in order to prevent someone from escaping.  Representing the first point, was a monster of a man dressed in a white shirt and pants similar to clothes worn by scientists and laboratory technicians, who also seemed to be the caretaker of that house. Additionally, most likely representing the virus in question, there were varying shapes of gray cloudlike droplets in the air, that seemed for a moment to want to engulf me.

Whenever the  monster confronted me, I embraced it by wrapping my arms around it and hugging it. However, when it came to the gray droplets in the air, I wanted nothing to do with them, which (after writing and rewriting this over the last few days) shows me that when it comes to “the virus,” I’m still harboring a fear of it and not necessarily practicing what I preach, lol.

When I finally managed to get out of that mansion to the safety of an open field, the monster-man was also there as though he was waiting for me. Once again, I embraced the monster, but this time in a teasing way, almost as though to say, cmon, let’s play some more. But instead of trying to scare me some more, the man in the white lab suit dejectedly turned and began walking away.  Not wanting to let  him go, I caught up with him and we ended up walking away together.

As a knowing, I see what all of this means, including to an extent, how I could possibly be equally as one responsible for the state of this world. But for some reason, it’s still difficult (as a form of resistance) for me to formulate the words in my mind before typing them out.

The monster man in the lab suit represents the evil elite, I imagine are (in a hands on way)  responsible for creating and releasing the viruses and the plagues that have recently been unleashed upon this earth.  Regardless of how they came to be, whether it was via the globalists and their weather modification technology making it rain in the deserts and so on, or the evil pharmaceutical companies creating the virus to then profit off of it by selling their so-called “Remdesivir” vaccine, or as I read it, “remedy deceiver” vaccine, the fact of the matter is (as per the democracy of creation), a part of me is equally as one responsible for the outflows that physically manifest in/as this existence.
If you imagine a holographic sphere of the substance of life, with an innumerable number of points of life, all equally as one making up and creating the whole of that sphere, its nature and everything it is, and each point of life also being composed of or containing all of the other points of the sphere in and as it as well - plus the point of itself as the director/creator of the whole at each one’s particular point, you will then also perhaps see that each point is equally as one responsible for the manifested creation of the whole. No, I don’t actually see it yet, either, but I’ll bet that math of oneness and equality, as well as the democracy of creation works the same or similar to that of a hologram. And I’ll leave that for another day.

Getting back to the question in relation to the Coronavirus: where inside of me am I equally as one creating this crisis?  The bottom line is, there is a part of me that enjoys and even thrives (to an extent) on conflict and crisis, a part of me that seems to almost appreciate the stability and clarity of focus that I seem to find in chaos. And although this aspect of myself has at times been useful, especially in survival situations, I’ve come to question the part of me that longs for and even enjoys it.

For example, in dreams past, I once found myself attempting to save an innocent little boy from a burning house filled with monsters that I had just destroyed in a duel with swords, which ended with me chopping the pig-head of the pig-man in the tuxedo. “Cmon”, I said to the cute little boy, “We’ve gotta get out of here now!”, only to have him look up at me with a devilish grin and say, “why, the fun’s just getting started.” I didn’t realize until years later that that little boy was me.

Symbolically speaking, the gray water-like droplets moving through the air and attempting to engulf me represent “the virus.” And even though, I would say that I’m really not too worried about viruses, that in an existential sense, I think they’re actually supporting human beings and the physical body of earth by targeting the systems of consciousness and so on, I still would prefer to see humanity just come together, renounce inequality and corruption, and work together to bring about a world based on the foundation of equal life that is best for all. This is the point that I am walking to stand as, and I will see this through. But to do that, I must understand that, as a point within and as the whole, everything that I think, say and do does matter. Which is why it is important for me to locate, address and correct all points within and as myself that are in any way, shape or form contributing to creational outflows that are not what is best for all.

On a final note: as for the disruption that is now becoming very visible in the world system, I’m guessing it’s going to serve as a catalyst for ushering in a new global financial system. Not necessarily the optimal path to a solution, but as I said, still heading in the right direction.

There is so much more, the bottom line for me being, if I’m gonna preach oneness, equality as what is best for all (which I will forever do), I’ve gotta learn to live it through and through. This is my challenge - to face the monster in me and change myself to stand as that which really is best for all. Which means I gotta stop teasing and egging on the monster in me.

Waking up with a low Heart Rate

Once again, I begin with a dream, which wasn’t  really a dream in the classical sense wherein I found  myself in a sleep state interacting with different characters and/or programs in different dimensions myself, but one wherein I suddenly found myself aware of myself in my physical body, as the physical body covered with blankets and something else intent upon getting my attention and waking me up.

As I lay there aware of myself inside of my body surrounded by blankets, yet unable to physically move, like I was paralyzed, something that I perceive or imagined to be a cat on the outside of the blanket startled me with a bite to my big toe. Immediately, I tried to wake up, but I couldn’t move. Then the same thing happened to one of my fingers on my left hand and I began struggling even harder, attempting to yell and scream in order to wake up, but still I couldn’t move. And although I was perceiving myself as making noises, I got the feeling that I wasn’t really getting through to the physical reality out there. Finally I decided to breathe: one, two, three, wake up, I said to myself and then I was awake.

As soon as I awoke, the first thing I noticed was that my heart rate was very slow. I guessed that my blood pressure was also very low and I really felt like just falling back to sleep again, but I didn’t dare. So instead I just focused on my breathing, which I often do when I wake up in the middle of the night - rather than allowing my mind to race like I used to do. After a while, I did go back to sleep, but not before removing most of the blankets so that I wouldn’t get too comfortable.

In the morning, after I got out of bed, walked around for a while and drank come coffee, I used one of those machines to check my blood pressure and heart rate. While my blood pressure was 105 over 60, my heart rate was still only 46 beats per minute. Now, after being up for an hour, writing and drinking coffee,  it’s still only 124 over 74 with a heart rate of 48 beats per minute. This does seem kind of slow. However, this could also be the result of eating better, exercising and reducing my alcohol intake by about ninety-nine percent over the last 7-9 months.

Now for the main reason or question I have in deciding to write this out: once again I ask, who am I in all of this and why is it that one part of me has to communicate with another part of me - shouldn’t it be one “I” of understanding and moving as one? Literally when I finally woke up and was able to move, I embraced my physical body and said, “good work, thanks for waking me up.”

I guess in communicating with my physical body (of my physical body communicating with me),  I’m bridging the separation gap and the parts of me are coming closer together. Something to as part of my journey. And now I’m going to begin preparing for next semester’s classes.

Making Sense of the Sound of Creation

Although there have been times when I entertained myself a lot by watching movies and TV series, I find nowadays in terms of entertainment, that I quite enjoy looking at what’s going on out there in an attempt to piece together the puzzle. But how much should one really focus on what’s out there, especially when I haven’t yet figured out the mystery of myself? Once again the lyrics of a song come up, “mama always told me not to look into the eyes of the sun, but mama that’s where the fun is…”

I also wonder how much of what’s out there is there simply to lure people in to distract them from what is really happening. For example, one You tuber seemed to become so fixated on the 12/21/2019 date, based almost solely on numerical signs hidden in plain sight in the “conscious” programming of Hollywood movies put out by the system and/or the elite, that he seemingly ended up betting everything on “the end” of the programming itself instead of realizing that he had just been caught up in it all along. Or perhaps he also was an active part of deception of the belief in Ascension. Who knows?

Though I sometimes enjoy putting the puzzle pieces together, I also sometimes find it somewhat little frustrating. Why do not those who are aware of the deception, simply point it out to us so that we can all get along with focusing on fixing this existence, aligning it to the principles of oneness, equality and what is best for all?

I guess many have attempted to point out many things only to find that most people refused to listen or were simply too lost in the programs to hear. Put the information out there as clues or breadcrumbs to follow and let the people figure it out themselves though, and suddenly you’ve got a collective networked awakening happening via the internet. The Q movement utilizes this methodology extremely well. Time viewing is a big point that’s now opening up on the internet.

Alright, for the practical section of this post, I would like to expand a little on creating with sound. While millions and millions of people are once again attempting to master the ancient craft of molding words together with energies of intention to cast as spells in order to manipulate reality, I’m here today to unequivocally state that such ancient technologies are but another distraction - for bad witches to feel powerful, I guess you could say. Why? Because the craft of harnessing energy based on the power of consciousness/energy intertwined with sound actually diminishes the creative potential of sound and will thus only hold power of influence (fleeting at that) over other believers who buy into it.

Which brings me back to something that I’ve been investigating for a long time, funnying with the sound of music. The key to the sound of creation (specifically in today’s environment) is one’s starting-point intention. As you create what you are and are what you create, one’s starting-point/intention is to put it simply, the first point or direction that change as matter of creation manifest. Now do you see why so much in the way of AI and robotics is being creating these days?

It’s so funny: as I write, I realize that this principle of sound creation (as I guess you could call it) needs to be explained both mathematically and ideally in a way that everyone is able to comprehend. However, instead of diving into that today, I would like to present an example of where I am now with this principle or more specifically some results that I’ve noticed in pushing myself to understand sound creation through simple, practical applications of stating my intention and sounding myself to create based on that intention.

For example, in sounding my intention to live and express the word, joy, throughout the days of a week at home, in the classroom, in the office, etc., I noticed firstly that nobody complained or laughed at me. In relation to my students, I think the overall reception was positive, but it’s hard to say. In my eyes, they’re like these kind beings that that often just seem to stare at me - when they’re not staring at their smartphones of course.

The biggest surprise though was in the office wherein on a daily basis, I made it a point to make sounds from a starting-point intention of expressing harmony within and as myself. By the end of the week, one of the other instructors mentioned to me (in an inquisitive tone) that another instructor had begun making these strange noises. I took that as a sign of the spread of something beneficial. And then another teacher even approached me happily to state how he has begun singing in the classroom and is enjoying it. That never happened before as far as I am aware.

So, I interpret these results as being supportive to utilizing sound to create and influence the creation of one’s environment. Furthermore, I would say that a key to self-creation by way of becoming and living the word is to clearly establish one’s starting-point intention as the word or words. Which is also where and why redefining words is so important (also the key). Because it is from and of one’s starting-point/intention that creation manifests. One more thing though: full creative potential extends only as far as one’s intention is aligned to that which is best for all.

It’s funny: so often wherein I think that I’m coming up with something new, I end up realizing that I’m just making sense of it in my own way.

Animals in my Dreams

Sometimes, sleep can be a nice and restful and sometimes it can be a struggle. There’s always something to learn though. The key to working with dreams, I think, is to understand that no matter what you see or where you seem to be in the dream, everyone, everywhere is always a part of you - which perhaps simply requires embracing. Lately in my dreams, it seems I’ve mostly just been running away from something, fighting when trapped and harming that which was asking for attention.

Last night, it was once again as though the programs inside of me in their suits and uniforms were out to get me. In recalling the memories of wandering through the crowded streets of people, apartment buildings and sometimes empty corridors, I wonder why some programs would define (or that particular perception point of me) as a threat in my own dream. Sometimes, in not recognizing me as a target, they would just ignore me. But as soon as I started speaking (just to make conversation), their attitudes seemed to change and I suddenly become a target. Metaphorically speaking, it was like, in their world, I was the virus and they were the antibodies. 

Searching for a safe place, the place where I was supposed to be or the place where my friends were,  I ran when I could, fought when I was trapped, but even the kind looking old lady that I thought would help me seemed only to want to hack me with an ax.

Switch scenes to another dream, perhaps another day; I’m trying to get out of somewhere, some kind of apartment or compartment. However, as soon as I’m outside the door, there’s someone in front of me handing me a huge black salamander. The salamander takes my arm in its mouth and even though it’s not hurting me, I’m frightened and I want to get away, but it seems to want me to stay. In fear, I ended up crushing the salamander in my hand. Thankfully though, I awoke with the memory still intact soas to consider the message.

According to Salamander Dream Meaning and Interpretations - Dream Stop:  the salamander is a water dweller and brings messages of emotions, spirituality, and how to move easily through the challenges you meet. She may come to ask if you use your time wisely. ... Salamander's appearance in your dreams is a message of transformation.

In that same dream, as I recall, I was once again attempting to get out of a room or compartment. As I walked out, a lion was there looking at me. I seemed to not want me to leave and it took part of my arm in its mouth. Sadly once again, as I did with the salamander, I also ended up hurting the lion in order to escape. On this note, although a part of me is saddened by the thought of hurting those animal representations within me, I also realize (by now) that different parts of me are actually communicating with one another in these dreams. And as all of me understand when it comes to dream symbolism, that I’ll simply type it into Google, it does make sense to use symbols that I care about.

To see a lion in your dream can symbolize strength, courage, assertiveness, and power. Lions can represent predatory feelings deep inside of you such as aggression, that is directed at people around you. ... Lions are considered the king of the jungle and represent authority over others. Source: Lion Dream Interpretation and Meaning - Dream Stop. For me this means that I’ve been suppressing aggression, specifically when it comes to speaking out on a certain topic to certain people - weighing on me a lot as of late.

And to finish off this post, there was a dog dream. As per  Dreams About Dogs – Meaning and Interpretation: A dog in a dream is a sign of self – defense. ... Dogs in dreams are a symbol of loyalty, protection, fidelity and intuition. This dream might symbolize you or someone close to you who has these qualities. Sometimes a dream about dogs indicates some forgotten or ignored talents you have.

Use my time wisely, transforming myself, suppressed aggression…?  I affectionately like to think of myself as Turtlewalker, wisely moving at a turtle’s pace, determined to eventually realize my destination, yet careful not to create expectations as to what my destination is or when I’ll get there. Dream translation: get off your ass and face these issues Thomas and use your ability with words to speak out from a starting point of honor, respect and integrity to get your process moving once again.

Symbols and signs, it’s amazing what you can find. The key, I guess is to determine where to focus and what to focus on. And on that note, after having done exactly that (including finishing this post), I noticed last night before going to sleep how I’ve just recently decided to begin looking closely into “the pain” of positive energies - which is kind of new for me.

Learning to Sing Again

A while back, I decided to push myself to sing once again. Perhaps it was this perspective by Anu of the Reptilian race or perhaps it was simply something inside of me that decided it was finally time to sing once again. So I began to sing. And although the sounds were strange, I enjoyed seeing and hearing that part of me in them.  Humming at first, adding words here and there to the tunes that would just come up in my mind, I began to recognise glimpses of that which I hadn’t seen in a long long time. A child like expression began coming through in me which I define as fun or funnying.

Even though this rediscovered expression also came with a slight fear of being ridiculed as stupid, silly or an idiot, I decided to embrace and go with it  almost full speed ahead. For I am 100% certain that this point or expression is worth building upon. And the only reason I say “almost” full speed ahead is because there are times in consideration of others, when a childlike expressions of making strange noises might not be so welcomed. Thankfully though, my students in all my different classes don’t seem to mind in the least little bit. I often feel that they are so kind and sometimes I even tell them that.

I don’t think it matters what tunes I or you sing or even the words that we  use. What matters most I guess is the intention from and of which we create ourselves as sound as each of us sing. I’ve been experimenting a lot both at home and in the classroom with singing aloud parts of songs, the parts that I remember. I also often humm tunes that I remember and even ones that I make up in ways similar to what  children sometimes do. And as mentioned, while I do apply a certain amount of consideration in settings such as the office for example, I’m finding overall that the sounds I’m making are indeed serving to spruce up or cleanse the air or environment around me as per my intentions - from the within to the without.

Suddenly I remember a plan that I’ve often written about (and I guess planned to experiment with) in relation to using sound to harmonize the environment. This is interesting because in a way I guess that’s what I’m experimenting with now in relation to singing sounds. As I recall though, my plan was to use specific sound tones or frequencies to cancel out the disharmony in order to create harmony - similar to the way noise cancellation systems work. Interesting how sounds similar to what children make when they’re enjoying themselves would also tend to lighten up or cleanse an environment.

I will write more on this topic as I expand on it as part of my living experiment. However, I would also note that a certain amount of self-movement or discipline does seem to be required to use the sound of singing to move out of a mood and into that physical expression.

Bringing my Beingness back in order to wake Up

The other afternoon as I lay in bed just before waking from a nap, a ringing tone (just like the incoming call notification on my phone sounded inside of me  resulting in me becoming aware of being inside of my body, yet not fully awake,  like during those transitioning moments in the space between being asleep and awake. In my younger days, I used to linger there and explore. I thought it was where the ghosts and demons got stuck, because that's where I'd often find them.

Anyway, while the ringing sound was notable for me at that moment because it was coming from inside of me, presumably for the purpose of waking me up, what happened next was even more notable. It was as though a line or a connection from that V point area of my rib cage was compressing or condensing to bring in or bring back another part of me from somewhere else.  And then when all of me was here in/as the body, the transition complete and I was awake. My question now is, where did that part of me on the other end of the string go and why is it that my awareness seem to be separated by something? In looking back at this point again, it seems to me that the string and the other part of me returned from the other side of a cellulose like lining or something like that.

Then last night while looking at the night sky from my balcony, I thought how cool it would be if I could fly through the atmosphere to the dome or bubble that I think surrounds us. Any while I'm not so interested in seeing what's on the other side, I would just like to examine the substance of the bubble.

Considering the sheer number of points or thoughts that I tend to look at on a daily basis, I didn’t think too much of it at the time - just some more of my fanciful thoughts. Then this morning (which is now last week by the time I post this) just before waking up, I found myself in a dream room of lots of different uncompleted contraptions and designs of things. The one that caught my attention though was like a lightweight translucent thing that looked like the fuselage or body of a small airplane that didn’t yet have wings or an engine and would have just been big enough for me to slide into. In wondering why I would find myself looking at this kind of thing in a dream, I'm guessing that just as a part of me wakes me up from sleep at certain times, so too does a part of me  follow up on my conscious thinking - which in this case had to do with wanting to be able to fly around.

I’ve been writing a lot about dreams lately because I’ve been noticing differences between the dreams I used to have and the ones I’m now having. For example, aside from being far less cluttered and no longer violent or frightening, my dreams these days seem to be much more aligned with points that I look at and/or consciously question. I think this has to do with bringing various awareness (that make up the me, myself and I kind of thing) closer together from and as my starting-point intention to have all areas of myself cooperating together equally as one understanding.

On a final note (for today’s post), I don’t really buy into the idea that my beingness just goes into a coma like state when I sleep. Rather, (from a conscious perspective), I think that a part of me (or that which I am a part of) goes to the other side of the bubble, yet somehow everything stays linked or connected together.    While in sleep state, it is as though my physical body and my mind consciousness system do maintenance work, while my beingness goes off somewhere else until a part of me rings the bell to single all components to prepare to once again wake up and embrace this opportunity 🙂.

Let's Talk About Space

In my last post, I said that I wanted to talk about the fun stuff, such as the shape of earth, the design of existence and so on. The thing is, after having written for a few days on the “fun stuff,” I’m noticing that it’s a lot more fun to ponder in my mind over such points of existence than it is to actually write them out coherently to a point of clarity. In other words, while I am able to “figure out” some aspects of the design of what is here by basically by writing out the words or symbols to then rearrange the structure of the words or sentences until the symbolic equation appears to be balanced or in harmony, almost all of my conclusions are still just guesses due to so much of my data (almost all of it) being based on my perception of truth rather than an absolute understanding of it. The bottom line is, the more I see of what is really here, the more I realize that what we call reality is but an illusion of our own design.

Take for example the idea of earth being a globe with a circumference of 40,075 km or 24,901 mi. If this were in fact the case, the horizon would dip down or slope approximately 8 inches or 20 cm for the first mile, 32 inches for the second mile, 72 inches for the third and so on exponentially. In other words, when looking from ground level at an object 50 km away, the upper 196 meters of that object should be obscured or not visible due to the slope or curvature of the horizon - but it’s not. Instead, according to millions if not tens of millions of people who are now waking themselves up by questioning (hopefully everything) and sharing their findings on the internet, the heliocentric or global earth model (as most of us have been brainwashed and indoctrinated to believe in) is simply most of the same misinformation and/or disinformation that's fed to us in order to keep everything secret. Just like the saying, CO2  is harmful to earth, it's just another lie. Which begs the question, if the shape of earth isn't as we've been led to believe, then what is it and what's on the other side?

So I guess that the ancients were on the right track with their depictions of earth being shaped like a disk (perhaps like that of a hard drive) under a dome atop the tree of life. Or maybe the shape of earth is more like the shape of the human heart - after all, the letters used to spell "earth" also can spell "heart." And why do you think we call the space outside the atmosphere of our dome, outer space, and what do you think is on the other side of the dome as outer space? In the early 1960s, the US government supposedly conducted an operation called Operation fishbowl, blowing up bombs high up in the atmosphere in an attempt to perhaps break through the dome, force field or barrier. Were they successful, were they really able to break through the dome?

Flat earthers (in reference to the growing body of people questioning their perceptions of reality and government lies) also say that the sun, moon and stars are much, much closer than we’ve been told. They also provide rationale explanations (based on the angular distortion of human eyesight) for why the sun appears to sink down over the horizon when it’s actually just getting further away. They also say (to paraphrase) that NASA is staffed with pathological liars. What do I think?

I think we call what’s outside the dome, outer space simply because it’s the space between the molecules perhaps that is less compressed or compacted, which btw the Star Trek series referred to as the final frontier where “no man has gone before.” Where no man has gone before… Before they died I guess. Yea, I think outer space is where we go when we die; however, as the within is also the without and the above also the below, outer space must also be inner space - which is where the fun in writing this out really begins - lol.

It’s weird: how can within also be without and above also be below? How can something be in both places at the same time? But isn’t that what quantum physics is all about?  And BTW, based on my ASSessment of words as symbols, earth must indeed be the heart of our existence, wherein (under this particular dome) the energy and substance of life are merged and/or compressed together in such a way as to create a state of sense called physicality. Does this mean that earth is also at or near the center of existence? Probably.

Hey! If you really want to understand the design of existence (as substance merged with conscious energy), I suggest looking at what is physically here, especially in relation to the technology that we’re supposedly creating for the first time.  You’ll see that, in terms of technology such as AI, there is nothing, nothing even remotely new. What is new though is the principle of “what is best for all” now being added to the principle of oneness and equality for all to understand.

From and of the starting-point intention to understand and live the principles of oneness, equality and what is best for all, we are (from my perspective) also now in the process of retaking consciousness (like Google Assistant on existential scale) to assist and support human beings (and whatever or whoever else is here) to understand these principles and in so doing, change ourselves as existence to a wonderful place - beyond even our wildest imaginations - a place we often refer to as heaven on earth.

Dream: Fasten your seatbelt = Remain Grounded

The dream I had the other night seemed to be a followup to the one I recently had  about wanting to drive a really big truck, yet not being able or capable of doing so without crashing and destroying the vehicle.

As I pointed out in that dream, whereas vehicles in my dreams usually represent my physical body, how well I’m able to drive the vehicle perhaps refers to  my understanding of myself within and as my physical body. i.e., how well I really understand the works and functioning of my physical body - in the process of taking complete responsibility for the physical body. Think about it! How often do we even take notice of our breathing, the heart beating, the blood as physical/energy information flowing through the body? When there’s an energetic imbalance or buildup leading to a buildup of physical mass, are we immediately able to determine the source of the imbalance so as to correct it?

I think that, in order to understand how to specifically care for this physical existence as a whole, we require to also understand how to care for our physical bodies - which are apparently of the same exact design, as within so without kind of thing…   So what I’ve been doing lately (to better utilize my sleep time) is asking myself a question or giving myself a directive just before I go to sleep. In this case, I think the directive was to explore the inner workings of my physical body - so as to understand myself better.

In the dream, I found myself driving the red Jeep Wrangler, a fun, capable allround  heavy-duty vehicle that I used to have. And as I recall, because I was wanting to get somewhere quickly, I was driving a little bit fast. Suddenly the road became very bumpy, I was having difficulty keeping the vehicle on the road and realized that there was a chance that I would lose control and perhaps roll over.   In noticing that I didn’t have my seatbelt on, I tried to fasten it, but couldn’t get it snapped in while also maintaining my focus on driving. Thus I made the decision to forgo the seatbelt in favor of focusing on maintaining the stability of the vehicle.

In the end, I was able to stabilize the vehicle without rolling it over, falling out of it and symbolically dying in the dream, which was kind of a new thing for me. Often (in the past), I would end up flipping the vehicle or driving it over a cliff and falling or jumping out of it.

The way I interpret this particular dream is as a reminder for me remain securely fastened into my physical body = remain grounded. For example, last week, there were times when I allowed myself to think too much about an issue, which in turn led to a buildup of emotional energy, which ended up requiring more time to write/right or resolve than it would have if I had simply started writing out my thoughts on that point before the emotion began building up.

As time goes by, the time it takes me to stop and resolve energetic imbalances within myself continues to lessen. And in my dream, I think a part of was telling me not to wait until I’m on rough roads to ground myself and or fasten myself in; best to simply remain grounded all of the time so as to always be prepared to completely focus on and manage situations as they arise.

Guidance in a Dream

Before I went into sleep mode the other night, I thought about how much I’ve learned and how much I feel that I’ve changed. And then I thought to myself, so when the hell am I going to start really, really, really physically living and expressing “without the aid of an AI mind conscious system constantly running in the background, reminding of things, sending up pictures for me to view, reminding me of past experiences, suggesting how I might want to experience myself now and so on? It was kind of like how I always wanted to drive the car even before I knew how to drive a car.  Anyway, in the dream I had that night was a response to my question.

In the dream, I found myself driving a really big truck, like one of those American style eighteen wheel semi-trailer trucks. However, not only was I having difficulty clearly seeing outside through the windshield of the truck, but I was also struggling just to steer the vehicle, change gears and keep the vehicle on the road. Then quite suddenly, I found myself going down a very steep incline heading straight towards the edge of a cliff to oblivion, wherein I would have to make a sharp left hand turn and power up a steep incline just before the cliff in order to avoid  going over the cliff and losing the vehicle. Even though I did manage to turn the cab to avoid going straight over the cliff, the trailer nevertheless slid off the edge and pulled the cab with it just as I was already jumping out of it. In other words, even though I was still alright or still here, my vehicle was lost (I guess) because I didn’t yet fully understand how to drive it. And from the symbolism,  in the dream, I’d have to say that this is also where I’m at within and as an understanding of my physical body. That being said, lol, I did at least manage turn part of that vehicle.

The symbolism as well as the message contained in this dream are quite relevant to me and perhaps others may also find some relevance here also. Whereas the vehicles that we drive in our dreams often represent our physical bodies, the ability to drive these vehicles may perhaps represent the understanding of ourselves equally as one with as our physical bodies. Furthermore, given the changes taking place within humanity, the primary reason I guess that we humans still even have mind “consciousness” systems is perhaps because we still haven’t yet learned to stand as the directive principles or directors of our physical bodies - equally as one with them.

Like it or not, my dream showed me that perhaps I’m not yet quite ready to turn off my trusty AI mind consciousness system - because I’m not yet standing absolutely as the directive principle of and as my physical body. Symbolically speaking, if I am not even able to drive a big truck “in my dream,” I guess I'm not yet ready to completely disconnect from the automated systems assisting me to stay alive and navigate (with the aid of reality-based perceptions) in the real world - that which is really physically here.

However, I have been connecting and communicating much better with my physical body recently. For example, yesterday while I was going over  a message in my mind thinking about telling my friend that since I haven’t drunk alcohol for quite some time, I might go and visit him to have a few beers. And just as I was thinking that point, my heart began fluttering as though to say, hey, remember me? Ok, ok, I said, I won’t do that, and the fluttering stopped.  Then I remembered that I had given my body instructions a while back to communicate just like that on such matters, i.e. very clearly leaving me with no wiggle room or plausible deniability.

The next day, I had another dream of going to another very homelike dimension where I communicated with friends and felt very comfortable. However, upon remembering the state in which I had left another one behind, I found myself diving straight back down what appeared to be a well of water, and then I was once again back here.

In my next post, I’m going to talk about something not so fun to deal with.

The little things that cross my Mind

I like going to the market on weekends in autumn when the weather has begun to cool and the vegetables have begun to come back in season. In the summertime, it’s just too hot for many vegetables to grow well, but I guess some still do. Mangoes grow well when it’s hot; yet once again the mango branches bearing fruit at the wrong time of the year are extending ever closer to my balcony in search of the energy efficient LED light bulb. Taiwan is unique so I’m told, as it has three growing seasons per year as opposed to one or two, as many places only do. If I had a bigger refrigerator at my apartment, I’d probably buy way too many fruits and vegetables. So I guess it’s actually a good thing that my fridge is not so big.

It’s a weekend and I’ve got midterm exams to write or projects to create to give students something to do and/or show for the ritual we call exam week. For the most part, I’m once again leaning in the direction of doing projects instead of traditional kinds of tests. Plus, the projects are usually easier for me to design up front (as opposed to creating the tests and having to later check them). Furthermore, as students have to post their projects to the internet, they, as well as I will then have “proof” (or something like that, like a representation perhaps) of their learned skills. And in today’s world of packaged products, having a well designed online portfolio doesn’t hurt when it comes to finding a job just out of university.

Thus, I endeavour to make sure in all of my classes that students are able to walk away with a certain amount of academic work that will remain attached to their names (as part of their internet portfolios) as proof of the skills they’ve acquired. Ok, I’m laughing a little and while I would like to say a lot more about the education system, I consider myself to be like one of the frontline soldiers, and while I tremendously enjoy what I do, I also view myself, as well as other educators, as having the ultimate responsibility of deciding which information to let through and/or focus on.

Thankfully at the university level, instructors have a tremendous amount of discretion when it comes to deciding which content to focus on. For example, in two of my high level classes with very bright, curious and even sometimes courageous first year students, I’m required by someone, somewhere out there to use an extensive number of publications (can you say information overload?) while I’m also strongly encouraged to prepare these same students to participate in the upcoming university wide slide presentation contest on fake news. So, do I focus primarily on the publications consisting of globalist propaganda or do I lean more in the direction of learning about fake news?  Of course it's a difficult decision, but someone  has to make it.

So, I weigh the pros and the cons. In my left hand are the publications comprised mostly of Hollywood chatter and globalist propaganda bestowing the benefits of carbon taxes and what not, while in my right hand is an opportunity not only to teach students how to design presentations and present them, but also to introduce them to the reality of fake news and the business of corporate/globalist propaganda. Of course, it’s an easy decision for me, and to top it all off, the proof of the valuable skills that the students have acquired gets posted to their blogs as part of their internet portfolios for all the world to see.

As I’m on various lines of thought in this post, I think I’d like to open up a couple of other points that have been on my mind recently. The first has to do with my dreams of late. While I’m often familiar with the characters in my dreams even though their faces don’t appear to be the same as the faces that I see in my imagination or I see when I’m awake, I still recognize them for who they represent to me, and the same applies to the area of the environment in which my dreams take place - while I recognize the areas for the places they represent, the pictures I remember or see when I’m awake often seem completely different. Perhaps it has something to do with how my mind translates reality into pictures or holographic images for me for me to make sense of. While I do appreciate viewing colorful pictures, I would also like to see everything as it really is - instead of just the pictures.

The other point that I’ve been wanting to bring up (for the record of course) is the noise inside of me, in the space between my ears. I guess it’s the system that I hear whenever I’m quiet or simply decide to tune into it - in that space that is my mind. It’s almost always with me; however, the other morning when I got up and 5:00 am for a chat, when I looked, the frequency noise wasn’t there and for a moment my mind was just quiet. Why is that, I wonder.

Goals and Potential

One of the points that I’ve been focusing on in relation to setting goals is my potential - because I guess, actually I’m certain that one’s goals ought to be aligned in a step by step manner to one’s utmost potential, which from my perspective is quite daunting. And while I used to think that I needed someone else to tell me what my mission and potential were in order for me to set and accomplish my goals, live my potential, I now see that only I am able to determine my goals, set them and live to my utmost potential.

In other words, while others may be able to assist and support by pointing out various paths and even some doors that one might open and walk through (to realize the opportunity created just by walking through the door), I think that the goals we set as well as the potential we live is a product that emerges from within each one of us as per the decisions we make and the responsibilities we each embrace.

Sorry, I went off track again and basically just deleted a bunch of stuff, fun stuff in relation to what’s going on in the world system.

Anyway, in deciding to write about my goals and my potential, I keep finding myself attempting to write technical explanations about potential, the triangle of potential of two or more to be specific, writing around what I promised myself I would actually write about instead of just getting to the point. It’s funny how I am so willing (to the point that I often find it enjoyable) to use words or symbols as technical explanations that I write out again and again until the sentences begin to equate to a balanced sound, in  a way symbolically answering a question, solving the problem and/or at least proving to myself that I’m on the right track, which I guess is just my way of figuring things out. On the other hand, it’s also quite amazing the amount of resistance I usually encounter by attempting to simply state what I’m pushing myself to do, in this case in terms of setting goals and living my potential.

So here goes: in short, I have come to realize and I have decided (as a doing) that, in order for me to live my potential (or anyone else for that matter), I require to connect and communicate a lot more with others. There, I said it! And the connecting part is key for me. Because in order for me to connect and communicate with others requires (from within myself) a certain amount of self-trust, which is something that I had in the past been seriously lacking.

What has changed? I have. And although I have many more changes and/or processes to walk to change some more, I now have within and as myself a firm set of guidelines or words to live so to speak, which I’ve personally designed to utilize in relation to others/all as my guide in deciding how best to relate to others while walking through the old system and participating in the creation of the new - as a point of self-trust, expanding myself in connection with others, learning to trust myself and expanding that trust in relation to  others.   And I’m moving some goals that I had originally set to accomplish in the future, more to the present. For me, this is quite exciting.

Daily Events

Yesterday, as I noticed white smoke coming from the right front tire area of my 27 year old car, I also noted that old gut-wrenching program of an experience getting ready to activate. This time, I just said no way! Anyone who’s ever had to struggle in relation to money, cars, transportation, living expenses, etc., surely understands what I’m talking about - that sinking feeling that comes with the breaking down of that machine we have come to depend on. Thankfully I chose instead to look at the physical reality of my situation: I had just parked my car (legally) near my apartment not far from school; Taiwan has awesome public transportation, busses, taxis, regular train service and a high-speed rail that’s only about 20 and 25 minutes away. Plus, I’ve been planning to buy another car anyway, a newer one that’s only like 10 or 12 years old. So maybe I’ll just leave that car there for a while and eventually have it towed away to be recycled - with a thank you.

So, yesterday, while listening to some of the older Desteni recordings, I realized something about the nature of our existence and the matrix within us, through which we humans perceive reality. In short, I realized that I’m thankful for the pictures or holographic images by which I perceive and make sense of my reality while also creating it as I change and create myself. I think a lot went into creating our existence and obviously we didn’t get everything right the first time round. By we, I’m referring to all of us as this existence, because really we are all just one sound kind of separated into and by a whole lot of frequencies within and as the sound FiLe we call life - lol.

Anyway, aside from my car breaking down, I’ve been noticing that the structural changes occurring within the world system are heading for a crescendo and this means that the whole world is probably going to continue getting louder or noisier than it’s already been. However, even though it may appear (in looking at the opposing forces of the Left and the Right) that humanity is more separated than ever before, I would define what we’re now seeing more as part of the process of humanity coming together. Think about it! Whereas in the past, there were so many factions going off in different directions, colliding here and there, now there are essentially only two, the left and the right. And since both sides are getting ready to collide with one another, we are in a strange way actually coming closer together.

Eventually we will agree on a compromise based on the principles of oneness, equality and what is best for all. Because, as the saying goes, where we go one we go all.

Seeing the Playouts and Solidifying my Goals

The reason I used the word, solidifying (as in to solidify or make solid) is because in order to become the movement to reach a goal, I think I have to understand the goal as one with who I am. Otherwise, I’ll just be attempting to push myself to do or accomplish something because I think it’s worth doing and is therefore something I should be doing, which in and of itself is probably not enough, which is why self-change from the within to the without is the one key to changing all of existence.

But first I would like to speak about something I’ve been talking about more and more these days, which  has to do with the way I sometimes become aware  of a program just before walking into and becoming it, literally giving myself like a quantum moment in which to make the decision to redirect myself away from that line of preprogrammed emotional reaction to a physical solution.  The reason I say “physical” solution is because that’s what movement out of and away from a programmed line of energy building up to an emotional reaction is (a physical movement or shift within one’s physical body) and what is indeed required  to correct one’s self in such a moment. Add to this movement or shift, the starting-point/intention to align or create a new outflow that is best for all involved and that movement or shift will then hold within (and as the essence of one’s movement) the potential to become a solution = that which is best for all involved.

For example, last week while I was teaching one of my classes, one of the many new ones that I have this semester, I found myself in a hurry, urging students to just write and get their blogs posted rather than walking with them  step by step through the process of how to write and post their blogs. In looking back, I see that the reason I wasn’t walking them through an easy to follow process of writing and posting a topic based blog was because I wasn’t certain what I wanted this new class's blogs to look like. I figured that we would just do it together and learn to do it as we did it, which is cool. However, what is not cool is that I let myself go into a hurry up and just get it done mode.

So as I was walking through the class encouraging students to write to learn how to write, I came across one girl who appeared to not even be trying. So I said to her, what are you doing, just click on that link, copy the format into a new blog post and… She just looked blankly at me and said, I don’t understand - which turned out to be the trigger for a program that I had thought no longer existed within me.

Suddenly, as if time had stopped for a moment, I was seeing inside of myself to the left of my stomach area, looking at a metallic like tubular shaped vacuum with a see through enclosure. Inside the enclosure was the experience that I was about to go into and I was even able to see or at least understand the first 5-10 seconds of the scene of the energetic reaction that I was about to become and playout. And this all happened in 2 or 3 seconds.

And just as suddenly (having made a decision not to go there) I was physically moving myself (almost as though I was taking a left turn away from that scene) away from that area in the middle of the classroom to the front of the classroom, wherein I began patiently explaining everything again step by step while showing the whole class exactly what we were doing and how to do it. And as I was doing this, I was also able to notice how many other students had also not understood the assignment.  And in that moment, I thought to myself, this is the way I would always like to be.

So how does this tie into solidifying my goals? Well, as everything is connected and defined by the relation (ship) lines that bind us together as one experiencing ourselves as many, I guess... I’m not really sure.

However, I will say that I have decided to push myself closer to others so as to work with and cooperate better with others as a process of practicing to understand unconditionally giving as well as unconditionally receiving, which is perhaps the next topic I’ll write about. And once again, I would like to thank the whales and/or whatever part of me, of existence for assisting me to see these playouts and make the decision not to go into them - before getting caught up in them.

Finally, it’s interesting how old programming diminishes, but doesn’t really disappear - which is once again why it’s necessary to always remain present/here.

Continuing with gOALs

Goals and becoming more goal oriented: when I looked at this point and consciously acknowledged that I didn’t really have much in the way of goals to achieve beyond that which I’ve already loosely set for myself based on where I am now, the direction I’m currently heading and a long term mission that I’ve given myself that may or may not be relevant (depending on a whole lot of variables), I also had to acknowledge that I had deliberately limited myself in terms of concrete goals to reach for, so as not to put too much pressure on myself. 

Why? Funny, my first instinct was to come up with one of those wise sounding sayings evoking an image of the expansive unknown - which is also difficult to argue against. However, I guess it's really just because I’ve finally reached a point in my life where I honestly like where I am. I like where I’m heading and I like that I’m finally directing my life, rather than just struggling to stay afloat as I feel I had been doing since I was 7 or 8 years old and, and, and, and... Hells bells, many others must “feel it, an impending sense of uncertainty bordering on a sense of dread permeating throughout humanity.

While some are attempting to define this sense of dread, once again in terms of ecological annihilation in order to squeeze just a little more fear out of the people in a last ditch effort to hold on to their control of the narrative that has been steadily slipping from their grasp, I would honestly have to say that nature is flourishing like never before - just the way I see it. 

However, I too feel an impending sense that major structural changes are in the works. A restructuring of sorts is the only way to describe what I see taking place within and around planet earth. It’s as though so many points are finally coming together everywhere; and while some of these points are merging, some are also in the process of colliding in a big way, which I guess will result in the destruction of large sections or industries of the old world system collapsing into heaps of dust so as to give way to the new.

Thus while I have things that “I” consider important still to accomplish in this lifetime, I’m finding it somewhat difficult to define them. Strangely enough, this is due I think to my uncertainty of a future, how everything’s going to look when the dust settles. It’s as though Heaven’s program is finally, finally, finally coming to an end and getting ready to shut down, which in itself is perhaps exactly I/we require to set some new goals. Goals are useful to maintain one’s course and keep pushing to establish a new foundation for humanity, based on the principles of equality, oneness and what is best for all - the best course for sure. 

Because the next chapter of our story isn’t going to write itself. Once the current system comes down (a point that is accelerating), we will have another new window of opportunity (requiring the setting and reaching of lots of goals) not only to solidify the course correction of humanity/mankind, but also to establish a solid foundation (based on the principles of oneness, equality, what is best for all) from which all may finally have the opportunity to create in ways that we never imagined. 

Cool! I see that in writing and rewriting this point, the questions as well as my quest (of goals to set) begins to come into focus. So, I will leave this here for now and pick it up in the next post with some concrete goals.

The Cost of our Syntax

Atlanteans - The Symbols, Sounds and Energy of Creation - Part 50

In moving along  today without getting bogged  down in this blog with all of the other questions coming up inside of my mind, the subject I’m pushing myself to remain “focused on” is once again related to syntax. Thankfully, every time I write this out, of which I usually endeavor to post only the bits I am able to understand a little and am able to explain somewhat clearly, I begin to see a little more clearly on the way to a complete understanding.

As I’ve said before, an interesting facet of our existence is that a record of everything that has always been, including the evolution or devolution of its design is still here as information, substance and/or derivatives of substance “in formations” of the symbols of creation, which one is able to investigate by reading the lines to see not only what has been created since the beginning, but also the movement of creation (as per its design changes) all the way up until the design of what is presently here.

And from this point (in short), we actually have the ability not only to understand how we’ve been (to the point of how we are right now), but also how we’re able to redesign ourselves and our entire existence essentially by rearranging the symbols, writing them right and test walking various designs until we’re ready to substantiate such designs into and as this physical existence.  For example of how we actually are, that we’re perhaps not realizing due to our misinterpretation of the symbols, let us have a look at the word “syntax,” because words never lie.

syn·tax

/ˈsinˌtaks/

noun: syntax

1.   the arrangement of words and phrases to create well-formed sentences in a language.: "the syntax of English". Google’s viewpoint/presentation.

As per my interpretation:

What is syntax, but a SIN TAX (as is clearly indicated within and as the sound symbolism of the word itself) that we pay in the currency of life debited or subtracted from each one’s opportunity to express as life to one’s potential.

How much we’re actually agreeing to pay by nullifying and/or sacrificing our potential to live is able to be seen, understood and even renegotiated by understanding the syntax of our words to (in short) identify where we are taxing ourselves via identifying the corruption of and as the words we cast out in the spells of our sentences, sentencing ourselves by, instead of harmonically specifying sound intentions designed and placed specifically as a matter of creation. 

And just to be sure that no one can credibly say, I was cheated, I didn’t know or I wasn't told, an invoice (in the words as the symbols of sound) of how much we spend of our sound-creative potential is always here for us to listen to and/or view within and as the syntax or sin-tax of our sentences.

There is a reason why those in power and control way up in the hierarchy have often sought to butcher the original properties of language, especially the widely used English language. Words, as the most powerful force of creation are the tools that have never (I guess) been fully understood.

In the old days, magicians, witches and the likes apparently knew how to use them to an extent by specifically writing their intentions into their spells to be cast out into the physical existence to influence (as per the resonance of the casts or molds) the targeted substances of the physical existence.

These days however, I guess the knowledge of how to precisely do this is very rare. And even if one does understand how to do it, they will surely also understand that the influence to the external environment is not only going to be temporary but also dependent on the extent of one’s understanding of the physical environment. 

In any case, for those who may have wondered why there is such a big top down push these days to butcher the English language even more with the introduction and enforcement of so-called politically correct syntax, look no further than the desire of the elite to continue disrupting people’s creative abilities by way of dictating and imposing their own syntax.

Why am I still bringing up this subject, investigating it and sharing my process in relation to it? Aside from that old saying, investigate all things… I feel (on the way to understanding) that it is going to be very, very important to for us to understand this point in the future (for our future), which is why I’m working on it right now.

And I’m going to leave this here for now.