Wednesday, August 5, 2020

Understanding the Divide between the Left and the Right

Having utilized a lot of time communicating on Facebook, only to find that information, facts and figures are irrelevant to most people when it comes to deciding the location of their positions on the line that divides them between the left and the right, I am beginning to think the differences between the two sides are nearly irreconcilable, meaning that some sort of war is inevitable.

I think that this is because each human being’s position is being based not on practicalities, but on the degree of their fear. For example, if you divide a sphere into two equal parts, whereas the center point might represent the here of no fear, the furthest points on the left and the right sides of the center would represent the equal and opposite polarities of the same fear of (polarized viewpoints) with different definitions of that fear. However, as this fear originates from deep down inside of each person, very few people are likely to readily identify it or even realize that it is only fear. Furthermore, I think that this fear is directly tied with the system of power and control commonly referred to  (on the global scale) as the world system or perhaps even the global consciousness.

On the far left of the sphere (not necessarily configured or positioned the same groupings we see in society), are those who are most dependent on the hierarchy of power and control of the 'current' world system, for whom being unplugged or not totally controlled by the system, represents a quick-death sentence. And this is why so many people on the left, even though they may and even comprehend the untenable inequality of their positions, are still willing to fight to an extent for their positions, even if that meant accepting a lower position or status in the hierarchy of the world system  —  as long as they were able to remain locked into and under the control of the system.

On the far right of the sphere (not necessarily configured the same way as we see in societal groups), are the beings who are for whatever reason, far less dependent on the hierarchical system of power and control of the world system, for whom the idea of having to remain locked into and controlled by the system, is also a death sentence, albeit somewhat slower. And this is also why so many on the right are willing to fight (to the extent of their fear) for the right to “not be controlled” by the system, even though that very same system might offer them a better position or higher status than others. And perhaps this is also why people with darker skin tones tend to be more right leaning in their views - because (due to the inequality of the system) many have never become dependent on the world system - simply because they never had the equal opportunity to do so.

I realize that many people may not comprehend what I’m talking about. Therefore, I will post some follow ups to this post to further explain what I guess is taking place within and to humanity. It’s like this, in order to see, realize and understand something outside of our programming, we are going to have to push through some resistance of our own minds.  Anyone that’s ever said understanding is easy, has never had to actually learn anything.

Wednesday, July 29, 2020

Thoughts for the Month of July, 2020

This is me in my school uniform
While I am very willing and usually quite happy to repeat myself aloud a thousand times, as though I never get tired of hearing myself speak, hearing my own sound, sounding or creating myself by way of sounding myself out - as I often refer to speaking, I generally do not enjoy repeating that which I’ve already written and posted to the Internet, the global mind.  However, with time sensitive material, I have slightly different considerations. Anyway, as I’ve been working on the point of self-honesty, which is turning out to be much more challenging than I thought it would be, I’ve decided to post these incomplete writings as a completed blog post.  And just as I was writing that sentence about self-honesty, a vertical stream of knowing soared straight up to my consciousness awareness to remind me that I’m actually posting this incomplete blog post because I don’t have anything else right now to completely say. It's kind of like I'm once again in a holding pattern or lul as I prefer to call this time. And of course I’m still working on the point of self-honesty.


Losing Our Minds, Doesn't mean it's the end of the World
We are in a time of great change and the forces that be (you, me and the unseen enemy within) are now pushing and pulling like never before. The war is upon us and although I’m guessing it will be quick, I am also guessing that it will be frightening. This is the way I guess it must be in order for us to eventually short circuit and break through the mind-fields to see what is really here, which is nothing more than the I’s of you and me divided innumerably into unique location points.

On the outside, it will appear to many as though the problem is one of perception, a divergence between those who see reality (as well as the solutions to fix that which is broken) and those who have embraced the devil and the rage it evokes. Like outpours of an elixir from the carafe of rage that will increasingly need to be replenished by more and more bodies to replace the essence spent, new recruits will increasingly be demanded, thereby necessitating an escalation of fear ushering the next crisis, which (at each entry point) will also present us with a new opportunity of equal magnitude in terms of the decisions we make to either embrace change that is best for all or continue fighting for our right to choose.

When I look at this point through my mind’s eye, it is as though there are now two distinct manifested/real (mainframes or self-aware super-duper quantum computers) operating as the global consciousness of human beings, which are now battling for control as well as the ability to decide the future of humanity. While one of these sides leans so to speak in the direction of compromise, the other side, as though it is of an ancient era of intelligence, seems only to know conquest and the desire for more energy, power and the control that comes with invoking a deep-rooted rage and the desire for revenge that always ends up getting mistargeted and misplaced.

As soon as one crisis dies down (due to the essence of the bodies being spent and the time it takes to replenish), another crisis that is already in the works will surely emerge. It has to, for this is a war to the end, winner take all. Hence, while the rioting and the fighting are manifesting externally, the real war is taking place within each and every one of us, because the unseen enemy is simply within us.

Those who embrace apathy, ignorance as though it’s a badge of honor earned by staying on the sidelines doing nothing, give up their opportunity to determine anything. Those who decide to fight the other side give up the opportunity to solve anything at all. Thus it is to take the most direct path to that which solves everything, even though this path is the one that leads to the great mountain for which there is no getting around.

I don't think anything (not even a space suit) is going to prevent this virus and perhaps newer versions of it from affecting people by infecting certain components of the mind consciousness systems of every single human being on the planet. See, what is not being considered by many, if any scientists, is that the virus obviously targets certain components of the human mind consciousness system. Accordingly, the virus may actually be assisting humanity in the process of setting ourselves free - unshackling the chains of enslavement so to speak.

Unfortunately, even though the mind was/is an enslavement system, it also served (among other things) to regulate and contain human emotion, which as you can see, is no longer the case - and I’m guessing that this situation is only going to get worse. There is much more to this story and while it’s not funny, the irony is that we really are all in the process of losing our minds.


COVID-19 and the Decoupling of Human Consciousness
I have seen the enemy and it is fear and the fear of fear itself. Now I saw when the Lamb opened one of the [a]seals; and I heard one of the four living creatures saying with a voice like thunder, “Come and see.” 2 And I looked, and behold, a white horse. He who sat on it had a bow; and a crown was given to him, and he went out conquering and to conquer. Although I’m not going to go deeply into right now, when I look at words such as these, this is what I perceive. While I view the lamb represents the involvement of the innocence (perhaps the children of existence), the four living creatures represent this physical existence as a whole - or perhaps just earth; man on a horse refers to “the quickening,” kind of like the compounding of time, the bow perhaps represents something being targeted, and the crown of course represents the virus...

It’s late in the day for history lessons, so I’ll get right to the point. The monster we created (through our acceptances and allowances, either by active participation or passive ignorance) in the name of democracy, freedom and the USA, has finally returned home for its last meal. While hijacking the narrative of the Coronavirus to resource more fear from the human population, appears to have been its first course, discharging that fear by further dividing the population was just a preamble to its second course. War for which the lines have already been drawn, the recruitment centers established, weapons and ammunition placed, is probably next on the monster’s menu. 

Throughout the history of the USA, we didn’t know that We didn’t know what was happening to millions of people around the world as they were slaughtered in the name of democracy. Nor did we realize that UN sponsored programs, implemented by NGOs funded in large by the USA were secretly creating and spreading deadly diseases. We didn’t know that Muammar Kaddafi was highly regarded by the people of Libya who enjoyed the highest standard of living in all of Africa. We didn’t know that a Satan worshipping, child sacrificing cabal ran the world with an iron fist. We didn’t know, we didn’t know that all of the death, the destruction and the suffering carried out in the name of democracy and the USA, was not about democracy or the USA at all.

Metaphorically speaking, if I had hair, I’d be pulling it out and screaming, when will this madness stop? I’m just kidding, having a laugh with myself to lighten the weight of seeing (perceiving) the dots of consequence coming closer and closer together. We must be in a time of quickening, everything does seem to be moving faster and faster, Every day, I ask myself, do I really want to jump into that raging current of a human storm? My answer is, most definitely, yes. 

Cognitive Skills Quiz (for Facebook)
If wearing a mask that offers no protection benefits whatsoever, fulfills the requirements of public compliance; is compliance a matter of (A) public safety (B) public obedience (C) The dog ate my homework?
 

So many things to write about, write out, understand and explain, dare I write about anything at all? For sure we must be in the midst of the quickening. Everything is coming and going so quickly, it’s not easy to keep up with every single matter. There is something for everyone to learn and no escape for anyone.

Black lives matter, black lives matter, I completely agree. Unfortunately, the organization calling itself BLM is doing the exact opposite of what it purports to be doing for black lives. Have a look at most of the BLM participants, angry young white people who are supposedly representing black people, how exactly does that work? Instead of being wolves hunting in sheep's clothing, these young angry white people are more like lost sheep in wolves clothing, blindly following their Globalist commanders into the dragon's lair. Black and white people are being set up by the organization calling itself BLM.

For every religion, there is an anti-religious belief created to balance the power of the people abdicated to an unseen entity in the name of that belief. While it may be a difficult pill to swallow, embracing the movement of change (rather than fighting against it) in order to participate equally as one to determine the course of humanity, is the path of least resistance on the way to our shared destiny.

In looking at the moves and counter moves of the powers that be, originating from their left and right spheres of consciousness, one thing that has become crystal clear is the use of quantum computing (basically just very advanced AI) for the purpose of viewing probable future playouts in order to redirect the outcome and/or placement of power and control before time runs out and the game ends - metaphorically speaking of course. Now consider that, as the end is but another beginning, meaning as we end so shall we begin, the key to deciding the nature of the next part of existence, is to determine how we end.

The reason why this particular time frame that we are now in (near the end of the timeline of this part of our existence) is so crucial, has to do with the compounding of Time space. To put it simply, we’re running out of space, which means we are (once again I guess) approaching the end of Time.

To put this into perspective, imagine a triangular pyramid of SPACE for us to create with. While, for every level we move higher up in TIME, while we are still able to create the same as in previous levels, the substance of creation is compressed or compounded into an ever smaller amount of time. Until we reach the very top of the pyramid (which is I guess where we’re now at), the point wherein time ends. I guess that some people also call this point, singularity.

 see that there’s no getting around the fact that my human experience has for the most part, been robotic.
thinking that everything applied to almost everyone else but me. However, the deeper I go into the mind to see who I am and where I am within and as my human physical body, the more I realize how lost I’ve been. This is not a point of judgment or comparison of myself and other human beings as being more or less, but a perspective of the state of human awareness. I don’t care if everyone (or most everyone) is a robot, I still care for everyone regardless of everyone’s form.

In the last scene just before I awake, an exasperated looking man who hasn’t been able to get a single honest to goodness independent, not pre-programmed response from any of the people that he has just been questioning, sighs, “They’re all robots through and through.” Suddenly, as if in a hurry to demonstrate otherwise, two almost identical looking males approach. “Sorry, sorry, my name is (inaudible) and this is (inaudible) and we are engineers.” Placing a hand to his chest as though to honor with just a tad bit of bravado what he is going to say next: “and we do have a degree of autonomy which will permit us to answer all of your questions.” Somewhat hesitantly: “as long as your questions remain within these parameters,” he smiles. And then I am aware of the transition phase or space in between that of a sleep state and one of being (lol) awake.

Often as soon as I find myself waking to begin a new day (during the transition phase between unconscious/subconscious and conscious awareness, I make a point to take a quick look at the memory packet of the dream-state before it fades with my awakening into a mixed state of awareness as that of a conscious human-being.

In writing this out just after I got out of bed, I recalled the following about the transition or awakening. There in a boxlike room (that I guess I am in) with a see-through force field like wall that I quickly direct myself to look at and into the cloudlike sphere on the other side of one of see-through barrier in order to scan and locate the main scenes of the dream state, which I am then able to copy (as much as I’m able to grab) and paste into my conscious awareness, kind of like dragging and dropping files from one level of conscious awareness to another. Interestingly, having written this point out in the morning and then returned to it in the afternoon, I found that I was unable to access the details of that which I had written out earlier that morning. I’m guessing that this has to do with certain safeguards designed into the mind to prevent beings from accessing too much of its design - which is exactly what I was intending to do.

Years ago, I remember often using the term, organic robot as though applied to the rest of humanity and  just a little bit to me. Nowadays though (and I’m sure I’ve said this before), the more I look into me to see who I am, the more I realize how robotic I’ve actually been. In seeing how much of my day is managed by the AI system called the human mind consciousness system, from the moment I wake up to the moment I enter into a coma called sleep, I realize that I’ve mostly just hung around in the background for my entire life. Note that the optimist character/point of mine would like to point out the bright side. Consider the amazing amount of potential waiting for me to live.


Now that millions, perhaps hundreds of millions of people have had the opportunity to slow-down, take stock of their lives due to the lockdowns, quarantines and shutdowns associated with COVID-19 (soon to be COVID-20, 21 and so on if you ask me), perhaps we might all agree that while some people would prefer to stay home, many more have probably come to realize the structural benefits that a job offers us.

Having been home now with my partner for about three weeks now, I appreciate the benefits of being able to go swimming, cook whatever I decide (due to having more time) instead of eating some frozen meatballs or canned mackerel mixed with fresh vegetables and rice, both of which I think are yummy options. However, I also notice that I miss the challenges associated with work, preparing for classes, teaching classes and even preparing reports which I honestly don’t think anyone even reads. I sometimes wonder if anyone actually even opens up some of the files that I send. That doesn’t mean that I don’t enjoy doing them for the challenge they present to me as well as the opportunity they afford me to practice solving problems - even while on summer vacation.

Just recently I was asked to resubmit information, which I had already supplied, but in a different format. Even though I defined this task as being akin to mission impossible, I went ahead and re-sent the information in excel spreadsheets only to receive word that my information still was not in the correct format because it had to be in the format of excel spreadsheets downloaded from the system. I was going to just give up and admit that I’d been check-mated, when I had another idea, why not just download excel spreadsheets devoid of any inputted data from the system (with titles and formatting of the system to fit the requirements of submitting the data), transfer my data into those sheets and then submit them, which is exactly what I did to perhaps solve the problem, which as it turns out, happens to be one of the things that I like most about having a job, the opportunity it provides me to solve problems.


07/27/2020 Perspective from the Within of Myself to the Without of all as Me

On the subject of wearing or not wearing face masks, I recently wrote the following: Having communicated with both sides about what is essentially a two sided issue, I don't foresee either side budging or giving way even a little bit to the other. This is because both sides honestly view the need to hold their positions as a matter of life or death. Those who advocate wearing masks, do so from the standpoint that to not wear a mask puts everyone’s life in danger, which by default (whether they realize it or not) defines anyone refusing to wear a mask, as being a deadly threat.

On the other side of the argument are those adamantly opposed to wearing masks, social distancing, lockdowns, etc. You can call them conspiracy theorists if you like, but I think Patriot (when on home soil) or Nationalist (when abroad) is a more accurate term. As far as the Patriots or Nationalists are concerned, orders to wear masks, stay indoors, social distance and so on are incremental aspects of the creeping tyranny spreading like a pandemic originating from the Globalists plan to destroy them, their way of life and everything else that they hold dear - making their opposition to such acts also a matter of life or death.

Hell, it doesn’t take a Guru to see the storm clouds on the horizon. While the dam representing the greatness of China (the socialist system of centralized power and control) is literally breaking, the same thing is happening in the USA to the old-style, insanely corrupt capitalist system, wherein the bedrock of its support composed of small businesses and the American worker is systematically being exterminated. Add up all of the disruption and it does indeed amount to the perfect storm that many forecasted and have been warning about for a long time.

As I wrote in “2-25-2020 Notes on Current Events,” when the virus was just coming out, “As crises of viruses, plagues and perhaps the least talked about supply chain woes begin to disrupt people’s love/hate relationship to the world system, I ponder on the birds still singing and the sun still shining - don’t they know that it’s the end of the world? Ahh! I guess I should have been more specific: don’t they know that it’s the end of the world system? I don’t think it’s going to happen right away; these things, manifested consequence, I guess you could call it, do indeed seem to come in waves.” the world system (or at least parts of it) is coming down.

And while we are either fighting amongst ourselves or trying to figure out how to survive the summer, the plagues of locusts have grown exponentially in size and the supply chain woes have degraded to the point that it will now require at least 1-2 years (under normal conditions) to repair. The organizations and recruitment centers on both sides are in place; now do you see where the soldiers will come from and why so many more will soon be willing to fight, steal and kill? Hunger motivates people to do things they never believed they would. Sorry to put it so bluntly: unfortunately, the time of sweet talk has passed. 

Thursday, July 16, 2020

ColorIN My Dream

This is something new that I don’t remember seeing before. In my last blog post, All in an Afternoon Nap, I wrote how I noted in a dream that there was something about the colors that seemed strange, like something that reminded me of a Disney production. Although at the time, I didn’t think much of this point, this afternoon while napping, something similarly strange happened that convinced me to take a closer look at this point.

Just before awakening, I found myself in the backyard of a family that I knew while growing up in my hometown. As I was walking, presumably back home, the family that owned that backyard were all lined up in front of their barn for what looked like a photo op. As I walked by, one of them said something to me. “Hi, I said as I continued to walk by without glancing over. Again he spoke, this time calling out my name, “Tom La Grua, invite me over.” I stopped, turned around and walked to where he was standing with the sunlight on his face in front of the barn with the others. I looked at him: “Hi, I didn’t notice you. You look so much older,” I said, meaning it in a nice way because he really did seem to have a beautiful color about him. There were red, orange and yellow hues, like high definition desert colors. “Invite me over,” he said once again, and then I was in another scene with someone else and there was cake. Suddenly I had a craving for that sugary frosting. I piled it all on to a place and was about to eat it when I woke up.

So what’s so important about this dream, that I would write a blog post on it for the sake of posterity, for future generations to read? The COLORS IN THE DREAM! I’ve never (to the best of my recollection) ever seen such vivid, beautiful colors, such desert-like hues in my dreams. What’s weirder (well maybe not so weird for me): in my last dream that had such colors in it, I even noted the strangeness of such colors while I was dreaming and I also mentioned something else about colors in the blog post I wrote about that dream.

But didn’t see the significance of it until now. I don’t recall ever seeing such vivid colors, especially not those particular hues in any of my dreams. What could this possibly signify?

I’m guessing that it has something to do with the changes taking place right now to the minds of human beings. I’ve been writing a lot recently about the changes occurring to the minds of human beings, including  of course, mine. The thing is, to comprehend or follow even a little bit of what I’m saying, it helps to be able to consider that the design of human beings includes an AI component calle the mind, which makes us programmable (to an extent), kind of like organic robots I guess. I like robots.

Lol, I often wonder about other people not being able or willing to consider and comprehend things that they're programmed not to look at. And then I wonder what I’m missing out on. OK, for those that have made it this far (in reading or scanning this post), here’s something to consider in relation to what’s happening in the world.

Even though the Coronavirus was foreseen a long, long time ago, it has nothing to do with the wrath of God, but it is a gift. From my perspective, the Coronavirus is effectively assisting human beings by singling or cueing our bodies to (I guess you could say) disengage certain aspects of the mind. In the long term, this is going to be awesome. In the short term however… I think we’re losing certain aspects of our minds.


Also keep an eye on the colors and/or perhaps the holographics. I think some changes may also be  occurring in this area. 

Saturday, July 11, 2020

All in an Afternoon Nap

On a bus in a strange land without clue as to where I’m going, I get off for a moment just to get my bearings. A little girl in a wheelchair, who is also a passenger, has fallen and is trapped under the chair. The bus is getting ready to leave. I yell for the bus driver to stop, but either he doesn’t hear me or just doesn’t stop for anyone. I lift the wheelchair and make sure the girl is OK and then I am back on the bus which actually did turn around and go back for the girl, but by the time it arrived at where she was, she was no longer there. Perhaps she had moved on, either way, she was gone.

The last stop of the bus is approaching and I know it’s almost time for me to get off. I look out the windows to see where I am. The city looks a little bit too much like something out of Disney production, something about the colors and the cleanliness just doesn’t seem right. As the passengers are getting off and I am preparing to walk down the stairs, I see a white leather jacket with the pattern of a big American flag draped on the stairs, obviously placed there for someone to slip on and fall. So I’m careful to step over it and watch my surroundings for enemies. The man behind me looks like he was just punched in the nose, so I step aside and let him go ahead. Not that I recall hitting him, but something tells me I probably did and thus it is better not have him walking behind me.

At the front of the bus are three men who appear to have found some kind of liquor in the cabinet and have decided to stay on. I may as well stay for a while longer, too, as I still don’t know where I am or where I’m going. As the bus begins to morve, it occurs to me that I ought to just find a place on the beach and stay there for a while. What country is this, I ask the men with whom I am now drinking some weird tasting liquor from a little squeeze bottle. One of them who reminds me of the Actor called Rock, looks over with a smile and yells, Brokie. What country is this, I ask again. Brokie! He yells back.

Just another typical afternoon nap, part of the process I go through of never completely resting I guess in my seemingly never ending quest to understand my reality at all levels, where I am and where I’m heading.

So, as I am finally on what I call a vacation, at home in a big city with my partner and my view of the park, I may as well use this time to catch up on some writing.

The bus, the passengers on it and the city that we were moving through probably represent the movement of humanity in a place that I don’t really recognize and haven’t a clue as to where I really am. I’m not kidding, I ask myself this question all of the time, where the hell am I? To say that I’m in Taiwan on a planet called earth, doesn’t really answer anything at all for me. This is a physical existence, sure, but what the hell does that mean? Lol, just moving along with just a glimpse of what goes on inside of me on a daily basis - somewhat more so for me I guess, now that I’m on vacation.

The little girl trapped under the wheelchair while the bus threatens to leave her behind, represents my willingness to help out even though somewhere deep down, I know that nothing is going to stop or slow the movement or change taking place within and as the human race, not even for the innocent. Perhaps this also has something to do with the inevitability of some getting lost or left behind, which for me is not  considerable, not even calculable for reasons (of thinking) beyond the scope of this post.  I guess I could say that it just doesn’t computešŸ˜‰.

On the human bus (in the human race), not knowing where I am or where I’m really going is how it’s been my entire life and perhaps for many lives before, perhaps even my entire existence. I could wake up tomorrow without any memory in a strange land without a clue as to where I am, and I don’t think I’d really be too phased by it. Actually, I did that before in the third of fourth grade when I had amnesia. Except for feeling like an idiot in school for the next four or five years, it didn’t really bother me at all. And I guess there was another time when it suddenly occurred to me to ask the voices inside of my head, what the hell was I doing here in this human body and how did we all get here, but that’s another story.

As for the city, this place where we are, looking somewhat like a Disney production, this point has to do with my lack of faith, I guess you could say as to the “realness” of reality with such simple (beautiful nonetheless) pictures, that I only see surfaces of. To be honest, I long to see and understand more than just the surface levels of things. I often make an effort to look more closely, but there seems to be parameters that are not easily stretched.

The “white leather jacket patterned to that of a big American flag draped on the stairs (obviously placed there for me to slip on and fall on) is actually a very useful point for me to consider at this time in my life. In looking at the symbolism as it relates to me: while the American flag represents patriotism, the fact (in a dream sense) that it’s been draped on the stairs as something that might cause me to slip and fall, rings of a warning from me to myself to be careful not to get caught up in taking sides in the whirlwind of revolutionary fervor. I will assign a memory note to this point.

As for the man behind me that looks like he was just punched in the nose (presumably by me), that I decide to let go ahead of me as a security precaution, well, I interpret this as being another reminder to be careful not to hurt or offend people. As there’s no running from the past, it’s important to do our best in the present to make sure there’s nothing to run from in the future.

As for deciding to stay a while longer on the bus with some strangers drinking a strange liquor, the bottom line as far as my life is concerned (as I have said many times), I have nothing better (read more important) to do, no place else that I’d rather be and nothing else that I’d rather be doing, at least not that I recall. So I’m alright with staying for a while longer. And relaxing on the beach is but recurring point that’s been coming up in dreams my entire life. The problem is, every time I’ve actually stayed on the beach for a while (in reality), I’ve always been ready to move along after no more than a week or two.

And to finish out the analysis of my dream, I’m thankful that I still have a sense of humor - even at the unconsciousness level. Lol. What's the name of this country, I ask, meaning what’s the name of this place that I’m currently passing through? Brokie (meaning broken). I like that one.

Amazing the insight and clarity that can be extracted from dreams. The key I guess, is to have and to take the time to analyse the symbols.



The Unseen Enemy Revealed in a Dream

I dreamt of being in a town controlled by an entity that was feeding off of the energy of the town’s people, absorbing their life essence as the people fought among themselves in the hopes of gaining (interestingly) more power. As I was moving through the town, I walked by a crowd of mostly young people in their twenties making their way  towards what reminded me of a fraternity house.

Someone in the crowd spotted me as an outsider and decided to target me to be bullied and abused.  In looking back at this point (going deeper into the layers of the memory so to speak) and asking myself who these people were,  it was as though their nature, lacking purpose, yet not in itself intrinsically evil, did not  match the callousness of what they were attempting to do. As though they were doing what they thought they were supposed to do without actually knowing what it was they were doing or why they were doing it. Off hand, I would call that “group think,” but in reality (after rewriting this several times, pushing myself to locate ideas, judgments, projections and take complete responsibility for everything (it is after all, my dream),  I’m starting to see (in terms of the human situation) that this point of knowing something has to be done, but not knowing exactly what to do, applies to me, too. I guess it applies to a lot of us: consequence is after all something that must first be walked through before something better is able to be created.

As if attempting to frighten me, they began to encircle me and then one of them  began to attack me. I wasn’t frightened or even the least bit reactive emotionally and I easily brushed him aside and didn’t even bother to fight back. However, the moment he hit me in the chin, I did fight back; and in looking back at this point, I noticed that a very  interesting thing happened to the attacker - at least in my eyes.

As soon as I stood up to him, he physically shrunk (in dream terms) to a third of his original size, whereupon I knocked him to the ground, grabbed both of his legs with one hand and was about to smash him down onto the ground, when suddenly the ground became a chalice and his body transformed (like a bursting water balloon) into but about a half of cup of liquid energy that fell into the chalice that was immediately swooped up and gulped down by the unseen entity.

In shifting my view, the scene had changed and I found myself in the basement of that house, looking at what appeared to be a shallow pit dug like an oversized grave into the earthen floor. At the bottom of the pit, sitting upright and leaning back against a dirt wall was something that reminded me of one of those horror-movie monsters that fed on the souls of people who would then become part of that thing as it grew. And it had offspring or baby things growing on it like warts attached to its skin.

It looked at me, acknowledged my presence and with a wave of its arm, as though to welcome me to “all of this,” it telepathically communicated that I was welcome to remain - as one of them (a consumer rather than the consumed). It looked at me as though it knew me from the past. Then I woke up and immediately noted that this dream and that particular entity represents the unseen entity or enemy that I’ve been referring to and thinking a lot about.

In analyzing this dream, bringing everything back to me, the first point I noticed was the complete absence of emotion - nothing coming up inside of me. Which is cool because in many past dreams, whenever I became frightened or felt threatened, I would almost always end up destroying/crushing/obliterating that  which I feared or reacted to, which occasionally left me wondering who the monster actually was.

In this particular dream, it is also relevant that the entity invited me to join the party just after I had obliterated that which I had deemed a threat, thereby feeding, sustaining and dare I say, even creating the very energetic entity or idea of something “out there” to blame for the domino like breakdown of society that seems to be spreading throughout humanity.

For example, in writing about how the overlords via their minions at Facebook and Google threaten human civilization with their corporate censorship and numerous other evil deeds, what I’ve really been doing without quite knowing (on a conscious level) what I’ve been doing, is casting out my power (via the pointed finger of blame) in the direction of that which I blamed, thereby giving up my power to that which I blamed, thereby abdicating my responsibility, as the ability to respond as human authority  equally as one with every other human. See, I and everyone else require to understand completely, is that no one is coming to save us, not God, not Jesus and certainly not the ET’s, because no one but is able to - which is why we’ve gotta do it ourselves. And until we stop pointing our fingers to the left and the right, things are just going to get worse. 

In terms of symbolism (after honestly decoding this dream), I see that while I really have made tremendous strides in stopping energetic reactions or emotions, I still have work to do on the point of responding rather than reacting to movement within my environment. Specifically, I still require to completely stop judging myself as being threatened by those unto which I disagree.  The key is to stand as a point of harmony even in the midst of chaos; and this is kind of how I perceive everyone is able to eventually stand - as a point of harmony by embracing and living the principles of oneness, equality and what is best for all. The path to walk is the path we create as the point of self-creation as is best for all.

In summary, the most important lesson and realization of this dream has to do with the so-called unseen enemy that I and many others have been referring to. While I guess that there are quite a lot of things “out there,” none of it even holds a candle to the real enemy or threat to humanity that feeds off of us every time I/we point our fingers at something else as being the cause, instead of taking unconditional responsibility within and as ourselves for that same exact point. Even in my dream, there was nothing inherently evil about that entity and the only reason it existed was because I had created it and was still feeding it. Not at all what I had expected would come of analysing this dream. That being said, as the saying goes, know thyself.




Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Some more notes on the Coronavirus

From my perspective, these are the days of revelations and I guess, just as the prophetic forecasters contended, humanity is in for a rough ride during this revealing time.

As for the hysterical surrounding the Corona or crown virus, I still think that humanity has a backwards view of what viruses actually do. My guess is that viruses are actually part of the cure rather than the disease itself. Have a look at what has physically, verifiably transpired since the Coronavirus appeared on the scene. Millions of people have suddenly begun taking to the streets, venting their anger and their rage, chanting “black lives matter, black lives matter…” and demanding equality for all lives. Well, maybe not everyone is saying those exact words, but I think it’s definitely where we’re heading - in the direction of equality for all. The point I’m making is, people are awakening.

And when did all of this go into high gear, just after the Coronavirus arrived on the scene and began targeting the mind consciousness systems (the control grid or Matrix of the human mind). There is so much more to this story, so many dots to connect and question. For example, one of the first things that caught my attention in regards to the symptoms being reported by the infected, was the reported loss in the sense of taste and smell. As I recall, the nasal area (the thing that resembles a pyramid) has to do directly with the enslavement system of the mind. Unfortunately, I don’t really have enough of the puzzle pieces to say much more on this, but I’m guessing there's a connection.

Additionally, in the word cure, is the word cue meaning single or prompt, which is what the Coronavirus is doing (in a way that I’m not yet certain how to verbalize), essentially singling beings that it is time to wake up. And I guess why the corona or crown was also included in the description to the first seal of Revelations: “behold a white horse: and he that sat on him had a bow; and a crown was given unto him: and he went forth conquering, and to conquer…” As to who or what is going to be conquered, I would say we as all of humanity are going to conquer our fear, because we are going to have to face it one way or another, and I’ll just leave it at that for now.

See, when the prophecy says that the man is given a crown, what if the Coronavirus is more like a gift to humanity to help us break down the barriers of the mind/matrix? That’s what I think; however, there is still so much that I don’t quite comprehend - like the timeline and where we are on it. And some other stuff, like a massive amount of outflow from unseen input (perhaps from at least two directions) that is not of traditional human kind.

In closing, even though there is tremendous despair in the air, we the people are always able to take the reigns of the flow and direct it, not by going against it, but by expanding on it. For example, whereas the issue of race is now being used to divide us, we are able to expand on that to even more equality, equal money for example. Just some thoughts to close out the month of June, 2020.




Deciding to Resume Posting on Facebook - Part 2


Sometime it’s a lot of fun and sometimes it’s somewhat disparaging. As I said in a previous post, Facebook is not for the faint of heart. Getting someone to even consider looking outside of their bubble, is challenging to say the least; getting them to spend even a moment looking at content that questions their perceptions is even more challenging. Whether we’re talking about equality, what is best for all or about (which I’ve already spent a lot of time pushing), the deep state or the efficacy of wearing face masks, unless it aligns with someone’s established perceptions, the likelihood at this point, of getting people to considering points outside of the box seems to be very low for most people on Facebook. The good thing is, there’s quite a large segment of the population (mostly younger than 30) that are standing for equality for a form of equality, as they have defined it had it defined for them, which is often quite narrow, whom I think will have an easier time relating to principles such as oneness, equality and what is best for all,  opposed to let’s say someone who older, more set in their ways and dependent on the system to continue paying out to them or paying them back. Here are some exchanges that I’ve had over the last month in relation to “my perspective” of the dangers of buying into the pseudoscience rationale (as I call it) of wearing facemasks and other stuff.   Keep in mind that, while my intention is serious, I’m still just experimenting while attempting to have some fun. Oh, and I almost forgot. The good news is, the level of energy/emotion that I'm seeing in the words of most people's responses to me, is way, way down. In other words, as the energy/emotion I put out is usually closely aligned with what I receive back, I'd say that I'm quite stable.

6/1/2020
Blame Vs. Responsibility, Thomas La Grua
COVID-19, the Republicans or the Democrats, take your pick; my favorites these days are by far the rogue AI and the orange man. So let’s talk about blame: it’s still a losing man's game. Have a look, did you ever see a winner crossing the finish line, pointing an index finger at the ones behind? Or how about a firefighter who got seriously burned saving a child; did you ever see him or her cursing the little one for having to be saved? Of course not, because winners don't blame. Blame is simply for losers who have yet to understand how the game of life is won.

Fortunately, a lost game can almost always be turned around in an instant simply by doing the following. Take that index finger along with that outstretched arm and drop them both down to your side. Now lift up your thumb, put the tip of it to your chest and say to the world, “Here I am and I'm taking responsibility right now. And there you have it, the makings of a winner in the process of beginning the journey to be won. Just remember to repeat this process when you get up each morning, before making any important decisions and most of all, whenever you notice the urge to raise that index finger and point it at someone.

6/17/2020
Thomas La Grua
It is getting somewhat lonely, like cognitive reasoning ability around the world is crashing and the number of people capable of or even willing to have reasonably logical conversation is diminishing by the week. I have a theory about this, but it's a far out there theory.

Thomas La Grua
How do people not see the psychological warfare taking place in relation to edicts coming down in the name of COVID19? How does one reconcile the fact that one day they're told to wear masks and stay inside, but the next day, it's apparently OK to go outside and protest in giant mobs with or w/t a mask? And doesn't it seem just a little strange that the same politicians out walking around with mobs of people without masks one day, are once again ordering new lockdowns? And perhaps somebody might want to ask, why the vast majority of deaths associated with COVID 19 happen to occur in the jurisdictions of those politicians that also had the strictest enforcement of lockdown and facemask protocols... It's time to wake up and begin adding up the ancillary events happening in the name of COVID19, because this is the real target of those behind what's happening these days. Those who want world government and to take even more control over humanity, are just getting started. Tyranny doesn't sprint, it creeps ever so slowly until it's too late. As the saying goes, you have been warned..

Thomas La Grua
June 21 at 8:48 AM ·
Black lives matter, I completely agree. Now, who among us is willing to put their money where their mouth is by standing “and voting” for the implementation of a new system that values all life equally? A lot of people are getting on their knees seemingly hoping that a mere gesture is going to solve the problem of inequality; when in reality, real change costs money. Herein, the only way to quantifiably ensure that all life matters equally, is to implement an equal money system. Check it out, most it has already been developed: https://www.facebook.com/EqualMoneySystem/

Thomas La Grua
Learning how Facebook fact checkers operate: It seems to me that the Facebook fact checker's claim of inaccurate information is in itself sometimes inaccurate or slanted. A common theme I'm seeing these days (and not just by Facebook) has to do with responding to statements or information with counter-information associated with a slightly different claim or statement. For example, in the case of a citizen journalist self-testing CO2 levels associated with wearing masks, the man never claims that OSHA discourages the use of masks. "Facebook fact checkers nevertheless respond by claiming that "OSHA encourages workers to use facemasks..." and therefore labels it as false information. Which is kind of like fact-checking someone who says drinking plenty of liquids is important on a hot day, and having Facebook respond by labeling it False Information - drinking bleach is not recommended by doctors.

Thomas La Grua
Might I once again suggest checking judgments. e.g., "selfish", "non scientist fool," by bringing each of these points back to yourself and self-honestly checking where and why you might be defining and/or limiting yourself to such definitions - and then projecting them onto others. As I've said before, the human mind is a tricky thing, like a maze that will confuse us into thinking/believing that self-definitions apply to others, when in reality, all judgments always originate from within and as ourselves. And btw, I have experimented with wearing a mask for prolonged periods of time, because I have been advised (read obligated) to wear a mask in the classroom - even though out of 24 million people, only 4 people currently have the virus. In short, as Taiwan is very humid year round, the masks (even with the AC turned on) get soaking wet with sweat within the first hour. It is really uncomfortable and most of my students (paying customers, simply don't wear one). But I like my job, so I do wear a mask in the classroom, even though I am 100% certain that it would be healthier if I didn't. Imagine the amount of bacteria that grows on masks after repeatedly wearing them in tropical climates. You've studied biology: what do you think about bacteria proliferating on warm, moist cloth and then getting sucked into my lungs? Is that something you would consider healthy or even as a necessary risk in order to protect yourself and others?

Thomas La Grua
The problem with changing masks frequently is that, for the first three months of the crisis, the masks were simply unavailable - limit of two per person per week if you were willing to wait hours outside inline under the hot sun - lol. And I did sterilize many masks (in the rice cooker until they started deteriorating). But even in changing masks, I honestly noticed myself getting headaches and being uncomfortable, as though I was getting irritated even though I really love going into the classroom with students. It's a difficult situation that I think requires open, uncensored communication, which is why I wrote a blog post about censorship, and plan on following up on this topic.

Thomas La Grua
This is a good example of Civilian Journalism. In this video, the man tests the oxygen/Co2 levels when wearing a mask and not wearing a mask. Whether or not one agrees with his conclusion and/or the validity of the test results (which I'm not sure that I do), I think that we the people benefit by counting on one another for research, rather than counting on profit-driven corporations to do it for us.

As Facebook happens to be one of the most powerful communications companies in the world, what flows down and through it, can and will affect (or infect, as the case may be) human civilization, herein presenting a clear and present danger to human civilization if their censorship is left unchecked by the the real fact-checkers, the people of the world.

Whereas the act of wearing a facemask outside of medical procedures is a gesture of bondage and/or servitude, the act of getting down on your knees is a statement of unquestioning submission, surrender and obedience to a master. Sugarcoat it all you like, but there’s no getting around the fact that these two acts are historically associated with INEQUALITY, BONDAGE and SLAVERY, the very ideas that most of people supporting such acts claim to be fighting against - fascinating.


Sunday, June 28, 2020

Censorship, a Clear and Present Danger to Human Civilization - Part 2


Censorship in the public domain of the internet, as a means of controlling the flow of communication or controlling the narrative  by sabotaging people’s communication links in order to enforce the dictates of an unseen overlord by denying people the opportunity to participate equally in discussions, share viewpoints and question their reality (as well as the authority of those in positions of power) is (to put is simply) a crime against humanity that is being perpetrated on a massive scale by an unseen enemy waging war against humanity.

Whereas the act of wearing a facemask outside of medical procedures is a gesture of bondage and/or servitude, the act of getting down on your knees is a statement of unquestioning submission, surrender and obedience to a master. Sugarcoat it all you like, but there’s no getting around the fact that these two acts are historically associated with INEQUALITY, BONDAGE in the spiritual sense and SLAVERY, the very ideas that most people supporting such acts claim to be fighting against - fascinating.

Accordingly, even to question such an act is to question the unquestionable authority of the unseen overlords, which if left unchecked or unpunished might lead to people no longer believing in their authority and/or power to decide what is best for humanity, which can never be allowed to happen. For, once the people stop believing in the power of the overlords, the program itself comes into question, the power begins returning to the people and the people begin to wake, which fascinatingly enough is exactly what is happening right now on a massive scale.

Somewhere along the line, things got turned upside down: communism was renamed democracy, war peace, tyranny freedom, Censorship good, and wearing a mask and getting down on your knees in obedience to an unseen master’s will suddenly became the right thing to do.

This inversion of common sense would hilarious if it weren’t so destructive to humanity. Which brings me to my next topic, Revelations, the Precipice of Destruction and the will to Change. To be Continued.

Friday, June 26, 2020

Censorship: A Clear and Present Danger to Human Civilization - Part 1


Having finally been censored by the Facebook so-called fact-checkers, I have decided to take the opportunity (as a matter of responsibility) to explain why censoring the free flow of communication (even when the intentions are good) rather than ensuring an open-source free-flow of peer to peer communication, will not only stifle human innovation but also speed up the decline of human civilization.

The post that was censored (a post that I shared) contained a video of a person testing CO2 levels beneath his cloth mask. In the description, I wrote the following: “This is a good example of Civilian Journalism. In this video, the man tests the oxygen/Co2 levels when wearing a mask and not wearing a mask. Whether or not one agrees with his conclusion and/or the validity of the test results (which I'm not sure that I do), I think that we the people benefit by counting on one another for research, rather than counting on profit-driven corporations to do it for us.”

As you can see, in sharing an example of Civilian Journalism, while also sharing the findings of one Civilian Scientist (for which I also clearly stated that I wasn’t sure I agreed with), I was soon rewarded by a notice stating, False Information, Checked by Independent fact-checkers.

The first problem here, is that instead of actually checking the claims of the post itself, Facebook’s fact-checkers used an entirely different claim - made by an organization that was mentioned in the video - to then reverse-check it with the organization’s claim (that didn’t actually conflict with claims in the video) to  then claim that the information in the video was false, which was not only inaccurate but also a form of misinformation now being purveyed by Facebook’s so-called fact-checkers.

Here is the response that I posted on my Facebook timeline: It seems to me that the Facebook fact checker's claim of inaccurate information is in itself inaccurate or slanted. A common theme I'm seeing these days has to do with responding to statements or information with counter-information associated with a slightly different claim or statement. For example, in the case of a citizen journalist self-testing CO2 levels associated with wearing masks, the man never claims that OSHA discourages the use of masks. "Facebook fact checkers nevertheless respond by claiming that "OSHA encourages workers to use facemasks..." and therefore labels it as false information. Which is kind of like fact-checking someone who says drinking plenty of liquids is important on a hot day, and having Facebook respond by labeling it False Information: drinking bleach is not recommended.

The whole thing would almost be humorous, as though the cognitive flow of thinking of one of the most influential and powerful communication companies is now in the process of degenerating to child-level levels of cognitive ability. Unfortunately, as Facebook happens to be one of the most powerful communications companies in the world, what flows down and through it, can and will affect (or infect, as the case may be) human civilization, herein presenting a clear and present danger to human civilization if their censorship is left unchecked by the the real fact-checkers, the people of the world. To be continued in Part 2.