Everything seems to be happening so quickly, even the writing that I’ve been doing daily with plans to post the following day, seems to be out of date or in need of updating by the time I’d like to post it. Change feels as though it is being impulsed from all around; and I feel as though I am updating and/or expanding my awareness on a daily basis. Whereas since the beginning of 2020, I mostly felt as though I were running to keep up with events, I am now moving more with the flow and learning how to utilize that flow to get to where I’m heading — which, for now, is simply an understanding of where I am.
The reason I refuse to go along with what everyone else is seemingly doing or to just accept the so-called easy life, is because it's an illusion that is quickly fading; and like the world system that is collapsing and the hope that I once clung to, it will all soon be gone. Maybe some of the good parts will remain; either way, I’m not getting my hopes up.
Free will is the gift of life that never stops giving as long as we are willing. How we utilize that free will in each moment is the only decision we will ever have to make. I guess we have, for the most part, already made our decisions. Now, it's a matter of walking the playouts and seeing where it takes us.