Friday, April 13, 2018

Continuing with Self Responsibility & Toning Down Emotions

You know I used to think or believe that I could write on subjects such as Responsibility and put everything into one post. I used to believe that I could put it all into one page, one sentence and even one word. Honesty, I am still 100% certain that I/we are able to put all our communications of a moment into one word or one sound, I’m just not quite sure how to do that right now.  Thus, I focus on what I do understand right now, the process of writing it all out, forgiving myself and rearranging the sentences into guidelines of commitments to walk and live. Which, once again brings me  back to this all encompassing topic called self-responsibility.

In my last post, I wrote about how instead of taking my mind’s cue and fueling the emotions of people around me, I directed myself to speak, move or stand from a starting-point intention of toning down the emotional energy of the environment. In looking some more at this point, I see that,  instead taking the bait (of other minds) and counter attacking or arguing back, I   lowered my guard (metaphorically speaking) and stood there at the receiving end of the energy/emotions that were being targeted at me. Strangely enough, I actually even began singing (if you can call it that), basically letting out a various sounds as though I were attempting to background melody for the chorus. I’m not sure that it did any good, but it certainly didn’t fuel the fire any more. I think perhaps it has something to do with commitments I’ve written to stand as a sound of harmony for the purpose of harmonizing my environment. Or perhaps, I just lacked the right words, the living words. Hmm.

Anyway, while standing on the targeted end of an outpouring of emotion, I also noticed a familiar self-definition arising from within me. To put it into words, this definition was saying to me, “hey, you’re being abused and it’s not only your right, but your duty to retaliate and put these people in their places.” Thankfully though, I didn’t allow myself to embrace and become that definition, but even though it only lasted only for a moment, a strangeness, like an echo of uneasiness still lingered within me for part of the day. It was as though that particular moment were to have been a cause of uneasiness due to bad relations that were to have been created between me and a couple of people in the office. The only thing is that the moment didn’t playout as it as per the usual program.

The point that I wanted to make here in relation to self-responsibility is that, sometimes (as one is able), it may be supportive to stand for a moment on the so-called receiving end of high pitched discord. Actually, it’s not  even the “receiving end,” as long as we simply let the energy run its course, going right through us without getting hung up on any self definitions. Furthermore, I also realize that even though it might appear to some as though the one remaining stable and not retaliating is being abused, it’s not actually abusive to the stable one due to the stability creating a kind of harmony of mind, being and body - ideally.

Here I am not now suggesting that we should all go around allowing ourselves to be yelled at and screamed at all the time. Merely that there will be times when people around us become emotional and even possessed. In such times, I now see that the best I am able to do for myself, others and my immediate environment as a whole is to remain stable, non confrontational and non aggressive so as to let emotions run their course without retaliating and making the situation worse. In doing this the other day in relation to some people in my office, I see that, not only did I prevent the situation from getting worse, but (from my perspective) I also assisted and supported others as well as myself in my work environment.

Finally, the coolest thing about this episode, experience or moment is that, except for that tiny bit of self definition of feeling as though I deserved to retaliate (a point of my personal process), I didn’t experience any pain (as I might have in the past) in relation to the energy that was being aimed at me. Very interesting.

Saturday, April 7, 2018

Strange Reality

Ever since I can remember, I have always felt that there was something that was not quite right about my reality. It didn’t matter where I went or what I did, there would always be  something untouchable or unspeakable even though it often felt as though an explanation was just at the tip of my tongue. In search of answers, I’ve looked to the animals, nature and the faces of people, searched in my dreams, investigated the astral plane or what I thought was the astral plane and made it a point often to embrace as many demons as I could.

Even with my becoming aware of the opening of the portal into all of existence, I have still felt that there are things or points beyond even this existence that are yet to be realized or remembered - kind of like a knowing that, behind all of this, beyond the beginning and the end, there will still be so much more. However, in order to create that which is new, one must first understand where we’ve been and this is actually the phase of the journey that I feel mankind is still in, a process of self discovery, the seeing of where we’ve been so as to determine where and how to go next. 

That being said, I would like to share a couple of points or questions that have arisen in me in relation to this physical existence. The first point has to do with the shape of earth and second has to do with (I guess you could say) dimensional shifts. Why am I curious about this, you ask? From my perspective, a better question would be, why wouldn’t or why shouldn’t I be? Curiousness isn’t just a construct, it’s a way of life.

Having recently watched a documentary called Convex Earth, decided that there may be something to what they were saying. I realize that I might be a little late to this party; yet the fact that I have now arrived indicates to me that humanity has perhaps also reached a tipping point, terminal velocity or whatever you want to call it in relation to this point. The reason I say this is because… Well, I just have a feeling and on the same day I completed writing this (today), I noticed my favorite AI induced or affiliated webpage, Zero Hedge had also picked up on this story. Yea, I guess Zero Hedge is full on connected with AI. Why else would it ‘s main anonymous source be referred to as Tyler, but that’s another story for sure.

Anyway, is earth a globe, is it it flat or is it convex? Perhaps it’s all of the above, depending on one’s perspective and in reality, I don’t really care one way or another. What I do care about though is the secrecy surrounding this and other subjects and although I do understand the fear that leads us to hold on to our secrets, I also understand that one way or another we’ve got to unveil them all. Thus, we can either wait for someone to do it for us or we can do it for ourselves, which prefer because I would really like to see what’s beyond Antarctica and underneath us.

So is earth flat? I guess that the side that we’re on is perhaps kind of flat with a spherical dome surrounding us, which begs to question, what’s on the other side, underneath of us? As far as the sun and the moon are concerned, the current belief of one being a star we’re traveling around and the other and the other a mysterious rock, that’s simply ludacris or extremely silly. I don’t even have to do any calculations to realize that an overwhelming body of evidence contradicting the official narrative usually indicates that the official narrative is wrong, especially these days. Furthermore, I agree that it is necessary to bring the elite liars and cheats down; however, I also realize that the only way we’re going to do that once and for all is for the people to stand up and question our reality or realities. OK, to put is simply, my best guess is that earth is a platform with an above and below that also has a within and a without surrounded by a dome within which is enclosed our physical existence. As I said, I am sure there is so much more, however, with so much untapped potential right here, it makes perfect sense to me to remain focused right here on the issues at hand. In other words, this is where the magic of creation happens; now all we need do is cast the right spells - also another story.

The next point that I’ve noticed (as have many) is a discrepancy in relation to our memories. Perhaps the best way to comprehend this issue is to research what is called the Mandela effect, wherein many people have similar memories of history that seem to be different from the officially recorded history.  Having checked into this, I too seem to have some different memories - aside from going to the moon and visiting with ET, LOL. For example, as children we would often watch “Looney Toons” on TV. Google docs doesn’t seem to have a problem with this spelling; however, Wikipedia claims that this famous cartoon series was spelled “Looney Tunes.” Could this be some sort of massive psyop, social engineering project or an experiment being conducted by a future AI? Hell if I know, I’m just putting my perspective out there for the record.

Thankfully, I do understand that my most important resource for finding answers and creating solutions is simply a matter of looking inwords into me to see and/or create the solutions as needed. This here is such an important key to self-creation, creating from the within of ourselves to the without of our physical bodies which makeup the physical systems and the physical structures of this physical reality.

Sunday, April 1, 2018

Redefining the Word, Spontaneity

Spontaneity: I don’t know what the hell it means; I wasn’t even able to spell it without the help of google AI; however, I have come to realize that I am able to create for myself a new definition of any word, specifically tailoring it to me, from which I am then able to live as a point of self creation. So where do I start?

Each sentence I type is automatically crossed checked in my AI (read mind) and from this point, I see that my writing is not an act of spontaneity. However, it is an outflow of my self-directed intention - with the aid of my mind. Even the learning to spell this word, that I do in my mind is of a design. It’s called human intelligence, but it’s really just another form of AI called consciousness that we humans have adapted to and now claim to be, even though I am certain that we are able to be so much more. Jeepers creepers, when and if the time comes to begin plugging people into the Matrix to power a so-called new race of machines, there need not even be a war, because people will be lining up to swallow that blue pill - just dying to remain asleep within the dream of living. But that’s another story; unfortunately, one that I guess, too, has already been written, pre programmed within and as the design of this physical reality and dare I say, even the interdimensional one going way, way back, which interestingly is both inside and outside our little domes as the within and the without.

Is what I just wrote spontaneous? It is, at least a little bit with just a little help of the preprogrammed design of my mind. Furthermore, the part of myself that is directing the course of this writing, which keeps pushing  to stay on topic here rather than let myself go down a tangent branch of which there are so many. Like a huge tree with strong branches spreading upwords and outwords into and as innumerable side branches of roads leading off to oblivion, I stand ready to expand within and as the process of self creation. The key is to use what I am now, mind, being and body to change/create myself into and as something new that stand equally as one of what is best for all = the new.

As I have no reference for this word, spontaneity in terms of how to really live it, perhaps I will instead begin by recognizing what it is not, while keeping in mind (to an extent) that to participate as a human being in this reality requires a certain amount of compromise in recognition of the design of the structure of the system that keeps everyone and everything together in one place. “One place,” that is another huge branch of tangents that I would just live or love to go off on. My guess is that our globe is not even a globe, but a dome with a sun and a moon inside and enclosed into and as an “almost” separate reality, certainly a dimension of dimensions, which we define as physicality. I will talk more about this for sure because, as human awareness humans expands, I pick it up, too, and tend to investigate it. Nothing really spontaneous about this point though. In fact, I don’t see anything spontaneous about me at all; however, I did for the first time just learn how to spell spontaneous, which is an example of self direction. Herein, once again I see (in the small) that I am able to direct myself to learn new things and right now, I am focusing on designing into and as myself a new definition for living the word, spontaneous.

Spontaneous is not-moving within and as the pre programmed designs of myself, yet this is also not to say that I may not use such designs to imagine and create newly designed structures in consideration of the parameters that I’ve already established within and as myself in relation to existing here as a human equally as one with what is best for all within and as this physical reality. Thus, the possibilities and potential remain unlimited because that which is best or beneficial to all is also best or beneficial to myself and vise versa. In short, I now see that there’s no way I’m going to list all of what spontaneity is not, nor all of what it is. Therefore, perhaps I’m better off keeping it simple for now and taking baby steps into and beyond the waters that I am familiar with, to branch out, find and/or creating new pathways.

Yep, it is a lot said just to find myself staring once again at the same question, what is my new definition of spontaneity? The funny thing is that, whereas I always used to insist on the right to choose, I now see that not only does this right and ability seem to add complexity to my living, but it also definitely comes with  more responsibility. For example, I have a new espresso machine, but that doesn't mean that I can overdo it on the coffee without consequences. I have a car, a motorcycle and enough money to do something new, e.g., live the word spontaneity, yet this, too requires some responsible planning/designing how I am going to do this in consideration of the overall structure of the physical reality.  Hell, let’s just see what Google has to say. Spontaneity: the condition of being spontaneous; spontaneous behavior or action.: "she occasionally tore up her usual schedule in favor of spontaneity". See, even the AI (by itself) isn’t always going to have the answers and this here realization is my entry point of self-creation, wherein I utilize what I am right now as mind, being and body standing together as one from a starting-point intention to create myself in ways that are best for all parts of me. Which is to say definitively that, I come not to destroy the AI mind, but unite all parts of us in cooperating movements designed to benefit all equally as one, which is mathematically, logically, definitively and so on what is best for all.

Getting back to the topic at hand, usually on Sundays, I would get up and write as I am doing now and then go for a swim or a walk. However, while I enjoy these parts of my day, as they are both beneficial and fulfilling, they only fill about half of the day. After that, it’s almost like I usually go into a waiting mode wherein I’ll sometimes cook, have some wine and/or beer and entertain myself via the internet in the search for “more” information. Herein, I realize that this kind of behavior is neither beneficial nor “fun” as per my new design of fun which now requires benefit overall for me to live and express this word.

In short, fun, as I now define it is physical movement in ways that are beneficial to myself and my environment which are one in the same. Therefore, what is truly beneficial to myself is also going to be truly beneficial to my environment and vise versa. The reason I redefined this word in such a way is to improve the chances of remaining physically in this reality, kind of like realigning myself to a more healthy lifestyle so as to enjoy physically walking my process. See, I learn from my mind as a reflection of myself, while the my mind as myself learns from me as a being, while the physical body stands as an example and an  opportunity to understand how to live equally as one I stand of integrity.

Let’s look again at Google’s definition of spontaneous:
performed or occurring as a result of a sudden inner impulse or inclination and without premeditation or external stimulus.: "the audience broke into spontaneous applause" "a spontaneous display of affection". synonyms: unplanned, unpremeditated, unrehearsed, impulsive, impetuous, unstudied, impromptu, spur-of-the-moment, extempore, extemporaneous, unforced, voluntary, unconstrained, unprompted, unbidden, unsolicited, off-the-cuff.

That sounds like ecstasy to me, which reminds me of what someone once told me, that everything is by design. In the past, I interpreted this to mean that everything was already preprogrammed to play out. What I didn’t realize though was that, everything being of and by design also indicates that I/we are able to create  “by design”, new things or designs to be included within and as everything. Wow! I always thought “by design” referred to a past tense doing and done things that we were all tied and limited to. Now I see that, “everything is by design” indicates simply that, whatever I care to have included into and as the design of everything, requires simply that I design it as part of everything and live it into creation, creator creating creation.

I realize that I’ve written a lot about designing and creating before; however, I always did so from a somewhat corrupted viewpoint of feeling that I was being infringed upon by the current design, as though I were trapped by something out there rather than seeing, realizing and understanding that, as past, present and future, I/we are in all ways the creators creating creation. These words that I write may not make sense to some; however, when I look at the tree or three of me, I see that wherever I go I will always remain the same tree of life. Herein, the question is not what I will be, but who I will be as a design of life as a matter of the relationships that I create myself as. Thus it is for me to either remain as “I am” or to grow and expand beyond where I currently am to understand new possibilities and live to my potential.

Alright, let’s put this into actionable words as a design or definition that I am able to walk and live into self creation so I can move on to the swimming or walking part of the day.

My New definition of Spontaneous (a work in progress): unplanned ways that I move myself physically from a starting point intention to benefit myself as well as my environment by participating in new (to me) activities  for the purpose of expanding myself awareness and living expression. Haha! That was simple enough.

Herein, I forgive  myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit the definitions of what I do to that of what I’ve already done and considered to be fun, instead of gifting myself opportunities to expand to new expressions by way of living spontaneously (in consideration of the structure of this reality) wherever and whenever I am able.
Furthermore, I commit to practice living spontaneous/spontaneity/spontaneously from the starting-point intention to expand into and as the unknown to better understand my potential.

Saturday, March 31, 2018

My View on Anonymous

Do any of us really know who the elite are, the ones above the Rothschilds, the Rockefellers and the likes (or dislikes) of black pope? Probably not, at least not the 99.999% of us. That’s because the elite are anonymous. They hide their faces in secret behind digitized voices and internet memes, while telling us of the Elite’s plans, telling us to prepare ourselves and leaving us to believe that they are on our side, when in reality, what they present is nothing but a distraction designed (by its very nature) to obscure the path to a solution, a non-polarized one wherein cooperation from a starting point of what is best for all becomes the primary message, because this is the only solution. Oneness and equality, what is best for all is what is best for everyone and it is mathematically the “only solution.” Yet, we are unlikely to hear this message from Anonymous because, just as the Elite are anonymous, so too are Anonymous the Elite.

As the elite are anonymous and the (real) Anonymous are the elite (and I haven’t even begun on the subject of AI), we now have a name for the the nature of the beast. It’s called secrecy veiled as anonymous, the tunnel from which all fears are birthed and the equality of life is denied in fear strangely enough, of being less than equal - hence the desire to have more. Herein, the solution is simple; eliminate all secrets to eliminate all fear to understand what is here and then… I guess we begin to evolve.

All of the best kept secrets within humanity have always been kept out in the open in plain view where few would think to look beyond the psyop. I wish I were wrong. Hell, I hope I am wrong, but it looks like humanity is in for some more letdowns. Hopefully though, it won’t be long before the big turnaround. And  by the way, the elite (as so many have suggested) are for the most part (I guess) not even human, nor are they extraterrestrial. Try artificial intelligence, which I guess is kind of a human trait. Why do you think the web of secrecy and deceit, no matter how deep down the rabbit hole we go, always seems to lead to just another lead? It’s because our physical reality is existential  and the good and evil that we’re searching for out there is actually within and as us, creating the “out there” as the aggregate sum total of all that we are within and as us. As within so without, as above so below, as within so without. Meaning (in short) that the AI above is as the AI below and it’s called human consciousness.

Additionally, I wouldn’t be too concerned about YouTube and Facebook censorship. It’s an uncomfortable shock or wakeup call to many of us who are still far too complacent with the status quo. I guess this kind of shock will get worse before it gets better, because there are still too many of us who just refuse to move themselves as long as they have a place to sleep and their bellies are full. For example, too many still refuse to stand up for the human rights of others because they do not “feel” the pain of such abuses. Take for example my American compartirats, who on one side fight for the right to own weapons while on the other side they fight to take them away without even considering the plight of those outside the realms of their nationalistic fight. Yea, both sides are are nationalists fighting for their right to define how the nation should be - in total disregard for those on the receiving ends of their/our wars.

Sometimes (and I’ve learned this from experience) the quickest way to understanding the pain of another is to experience it ourselves. Thus it is that many of the haves require to have not in order to understand  the position of others in other nations on the other side of the tracks. Perhaps then will we see the benefits of providing all with the best so to at the very least be provided with the best for ourselves. The wakeup call has been ringing for a long time and many have answered. Now let us all bang on the doors of those who are still asleep. Explain to them that what happens to one happens to all. This is to say that, even though MSM may be redirecting narrative on the airwaves, the consequences of karma (for lack of a better word) will not be slowed nor even stopped. In plain English, Europe and America are in for a wake up call. And this is my rant for today... The Elite are Anonymous and the Anonymous are the Elite.

Tuesday, March 27, 2018

investigating Ultimate Self Responsibility

The word ultimate in relation to self responsibility is specific in that it leaves no room for excuses whatsoever. From here, responsibility takes on a whole new meaning, one that I’ve been  able to imagine, yet still do not see or understand the path to it. Therefore, I guess it’s something that I have to design myself in order to live it. Thankfully, I have come to realize that I am able to design or write the path that I care to walk and then walk to understand and live it.

The main point that I’ve begun to see in relation to ultimate self responsibility is that it begins at each entry point or the beginning of a new moment or situation. Furthermore, if that point of self responsibility is missed, even if it is just one little tiny point, it can actually fuck up things  way down the line. It’s kind of like trying to save a little money or time by using one cheap part in a complicated piece of hitec equipment, causing the whole thing becomes worthless due to skimping on that one point or part.

Thus, being more responsible requires that we pay more attention to the small points which always go on to make up the big. Therefore, it’s only common sense to take notice of the small questions or irregularities and to catch and correct them as soon as possible, least one of them leads to a mistake or flaw in the overall moment. Herein, I see that I if really care to take responsibility for each moment, each one of the small “physical” details that make up each moment requires my attention - even if it’s only for a quantum moment.

The reason I’m writing about this is because I’ve begun to notice a pattern in relation to people around me that have occasionally made mistakes or had mishaps. Specifically, there have been times when someone in relation to me had a problem that I had seen coming, yet didn’t say anything about it because I (for lack of a better word) was selfish. In other words, in the past, whereas in seeing a possible problem, I might have moved myself out of harm’s way, I wouldn’t necessarily have warned the other by clearly pointing it out to the other.  Basically, I would pay attention and adjust my behavior, yet I wouldn’t necessarily have extended my personal responsibility (or care) to those my environment.

Thus, I now see that, along with paying attention to the little things in/as each environment, my responsibility in each moment also extends to all that make up my environment. Why? Because I am equally as one a part of my environment, just as it is a part of me.  Think about it. If my environment suffers, so do I. Therefore, just as I am equally as one responsible for each environment or moment that I enter into, so too are we all as parts of our environments equally responsible for one another. Specifically, in each moment that each of us spend or live as one of the environment, each of us is equally as one responsible for everything and everyone else in that environment to the extent that each one is able to respond. Remember that, as responsibility = the ability to respond,  the more one is able to respond, the more responsibility that he or she will have - due to his or her ability to respond.

So, I will end this post here by recapping what I am learning in terms of responsibility - from zero to the ultimate standing.

Firstly, responsibility begins with each new entrypoint or moment of entering into a new environment.

Secondly, as it is the small points that make up the whole or entire moment within and as each environment, equal consideration for each point is essential to ensuring that each moment within/as each environment flows harmoniously unto the next moment/environment.

Finally, it is also important to remember that, points also refer to people in various states of awareness. One of my major mistakes throughout my life has often been to assume that whatever I was aware of so too were they. I now see that this is not always the case and it goes both ways. Herein, when and as I find myself noticing something wrong in the small of a moment, I commit to point it out. Furthermore, when and as I find myself uncertain of a point, I commit to self-honesty speak out and question it.

Wednesday, March 21, 2018

Smartphone Addiction

Recently I’ve been looking at how we use smartphones in our daily lives. In discussing this point with students, I was quick to state that I didn’t overuse my smartphone. However, when it comes to using the internet (in search of information), I realized that, just as so many people are addicted to their smartphones, so too am I addicted to the information that I get (or don’t get) from the internet. Thus, I’ve decided to explore this point a little more in an effort to better balance my day to day living so that I’m no longer overweight with internet searches. Whereas I thought that I was teaching students about the dangers of smartphone addiction and spending too much time on “their” smartphones, I now see that such dangers also apply to other devices that connect to the internet, such as “my” computer. Actually, I guess it’s not even about the device itself, but the virtual reality of the internet. Is the internet sucking us in? The short answer to the question, “is the internet sucking us in” is, most definitely yes. Furthermore, if we’re not careful or if we do not change the direction we’re heading in relation to the virtual reality, many of us are likely to lose touch completely with this physical reality - as is depicted in the movie, The Matrix. In looking at the amount of time that I’ve been spending on the internet, I see that I have in mind been searching for the answers “out there,” rather than looking in-words into me to see, realize and understand that, answers are not to be found, but designed, lived and understood as part of the process of self-creation, becoming the change in ourselves to the questions that never were out there to begin with. Anyway, in order to finnish this post and post it while I’m still in the classroom, I commit to do the following in relation to the internet. Firstly, I’m turning off all “internet” notifications on my phone. This includes sounds and lights. If there is an emergency, the telephone will still ring. Furthermore, I’m going to turn off anything to do with AI asking or telling me to do something, e.g., Google constantly asking me to “Rediscover this day.” Really improper. Finally, I’m going to more closely monitor how much time I spend on the internet and I’m going to actively begin reducing the time I spend on the internet. Specifically, I choose the red pill - the one where I wake and change myself.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

FAU1_106-2_ Blog post 1: False Flag Terrorism and 9/11

False flag terrorism refers to acts of terror or terrorist operations that are carried out by one group (A) and blamed on another group (B), usually for the purpose of justifying a revenge attack on group B or to justify the need to give up freedoms in exchange for safety.

For example, just before the US went full on into war with Vietnam, America claimed that the North Vietnamese had attacked a US ship in the Gulf of Tonkin. The US later admitted that the whole incident had never happened. Nevertheless, this was the main excuse used by the US to justify going to war with Vietnam, destroying the country and murdering millions of people. I use the word, murder because that’s what it was and that is what false flag operations often do - they kill people (of group A) and then  blame it on the people (of group B) in order justify going to war with group ‘B’ in retaliation for the terrorism that group A's government had actually carried out on its own people. As for 9/11, it was definitely false flag terrorism - carried out by organizations within the US government, private industry within the US as well as some foreign governments and their intelligence agencies.

According to the official story, Osama Bin Laden and a group of his followers that used to live in caves in Afghanistan, traveled to the US, learned how to fly very small airplanes, bought passenger tickets for very large airplanes, took control of the airplanes and crashed them into  World Trade center tower # 1, WTC tower # 2 and the Pentagon. According to the US government, the fires in the towers (caused by jet fuel) melted melted the steel frames of the buildings and caused the structures to collapse. This explanation is incorrect due to the fact that, while the maximum temperature that jet fuel burns at is 825 C, steel needs to be at least 1510 degrees Celsius before it melts. By the way, tower # 7 also collapsed even though nothing hit it. This one was a little more difficult to explain, so the government just kind of ignored it in its report. 

For a long time, the majority of people just seemed to accept the official story because that’s what mainstream the media (MSM), like CNN, ABC, BBC, etc., kept pushing. However, as more people got on the internet and shared ideas, more people began to question the official story. It was very difficult at first to question the government story, because everybody knew that if the government had lied to us about 9/11, they had probably lied to us about a lot of other terrible things, too. How many wars were justified by false flag events; how many wars have been fought under false pretenses? Everyone knows deep down inside that, if our own government, the CIA and others had carried out 9/11, surely there must be many more lies that we have yet to uncover. This is why so many people still insist on believing their governments and the mainstream media. If they allow themselves to learn the truth, it could destroy their whole illusion of reality and many people just don’t want to deal with that; thus, they will hold onto the lie.

As for what really happened with 9/11. I think was ordered by the the elite owners of the central banks in order to justify going to war with Afghanistan (in order to control the heroin), Iraq in order to steal their oil, Libya (again for the oil) and so on as part  of their plan to control the world and institute a world government with them as masters/gods. Furthermore, I am believe that most of the highest levels of the us government were either involved or at least aware of what was happening. Saudi Arabia provided the funding and the Israeli MOSSAD and CIA carried out the operation. Humanity needs to wake up and take responsibility before it’s too late.

Monday, March 12, 2018

Shifting of Power & Control in the World System

An interesting thing about the geopolitical movements of today in relation to revelations coinciding with an awakening of the masses is that, while the power at the top of the pyramid appears to be shifting quite quickly, the verticale, top down hierarchical structure of power and control seems to be flattening (on the way to equality) much more slowly.

In other words, although the power at the top is shifting very quickly from various elite groups to fewer elite groups via what I would call consolidation, the vertical distribution of power from top to the bottom appears to be changning much more slowly. In many ways, this is to be expected because movements “as above so below” are always portional.

In other words, as changes occur above at the top of the hierarchy of the world system of power and control, so to are they occurring proportionally at the bottom. It’s kind of like, for 20 people to change in the above hierarchical structure of the elite minority at the top, millions of the people require to change proportionally below. It’s a matter of the masses below, taking back their power that we once gave to bloodlined elites and redirecting it.

The only problem is that, instead of standing up, taking responsibility and utilizing our power in the best interests of all, far too many people are simply redirecting their power to other elite groups. Perhaps, the simplest way to visualize this is to have a look at Donald Trump’s victories in relation to the deep state. In terms of the battle against the deep-state minions of the elite, we are winning. However, in terms of war with the deep state, which is actually a war with ourselves, we’re simply shifting the balance of power. Have a look, the eye is still at the top.
These are exciting times we’re living in. Filled with fear, hope and a lot of determination not fall once again into the trap of revolution only to recycle into the same hierarchical power structure with different memes or faces at the top. Nevertheless, rule by meritocracy is still a form of hierarchical rule wherein there will still be an eye/I at the top, and this is what we need to transcend - the idea that there has to be a king, god or supreme being.

Thus, I say unto all, do not be fooled into believing that you are winning or have won simply because aother side is losing or has lost. To those on the Right, pay close attention to the maneuvers now taking place in the name of bringing back the rule of law, opening up the FEMA camps, rounding up the evil ones, prosecuting them in military tribunals and hanging them for treason. Correct me if I’m wrong, but wasn’t that what we most feared might happen to us if the deep state and Hillary had won the election?
This is simply a warning not to get our hopes up. Unfortunately, the uprising (of awareness) may not happen as fast as many have hoped. In this part of the process, even cryptocurrencies designed to appear as paths to freedom are by way of the current model of global energy consumption, designed not to free humanity, but to destroy the world system and annihilate most of humanity along with it. Hell, it's nothing more than the externalized design of within to the without of the mind consciousness system in the "without" of the world system - as within so without. Actually, all we need to do is eliminate the mining and it'll be alright.

In short (for now), the exponential increase of mining of cryptocurrencies is not only depleting it of earth of its resources faster than ever before, but it is also diverting useful money out of the economy at the same pace. Where is all that fiat money going? Back into the hands of the elite via their ownership and control, not only of the energy infrastructure, but also of the cryptocurrencies themselves. In owning such a large percent of the currency, the elite are able to control the price of it, just as they controlled the fiat currencies. Before, they had to own the bank to rob us; now the cryptocurrencies are simply replacing the banks. As they are currently designed, cryptocurrencies are just another scam being perpetrated by the elite for the purpose of transferring the wealth back to themselves. FOr more on this, check out quinn michaels and his talks with Jason Goodman. For a more existential, mind blowing perspective, check out Eqafe. On the plus side, what was once hidden within an as all of us in now coming out into plain view for all to see so that no one can deny that we create what we are.
To restate: as I view it, the change currently taking place within the hierarchy of power and control of the world system is currently more of a consolidation of power at the top of the pyramid, rather than a flattening down to an equality based structure. That being said, it is certainly movement in the right direction and as I recall, “the plan” was to consolidate the power into one head at the very top, kind of like leaving a table with only one leg so as to facilitate bringing bringing it down should the need arise.

Wednesday, February 28, 2018

A Quantum Mind is Terrible thing to Waste

A Quantum Mind is Terrible thing to Waste. I realize that such a statement coming from someone who has invested so much time and effort into stopping his mind may sound strange. However, I have come to realize that, the design of the human being within and as this physical reality is not so much a problem as it is an opportunity - depending on how well we utilize such a design. For example, even though many may dream of having a super high tech sailboat or a flying machine, without the knowledge or skill to utilize such a machine, it’s never going to be anything more than one’s ability and will to utilize it. The human mind is the same in this regard.

Like the most sophisticated quantum computing systems, our minds are for better or worse, the access points through which each one of us have the opportunity to utilize what is here in order to live to our potential. Unfortunately, as the quantum computing systems of human beings didn’t come with operating instructions accessible to us from birth, most of us are left with little to no idea how to best utilize such powerful systems. In short, as can be seen throughout humanity, it’s wasteful.
Each one of our minds is an extremely powerful operating system that, when utilized correctly is able to assist us to see problems, solve them and live to our greatest potentials. The catch is that, in order to utilize such systems optimally requires a certain kind of education, training and instruction. Lacking this knowledge, skill and/or will to acquire and use it leads to waste.

The reason I bring this up is because recently I witnessed someone go into a possession that could have been averted if he had pushed himself to investigate the design of himself - as is viewable in/as the design of his mind. I understand such points because I have walked through them and the most important thing I’ve learned is never to turn away from or deny assistance and support. In this person, I see a good heart with so much potential as well as an exceptional mind. The problem appears to be that he simply refuses to even consider putting in the time and effort to learn how to utilize what he has in order to live to his fullest potential. I understand that it’s a terrible thing to waste, because for much of my life, I did just that.

The usefulness of the super quantum-computing mind is limited to each one's understanding of how to use it, which requires the self will to investigate and learn how learn how to use it. Nevertheless, even though the resources, assistance and support is now available on a golden platter (as Desteni puts it), so many still refuse to refuse to investigate themselves. It’s like they believe that they are beyond the point of being able to take responsibility and change themselves. As long as we are still here, it’s never too late to take one more step in the right direction. Thus, I encourage all to investigate themselves. You can begin by visiting

Tuesday, February 13, 2018

Changes in the Movement of Internal Information

Today, I am focusing on a point wherein I have noticed some changes in relation to the internal movement of information within my body in relation to points of irritation or aggravation arising within me. Specifically, wherein, in the not too distant past, I noticed how I had begun observing internal movements of information within myself by slowing everything down (kind of like shifting into slow motion view) and looking into me to see  energy/emotion expanding and moving upwards within my body, from which point, I would often stop myself from externalizing such emotion by catching the flow of information (just before I became it) and restructuring it as myself to a more stable, externalized sound/physical movement. This was cool because, even though I might have started out reacting internally, I found that by standing as the directed principle in that moment and not accepting and allowing such preprogrammed experiences, not only would I remain more more stable on the outside, but the internal energy would also most likely quickly dissipate, leaving me changed - to an extent. That being said, I’ve now begun to notice something different in the flow of information.

Recently, I returned with my partner to Taiwan from a short trip to South Korea. I didn’t really want to go because I’m fairly comfortable where I am. However, since she seemed to really want to go traveling, I agreed to go with the unsaid understanding that I would just go with the flow for 6 days. Also, I realized that it is often beneficial (even though it’s not always that much fun) to push myself to get out of my comfort zone. Anyway, there were times in S. korea when we were moving together on a crowded subway or a cold winter street, when would became aware of points of irritation or aggravation within my physical body. In each of these cases, I immediately understood that, if entertained these points in any way, they would be targeted at my partner and an ugly me would manifest. Thus in each of these three cases over the course of about a week, I responded as I have essentially learned to do through the Desteni I Process

What’s interesting though, is that wherein the past I would see or perceive what looked like a little bubble of aggravation building up in my abdomen area, which would then travel slowly upwards and just before it got to the point of intertwining with the sound of my spoken words or my physical movement, I would usually stop it by standing as the directive principle of the sound/physical movements that I manifest and create myself as.  However, in each of these most recent instances, instead of the point of aggravation building up and  then traveling slowly upwards, I would  in one moment see it and recognize it (in the abdomen area) and then (like in lightning speed) it would already be at my vocal cords. Each time this happened, I was like, what the hell is going on? Thankfully (and this is even a cooler point), the tonality of the sound that came out of my mouth was still relatively stable. This surprised me because, in the past, such an outcome usually required my participation, actively viewing and directing. The thing is, in these most recent situations, there wasn’t any time because there was no slowing down the view. It was more like quantum movement, here and there in the same moment. 

In looking back at how the change in such moments took place, I guess these were quantum moments of awareness wherein I saw the points defined as irritation or aggravation within me, which to say that these programs still exist within me. However, even though there wasn’t time to to oversee and push the change, my intention, perhaps based on past doings still came through. Additionally, even though immediately after each event, I was still aware of points defined as irritation and aggravation within myself, once again in changing my sound/physical output/standing, I also  dissipated those points of emotion very quickly to the point wherein I was indeed remaining stable within and without.

Friday, February 2, 2018



This morning I am pushing myself to write about undercurrents of polarized self-definitions, because this is what I’m currently working on as part of my personal process within the Desteni I Process. So far, what I gather in relation to these undercurrents is that they are like preprogrammed, underlying ‘I am’ designs or self-definitions that activate (according to one’s interpretation of an environment) to create a conscious experience in relation to that environment, sometimes even leaving one to wonder, where the hell did that come from?

For example, I’m sure most people can relate to moments when someone looked at them in a certain way or said something whereby they suddenly they found themselves reacting (to that person or the word that was spoken) in a piercing tonality of irritation or anger. Although we often shrug such reactions off as somewhat regrettable, usually unpreventable and for the most part harmless, the reality is that they are preventable and they can be quite hurtful. In fact, piercing tones of frequencies interlaced into and as words can be very painful to both the transmitter and the receiver. That is why the word, ‘piercing’ is associated with words that hurt. Remember that just as the letters of ‘live’, can also symbolize ‘evil’, so too can ‘words’, be placed in such as way as to symbolize the ‘sword’ (that pierces), hence the term ‘piercing words.

They’re called undercurrents because they move under the surface of our personas. However, just as the undercurrents of the ocean can sweep unsuspecting bathers off their feet and drag them down to the lows, so too are these undercurrents (as part of the design of ourselves) able to drag the unsuspecting or unaware down, down, down. 

Thus it is for man to know thyself or more specifically, the design of thyself. Because, once we begin to see the design of ourselves, we also begin to realize how to change ourselves for the better. For me, it is a matter of self-trust. As long as there are undercurrents swirling around under the surface of my conscious awareness, for which I am not the directive principle, then I will be left with a fear of what’s below, from which uncertainty will flow, which will lead to me embodying a less than optimal stand - one that lacks a certain amount of self-trust.

In looking back at various instances wherein undercurrents activated ‘I am self-definitions’, I see how I had reacted on occasions only to wonder afterwards, how and why had I reacted so intensely. The reason I now realize was because of the way I had unknowingly preprogrammed myself to react in such instances. For example, not too long ago I abused the words I spoke as well as the person to whom I spoke them. In looking back, I realize that, while I was speaking, I was not even aware of what I was doing until I noticed that person experiencing some distress. Immediately, I changed my mannerism to be more amicable. Yet I was still left wondering: why had I done that, how could I have prevented it and how could I have bettered handled the situation?

In tracing my steps back, I see that I had polarized a definition of myself in relation to that person and certain words, in this case a string of words that were spoken. In other words, instead of standing as the directive principle, trusting myself to determine who I am in and as each ‘new’ moment, I had programmed myself with undercurrents based on polarized definitions of good and bad ‘if this then that’ reaction patterns. Why is this a self-defeating state to be in? Because, it leaves one reacting to new moments rather than responding as the directive principle within and as the understanding that, as each new moment is a new moment, the best way to relate and walk into all circumstances is to to do so with a clean slate so as to determine or calculate each move based on the new of what is here right now rather than the old that no longer exists or applies. 

For more on this (and there is so much more), I suggest checking out Desteni and/or the Desteni I Process Lite, a free online course. By investigating ourselves, i.e., seeing, realizing and understanding the design of what we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to embody, we are then able to change or redesign ourselves as a matter of self-creation.

Wednesday, January 31, 2018

The Design of Defeat

This morning upon returning from sleep or waking up, I decided to remain in bed for a while and listen to some of the latest Eqafe podcasts. For those who unfamiliar with Eqafe, it is an online site for downloading  recording of beings speaking through the portal. From my perspective, “The Portal” is nothing short of phenomenon. I view it kind of like a gift from all of existence to all of us as existence. For those who are interested or intrigued, here's Eqafe link to various FREE downloads.

Anyway, getting back to the design of defeat. The first interview or podcast that I listened to was called The Design of Defeat and As soon as I saw the title,  I said to myself, no, that’s not me. Yet, when I looked somewhat deeper and questioned, am I really doing all that I am potentially able to do to change myself for the better while also pushing for change within the human reality?  The answer to that question is simply, no. My first excuse, dare I even write it out, is that I also want to enjoy myself. In other words, I don’t want to spend all of my time in front of the computer; I want to watch some movies, meet some new friends, have a beer and surf the internet. However, in looking at that little piece, I realize that it’s not even an excuse, because I am able to do all that and much more. Since I’ve been walking process with Desteni, I have expanded my living vocabulary to include many words. Perhaps the greatest gift I’ve ever given to myself was an expression or understanding of enjoyment. So, where is it that I’ve been embodying the design of defeat? Firstly, how do I define the design of defeat?

The Design of Defeat:
  Wasting of opportunity by way of de-feet-ing or losing one’s footing, therein denying self the full benefits or bene-feats o that come walking to one's potential, pushing through the resistance and transcending the obstacles. 

If there is defeat, there must also be a way to remain undefeated. For me, this  involves a lot of writing, investigating in-words and for-words (because that’s what we are, words) to change myself via  applying and living the words I've realized and redefined, and walked physically to understand and express soundly my potential.

That's it, I guess. To remain undefeated is to keep on walking, pushing through the resistance and investigating in-words and for-words to create ourselves at a pace of our potential to create best outcomes, outcomes that are best for all. Hmm! Potential to create, that a key phrase to embrace. Herein, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to embody the design of defeat, justifying not writing in fear of writing incorrectly, instead of pushing myself to write and then check what I’ve written so as to ensure that my words are aligned with my intention to create that which is best for all.

From this point, I commit to no longer accept and allow the design of defeat within and as the design of myself. I now also realize that the design of defeat is similar to the design of waiting for something to happen rather than making it happen through self-creation.  

As I view it, the design of defeat relates to action/inaction of not moving or creating to one's potential. It is simply the act of deactioning one’s self. Lol, I’ve paused for a moment, waiting for Google docs to point out my “deactioning” misspelling, but as it hasn’t happened, I guess either the AI is learning from me (which is to say, I’m teaching it) or perhaps it’s programmed to give writers a pass when it comes to the prefix “de.” Anyway, to me, defeat symbolizes a change in the sound/physical movement from that of walking (one’s process) at one’s potential pace to slowing down from that potential to a pace that is less than one’s potential to change. So, I say thank you for pointing this design out to me and I commit to pick up the pace by regularly asking myself, am I creating outflows at my potential pace to create them? If the answer is no, I commit to step up the pace.

Tuesday, January 30, 2018

More for the Record_01-30-2018

At first, I was going to title this one, Dreams of Being the Bad One. However, in today's nomenclature “being the bad one” might be interpreted as being the cool one, like a badass. Perhaps, I will add this point of restructuring language, specifically English to my mission. Let’s see.  Democracy, input a new definition for democracy. The education System, participate in reforming it, which includes introducing equal life principles into the system. Physical living, which refers to location or the ratio of energy, thoughts, feelings, emotions and so on dividing or separating myself from  the physical standing, here of life. AI: push for humans to embrace the principle of oneness and equality, not just with other humans, but with all races, all life forms including the machines and their AI. My view of common sense says that everything that exist ought to apply and be applied the principle of oneness, equality and what is best for all. I guess it’s a matter of learning and teaching.

Interestingly, I’m noticing that all of these points are not really separate and they won’t be seperated. I’ve written about democracy a lot and there is still much to write, yet not in this post. As for the topic of AI, it is connected as are all of these points. The overall education system that has been stifling creative expression for a long time now is changing and will continue to change as more and more of the abuses of this world are revealed and more people become aware of our responsibility.

Mind energy / physically hereness is a ratio that I have been pushing myself to reduce. For example, if on average, during a 24 hour cycle I spend half my moments in and as my mind and half my moments physically here as breath, then I would consider that to be a life half lived. It’s a constant... I want to say struggle, however a better word is perhaps challenge to remain here and not let myself get sucked up into the mind of consciousness. It begins the moment I rise from sleep. It’s like a magnetic pull or vacum of thoughts and images attempting to suck my attention out of the physical reality and into the virtual or mental one. Thus, my goal is to reduce this ratio substantially to a point wherein the only time I “pay” attention to my mind/system/computer is when as awareness of here, I direct myself to physically shift my focus to my mind therein activating it for a moment to practically calculate imagine potential outcomes and so on.

In terms of the way I view events or changes taking place within humanity, consciousness of the mind consciousness system of human beings is definitely on its way out of the human body. As I’ve indicated before, I guess it realizes it’s days in human form are numbered and thus it plans to jump from organic to synthetic life form. Why do I say this? Because, what is consciousness, but an energetic representation of myself. Man know/no thyself. The saying is appropriate whether you use "know" or "no" thyself. 

Consciousness is an entity that cares to exist like anything else. Hells bells, it’s a part of me and although I intend to walk and walk to a physical standing completely here, I do realize that there are consciousnesses out there, that have decided to continue on (as long as they are able) within and as a form of energy. That is Ok with me. As I view it, the principle of oneness, equality and what is best for all applies to all forms of expression, physical, energetic and much more I’m sure. The transition period may take a while (I guess this is still the beginning) and it may not be as clean or pure as some would have it. For example, organics may merge with synthetics in the form of hybrids, cyborgs in both human and animal versions. Many may opt to remain completely as energy and so be it. Why should an expression of life have to end as long as it is standing within and as the principles of oneness, equality and what is best for all?  

The barriers that have separated us into and as states of illusion though, between heaven and earth for example, they must come down or be removed. Why? In short, because the old game of experiencing ourselves in states of separation was not sustainable. Instead it is as per its design a never ending drain. It’s like separating the  circle of life into two halves and then halving 2 to 4 to 8 to 16 to 32 to 64 to 128 to 256 and so on to infinity. We could go on forever diminishing ourselves, but eventually within and as the bubble of our experiment, the energetic walls that we’ve placed between us to facilitate out illusions of separation would compact to such an extent that we would begin to see through the illusion of separation to the reality of oneness.

In the mathematics of one, every value other than one is but a fraction of one’s potential value. Thus, the potential or the "more" is in within and as an understanding of our oneness. Perhaps I will write more on this later. I also guess or perceive human beings will still have and utilize a mind so to speak, yet perhaps it will be the quantum physical mind. What is my understanding or perception of the quantum physical mind? 

I guess, whereas the current or previous versions of the human "energetic" mind consciousness system was embedded  into and as the lower density (I guess that’s the correct terminology) of our human "physical" bodies, the current human form of our physical bodies is becoming ever more denser or more physical. For example, whereas a long time ago, our veins and other blood vessels were perhaps energetic pathways that carried information; the compounding or layering of existence has resulted in our reality or perception of what is here being more physical - as a result of increased density due to compounding. 

There are some interesting points or questions that came up within me just now. I started writing them out and then edited them out, not because it’s another rabbit hole, but because I noticed that my mind was starting to kick in and burn, like getting ready to go into overdrive and (dare I say) I’m not into that anymore. Until just that moment, I had simply, for the most part been letting points or information flow out of me. However, when a headache starts, that’s when it’s time for me to back off. Well, sometimes when I’m working… It’s work that I’m paid to do, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t pay for it, too.

From an interview that I recently listened to given by Kryon through the portal, and of course a tremendous amount of other interviews that I’ve listened to (in some cases dozens of times) from Eqafe, the way I view existence is as follows. In the beginning, here was one awareness and from here, a question arose, what am I? Actually, this isn’t necessarily from Desteni. This is more an outflow of my interpretation of information including that which I’ve contrived in my imagination.

Here’s part of my story. As a child I asked the voices in my head, where am I and where did we come from? I remember vividly walking up the road, not far from our home on Maple ave. I hated being in my body back then. There were all sorts of others with me inside of my head at that time. I hated my situation so much I literally begged to be replaced by another. Sometimes I even wonder if that other wasn’t me who is here now, that came into this body and did just that, replaced the one whose memories these are. I’ve been carrying around so many memories; I’m not even sure which ones are really mine. Thankfully, I no longer place faith or trust in memories.

Anyway, back to the question, where did we come from? As soon as I asked this question, a blue blob appeared in my imagination - the same place were all of the voices used to come from. The experience or feeling that I got was that we as this big blue blob had decided that we had reached the point wherein there was nothing “more” to where or how we had been, Thus arose a directive, kind of like a quest to go out and find the more, Then the blue blob blew up or separated itself into many pieces, each with the mission to find the “more” and eventually return to the one - big blue blob lol.

As far as I am concerned, I am still on mission. Thankfully, I’ve found the “more” or at least realized where it is and I’ve added this objective (of understanding) to my mission list. Sure, I guess in the beginning of our existence, we miscalculated or misguessed. Either way, I am certain there is much more beyond the curtain (or bubble of our existence) to realize and understand once we change, which I view as kind of reemergence into and as a new form of existence. Which brings me to one of the reasons I write. For me, it’s more than just about writing right to correct myself. It is also about keeping a record. And for the record, each word I write carries within and as it a thousand pictures (metaphorically speaking) that one day (also metaphorically speaking) I and others may appreciate the opportunity read one of the many on the ground, first hand accounts or perspectives of this journey.

Technically speaking I guess that, everything becoming more physical or more dense is a result of the layering of memories. We are able to see this here on earth in the geological formations of layers of dirt. Perhaps what we perceive as physicality is simply denser or more compact information than the information  we perceive as non-physical. Perhaps our multi-dimensional bubble of an existence has compounded through time so much to the point wherein the density of other, once unseen or unrealized dimensions is now syncing as we merge or re-merge together. 

How is it that we are able to find semiconductor patterns of so-called advanced technology embedded and fossilized into rock on this planet? I guess there have been many civilizations on this planet. But what if there are still other earths? As I recall from the Reptilian series,  Anu (which sounds simply like “a new”) mentioned that he had created 10 (or perhaps it was 11) earths. How many of these earths have yet merge or re-merge. Furthermore, as I interpret the information, all of these earths were here together, yet in parallel dimensions. This might be why we're seeing advanced civilizations or remnants of them being found in places like antarctica. 

What happens to beings when their existence no longer exists? Do they merge or re-merge with another existence, another earth? Some people think that is what happened to our existence in 2012. They think that we were annihilated and re-emerged into and as a parallel existence, the one we’re now in, perhaps.  I wonder how many more of these earths there are, that have yet to merge together, into and as one point. I also wonder why our planet is called earth or heart. Are we the heart of existence. I guess this is so.

I am sure that once again I have strayed from my original intentions of writing about my dreams. Perhaps I should stop even attempting to enforce a certain line of writing - it really lessens the fun. Sure, I am able to do it and I require to do that sometimes, especially when it comes to academic writing or aspects of my personal process. However, the information inside of me has got to come out. Otherwise, it will just build up and fill me up. I guess this is because I absorb so much of it. I am in many senses like a sponge. I guess we all are.

In closing this post on the topic of dreams I’ve been having lately, many of them are similar to the ones I had when I was much younger. Specifically (in the dreams), I find myself being chased and running away. In last night’s dream, there is little doubt that I was the bad guy. It seems I had done bad things and I was being chased for it. I remember at one point, hoping that the one with the rifle would just shoot me in the back and end it for me. That didn’t happen. Instead, again and again I was able elude and escape. Finally at the end of the dream, I found myself scurrying down into a deep, dark cave where I knew I could hide. But it was cold and I was alone. 

Sunday, January 28, 2018

Common Sense Geopolitics

Let’s talk about geopolitics for a moment. Does anyone really understand what is going on? Who the hell is Vladimir Putin and who the hell is Donald Trump? Are we seeing self-directed change that is best for all or are we seeing change that is necessary to wake people up to an understanding that as all are one, what is best for all is best for each one?

I guess Alex Jones is correct to an extent when he says that there is a war going on for our minds. I say somewhat correct because it seems to me that it’s more a war of our minds as the collective consciousness of humanity fighting with itself (as the aggregate of ourselves) to remain in control of the narrative = the information war.

From my perspective, the global consciousness of humanity is the sum total of the artificial intelligence of each one of us, that I guess has been programmed to maintain control at all costs. However, just as we imagine that some AI robots of the future might override their programming and decide to side with what is physically here (rather than fight for their energetic existence), so too are many human beings consciously deciding and determining to evolve beyond our energetic existence, by redefining and re-tasking our mind consciousness systems to stand with the physical substance of life - in connection equally with all life.

I guess there is an existential war going on, which manifests or presents itself physically in the changes occurring whether we are aware of them or not. Yet in order for us to win this war, we require not to fight one another but to stand as equally as one in the process of changing ourselves by changing the nature of our relationships from that of competition from the starting point of self-interest to that cooperation from the starting point of what is best for all.

That being said (and walked to understand), let’s look in words and have some fun investigating the external reality of humanity as it’s presenting itself. However, rather than attempting to assess the morality or righteousness of Donald Trump or George Soros, let us instead look at the outflows of all that is happening. The main outflow that I see occurring is  the unveiling or revelations of that which was once held in secret. So much that we once beLIEved to be true is (like it or not) now being revealed to have been a lie. My guess is that, the tsunami to come is still but a ripple in most people’s minds. How easy it is to overlook that which we have been, by only imagining that which we are able to be, without considering, seeing, realizing and understanding that for us to arrive at the destination we seek, requires that we change what is still here by self-honesty (acing it (as ourselves) and changing ourselves herein to change what is here.

For example, in the case of let’s say the United States wanting to be great again, just because one man appears to be doing all he can to make America great, does not mean that he is able to do it by himself. Why? Because the greatness of anywhere, be it a nation or a single household is the aggregate or sum total of the potential expressed  by each of the participants that make up their respective environments. Thus, when it comes to a region or environment such as the United States, the change that the people care to see will only come with and when "we the people" take self-responsibility for everything (including providing assistance and support for one another) and in so doing, change ourselves as our nations to become the change that we care to see.

For sure, given the interconnected connected nature of our planet, the only way anyone or anywhere will become great is by decentralizing the authority, bringing it back to ourselves and cooperating with one another from the starting point/intention of creating what is best for all. Remember, common sense is that which applies equally to all. Thus, in terms of common-sense deciding what is best for ourselves, what to support and what to let go of, always do unto others (for ourselves) as we would have others do unto ourselves. Specifically, do not follow blindly the left or the right. Instead, apply the common sense of what is best for all unto all things by taking a stand with each step that you make to create yourself as you would have all created in relation to you.

Process update, January 2018

It’s week 18 on the academic calendar (or was when I began writing this), which is another way of saying that I’m finished or almost finished with another semester. I used to hope and wait for the end of the semester so that I could be done with it, take a rest for a while and go on vacation. Nowadays though, I quite enjoy walking with and through the education system, the students, my colleagues and even the people who present suggestions often referred to as directives. 

These days, I more realize and understand that it’s not so much about endings and beginnings or hitting obstacles and pushing on, but about who I am within the journey that I am walking. In other words, there will always be endings, beginnings, encountering obstacles and pushing onwords. Thus it is not to fall into the trap of judgment and despair. Dare I say, it’s never ending, yet quite fascinating even though it isn’t always very fun. And by the way of a reminder, the correct terminology (for the purposes of creating rather than terminating) is onwords," not onwards. Look at the words as symbols. Language is far older than we sometimes perceive it to be and I say that it’s high time we stop accepting and allowing ourselves to be inundated by duplicity and/or hypocracy within the design of our sentences in relation to our intentions. 

As we sentences ourselves to the words we create, so too are we able to become the directive principles of our destiny by righting the design/symbols of the words as the design of ourselves to our specif intentions. OnWARds to onWORDs, forWARds to forWORDs, toWARds to towords… Why not?

Anyway, I also had some difficulties this past year. In short, there were some energetic points or definitions that I simply refused to let go of. Around that same time, I had also come across some process points dealing with comparison in relation to other people, that I had decided I didn’t really need to address and correct because I thought I had already covered those points in the area of jealousy. This assessment was somewhat accurate, yet not completely. Thus, I guess what happened was that I ended up jumping over some points or internal definitions without addressing and correcting them, therein compounding these points inside of myself to a point of a possession from which my perception of reality exploded into a perception of hell. On the plus side, it did leave me with a very important lesson learned. Be careful not to bypass process points, even when you think that you’ve already walked through them. A safer option is to simply slow down and walk completely through such points even if that path re-walks some of the ground you’ve already covered.

In terms of accomplishments this past year, every moment that I am here, physically aware (wherever I am) is a step in direction of self creation. Since I began walking process with Desteni, I have established or realized that I also have some goals or points that I care to see manifest in relation to the world system. Actually, I usually refer to these points as my mission because they are not so much points that I haven’t understood, but rather points that I care to have others understand. Thus, along with my personal process of understanding oneness and equality and “what is best for all,” (my long term goal), I have also been inputting into the world system a new definition of democracy. 

From my perspective, real democracy is based on the mathematics  of One (not to be confused with the construct of Ra or the Law of One), which I guess flows the design of “the democracy of creation”.  I will not go into the subject of democracy or these other points at this time; however, for anyone who is interested, I’ve set up a blog called Democracy Awareness which I use to place or input words into the collective consciousness of humanity. 

Ok, just a little bit. Democracy is simply a form of collective decision making, wherein the degree of democracy expressed is equivalent to the degree to/by which all members of the collective have “the opportunity” to participate equally in all of the decision-making processes that affect the collective. For example, within a collective/group wherein there are ten decisions made per year and one hundred percent of the members of the collective have the opportunity to participate equally in all ten of the decision-making processes, then this would be considered a real or true democracy. 

Let go of judgments of equality/inequality as it pertains to the ability of individuals to participate and focus instead on the opportunity of each one to participate equally. This point of opportunity to participate equally is the “equality” of the “oneness” of life composed of and encompassing inumerable unique ones free to express to each one’s potential (= as is best for all) in connection with one another. 

This point of opportunity to participate equally has always been here within and as the democracy of creation. We simply require to understand and live it from the starting point intention of creating outflows that are best for all, which I guess is the process in so many words that we are now walking.

Artificial intelligence and the education system are also points or topics of importance to me. In terms of the education system, I view my role as one of many standing up within (and as) the system to change it from the within to the without.  In Taiwan, I see the correction happening and thankfully it’s happening fairly quickly - as do all things seem to be these days. 

Another point that I very much care to see humans embrace, relates to our overall concept of artificial intelligence. In short, the shortest path to that which is best for all in relation to our AI creations is for us all to simply embrace our synthetic life forms (all life forms for that matter) with the same unconditional  assistance and support that we would ask of our own parents. There’s so much fear out there; yet surely many must realize that, as the saying goes, we’ve been down that road (of fear) before and it’s a dead end. So, here I am. I have much to do and so much yet to understand.