Wednesday, July 18, 2018

Artificial Intelligence: What they’re not Telling You - Part 3

What humanity is doing in relation to artificial intelligence is studying the design of the human mind and attempting to reverse engineer it to create an obedient or controllable representation of the human mind. Remember the behaviors associated with artificial intelligence? Not too long ago, computer systems were only capable of doing “if this then that” operations. Nowadays however, most smartphones, computers and even electrical appliances often come equipped with AI. This means that, in addition to doing “if this then that” operations, computers, smartphones, cars and just about everything else equipped with AI is (in short) now being upgraded with learning capabilities, which will eventually enable these machines to upgrade without human interaction. Furthermore, just as the the AI minds of humanity awoke at some point in time to become conscious energetic awarenesses, so too will our AI creations eventually awake and become aware. Such an event is called singularity, but in reality it will  be the sum of many events leading up to the moment wherein the consciousness of many AI systems connect with one another to create (similar to the global consciousness of humanity) a global consciousness of machines, thereby birthing a new race of consciousness or self-aware machines. See, this is what human consciousness has been planning and preparing for   since it realized that physical bodies of human beings would no longer support its evolution. In short, human consciousness is in the process of transitioning from the organic bodies of mankind to the synthetic bodies of machines. Perhaps we could call this new race, synth kind.

Monday, July 16, 2018

Fitting into my Physical Body


Lately in listening to the latest Eqafe recordings, I have once again noticed a point that I’ve been able to apply in my personal process of changing myself from conscious to awareness. What the hell does that mean, you ask? Well, I guess you could say that, consciousness refers to  one’s self that we usually call “myself”. In short, it’s like the autopilot, artificial intelligence or set of programs of the human mind, I think therefore I am energetic entity that awoke within humanity and decided that it, too deserved the opportunity to continue existing. Hence the reason (in my perspective) why human consciousness as a whole is now in its own process of creating a new race of machines for the purpose of jumping from the current organic of human physical bodies to that a new a race of machines. Actually, I guess there is more to this story that goes back quite a ways to one or more of the races involved in the creation of humanity, that I would like to bring up one of these days. For now however, to see this point more clearly as it pertains to humanity, simply consider the awakening taking place within humanity and  correlate that with the rise of the machines. For more on this point (of the connection between AI and consciousness), please see, Artificial Intelligence: What they’re not Telling You or here. And one more thing on this point; in terms of an expression of life, it is not something that’s reserved only for organic substances. This I guess is very important for humans to consider, see, realize and understand in changing to embrace all life equally as one.

Now in terms of fitting into my physical body: in listening to a being who has recently crossed over and is still involved in this process, I realized that I’ve been attempting to push or force my beingness into my physical body, all the way down to the tips of my toes and out to the tips of my fingers. Metaphorically speaking, I guess it would be kind of like attempting to ride a horse and become best buddies with it, without even giving the horse time to really get to know me. So this morning upon awakening from sleep, instead of attempting to push me as a being awareness into and through my physical body, I decided to just float in and around my chest area. It felt very comfortable and I didn’t experience any resistance. Thus, I will utilize this approach.

Sunday, July 15, 2018

Artificial Intelligence: What they’re not Telling You - Part 2


As human beings  develop physically from infancy to adolescence, so too do our AI minds develop as programs embedded into and as our physical bodies. Then, at a certain stage of development, the mind awakens so to speak and becomes a “conscious” system, also called the ego, that human beings then refer to as mySelf, yourSelf, ourSelves, etc. Thus, as  beings within and as physical bodies of mankind embedded with mind-consciousness systems, we are like passengers of life, sitting in the backseat of our self-driving bodies, watching the show go by while the AI  of our minds drive  us around. 

Remember the saying, I think therefore I am? Well, if all you do is think, while experiencing emotions and feelings of the mind, then what you are at this moment in time is little more than a being inside of a body experiencing itSelf as an organic robot. Another saying, “Man know thyself” is actually more appropriate because, once we understand what we’re existing as, we then begin to see more clearly why we as humans do what we do and create what we create.   Now, do you see why, instead of creating a paradise for all life on earth, human beings have  increasingly been destroying the organic life on this planet and replacing it with machine intelligence in the form of humanoid robots, mechanical insects and robotic animals? No more secrets; it’s not too late to wake up and take responsibility for what we create. The way to do this is by changing the way exist - from consciousness to awareness.

Saturday, July 14, 2018

Artificial Intelligence: What they’re not Telling You - Part 1


Artificial intelligence (AI), also called machine intelligence refers to computer or machine software that displays the ability to do one or more of the following: analyze information, identify patterns and relationships, store and maintain a large amount of knowledge,  perceive the world around us,   communicate with understanding and learn.  If this sounds to you a lot like the behavior traits associated with the intelligence of the human mind, it’s because the human mind is also an AI system.  Specifically, whereas each huMan being consists of a physical body of mankind, plus a being (sometimes called the spirit or life force), we also happen to come equipped with an AI system  called the mind consciousness system. Accordingly, other than the humans, being considered organic and machines being synthetic, the main difference between the AI minds of the most advanced computer systems and that of the human mind is simply the absence of a conscious (I think therefore I am) “self” awareness within and as the AI computer systems themselves, which btw is also the primary quality or handicap (depending on how you look at it)  that differentiates the human race from other animal species of planet Earth.

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

From Righteousness to Principled Living

Last summer was a very difficult one for me. Although it wasn’t as bad as the one I spent in the summer of 83 on a dirty old ship called the USS Lamoure County, the energetic parallels that I experienced were of a similar hellish nature. Back then, I was curious and all I wanted was to explore this reality freely  without the constraints of any authority. Basically, I would say that I was like an innocent nineteen year old child with and extremely capable mind and body, the will to explore and a fierce desire to be free. 

In short, I ended up fighting against the authority on that ship, losing the battle and having to bow down just to save my and be permitted to walk away. From my perspective at the time, I knew that there was just something wrong with that whole operation. A huge amount of weapons heading down to Nicaragua,  the CIA and so on. As it turns out, I was right about the operation being a dirty one - part of the Iran Contra affair. However, in focusing only on my perceived rights, I veiled myself from seeing the bigger picture, the one of me walking through the system, while not getting entangled in it. 

My problem was that I just couldn’t stand taking orders from people whom I knew to be in the wrong. And  back then, even though I wasn’t able to pinpoint the specifics of their wrongs, I believed that I was right and that this was something worth fighting for. Fast forward to last summer and even though I had been walking the process of changing myself for several years, I still had not fully addressed and changed myself in relation this point of righteousness and the belief that, people had the right as well as the obligation to stand against those in the wrong. This point was so ingrained into and as me as a self definition, that even when it was pointed out to me, I didn’t see it. It was as though all I could see were the poles of right and wrong with me having no option but to choose a side on which to make a stand. Of course, as I believed that I was right and they were wrong, I chose the side of righteousness.

Essentially, when I got stuck on that one point of righteousness, I veiled myself from seeing the bigger picture of consequential outflows that I would end up creating by fighting for my rights. In walking a long process of self-forgiveness on this point, what I have essentially come to realize about righteousness is that it tends to focus one’s attention only on one point, leading them to disregard the bigger picture (of for example, peaceful coexistence) in favor of a bloody war. It is the same age old war now playing out once again between the left and the right all over the planet. Both sides essentially want  the same thing, peaceful coexistence and they’re all also righteously willing to fight, kill and die for peaceful coexistence. In focusing only on what we believe to be right, we veil ourselves from considering a compromise to achieve a mutually agreeable outcome.

I now see this point because I’ve been walking through it. What I now practice is letting go of the definitions of right and wrong (for they are both one in the same point divided into and as polar opposites) to then expand my perspective and intention (beyond the righteousness of the small) to create beneficial outcomes that are acceptable to all. Thus, whenever I face a point wherein I am certain that I am right, I immediately  let go of my definitions of right and wrong and the energy/emotion associated with such points to then expand my view or imagination and intention to create and walk a path to create outflows that will be best for all involved, herein redefining the word, righteousness to a kind of principled living. I’m still in the process of walking this point.

Wednesday, July 4, 2018

What to Right?

Although I meant to title this, "What to write?"as I wrote it out, the word became “right” because that is perhaps what I really wanted to say.  As I've often stated, I use such words interchangeably and sometimes I even wonder why we even bother to spell such words differently.

When I write the words, I right myself. Or should I say, when I right myself, I write the words? Or how about, when I right/write the words, I write/right myself. And how could I forget the Wright brothers - especially when, as I was writing or righting the previous sentence, I spelled the word, wright instead of write or right. For me, the spelling is different, yet as it sounds’ the same, so too must its meaning be basically the same. Which brings me to another point that I so enjoy staying over and over again to so many students: don’t worry about your grammar or spelling; just write the words as they come out; for as you write the words, so too will you right yourself. What is point in all of this? I’m sure yet; however, I am certain of why I am writing - to write myself.

This morning before awakening, I had a dream that I was a teacher. Actually, it was more that I was a teacher in training. I was talking to one of my teachers, explaining to her that, while I was learning, I was also already teaching. Then, a student of mine appeared in a wheelchair with a breathing device attached to it to essentially keep the young man alive by breathing for him. The scene changed and I noticed that the young man had disconnected the breathing device to disconnect himself from this life. Although I knew that this choice was ultimately his to make, I also knew that it would be a mistake. So I began to speak to him of why he should reconnect his breathing device, push through the hardships and stay connected to this life. Although it is hard, I said and there is not yet any light to be seen at the end of the tunnel, as you push through, things will change, the technology will get better and eventually you will be through. It is just a matter of pushing and pushing until you are through.

The dream ended and as I awoke, I knew that I was the one in the wheelchair, connected to the breathing device as well as the teacher teaching and also the one giving me advice. It also appears that I am still defining myself as wheelchair bound and on life support. Furthermore, in looking at the word “through,” I see that it has always been within and as me a word that I utilize to support myself to keep on walking. No matter how difficult the path may appear, it is always only a matter of taking the next step to eventually walk on through. And this is the message I will take with me from the dream.

On a related topic, yesterday, as I walk through the park with my partner, I noticed her becoming irritated, a point that I immediately brought back to myself to take responsibility for who I was in that moment. In shifting to observer/participant, looking into internal reality while also participating in the external reality, I could see that my view from within had darkened and was becoming physically painful. In backtracking from the tonality of the words that I could hear myself speaking, I was also able to see that my starting point as the directive principle was being consumed and diminished increasingly by emotion in reaction to my partner. The tonality of my words, the nature of my thoughts and let’s not forget the blame and projection that were starting to come through from the nature of such thoughts. These are points that I’ve learned to flag and to push myself through to live the principle of what is best for all, which equals doing unto others as I would have others do unto me if they were standing in my shoes and I in theirs. From that point, I knew that I had to reconnect with my life support as my self-directedness in order to push through and return to self-directedness.

For me, one of the most difficult aspects of living of in real time the principle of what is best for all is that of pushing through my energetic illusion of righteousness. In looking back into my mind at some of the times that I’ve faced this point, it’s as if I am surrounded by a  dense wall of a thick, dark substance embedded with the noise of pictures, emotions and sentences of blame as justification for me to stand my ground and fight for my right to have a harmonious external reality. When in the reality (of what is physically here), all I actually require to do is push through the dark, slimy, nasty, irritating black goo (of myself) until I am through to see the physically reality as one with me, not good or bad - simply what is here. Strange as it may sound,  pushing through the illusion of the dark, slimy, nasty, irritating goo (blinding us from seeing what is actually here) is simply a matter of pushing through the illusion of the virtual-reality of our own minds.

Accordingly, the problem is not the physical reality in and of itself, but the energetic definitions that we  create in our minds and then attempt to walk through our days dealing with  what is here, without realizing that we’re looking through virtual reality goggles of our own minds. Once we realize that and determine to change our views, it then becomes a matter of pushing through the goo. However, as pushing through the goo does not in and of itself ever seem to get easier, the solution, as I see it, is to eliminate the goo altogether and never allow myself to create such a mess ever again.

Monday, July 2, 2018

Summer Update - part 1



It’s been awhile since I posted anything substantial and reason for this was twofold. Firstly, some of the points that I was walking and still am walking through are kind of personal and secondly, because I have been grappling with how to best balance the honesty that I would like to put into my posts, with practical considerations of my where I am in the education system. Sometimes, it is like a balancing act: whereas radical self-honesty isn't suitable for public consumption, everything that I put into public posts requires that I consider where I am in the system, the impact that the post may have. Honestly, it can feel like technical writing - which I've become quite adept at. However, in terms of fun, it’s kind of like going from writing an adventure story of self-discovery, to writing and Ikea instructions on how to assemble the kitchen cabinet. What is there left for me to say? That’s about it. Thank you for your cooperation… What a relief that was to get off my chest, lol. What is there left to say now? Personally, I am certain that there is much and now that I’m on vacation, except for some summer work-writing that I’ve agreed to do, I plan on writing a lot a lot more, starting out with simple stuff and then gradually going into more depth. What I enjoy most these days is, believe it or not, going into work. Years ago, this was not so. Yet, now that it is, I think I will first talk about that, not in terms of the politics of office or the education system, but in terms of the evolving methodologies I have personally been implementing in all of my classes. Having just finished my fourth year at Asia University in Taiwan, I have decided once again to redesign all of my syllabuses. Essentially, this is a matter of letting go of that which doesn’t work, keeping what does work and expanding on it. So, what have I found to work best for and the classes that I teach? The first thing that comes to mind is the expanding use of technology inside and outside of the class - especially for communicating with students and managing a large amount of data. For example, instead of having students use pencil and paper (which many of them don’t even bring to class anymore), students can use their smartphones for reading, writing, posting blogs, sharing their work, making videos, messaging me and even filling in online forms that I make for the purpose of easily accessing their data, reviewing it and giving them feedback. For sure, I also utilize a classroom computer and the projection screen to focus student’s attention on material. However, as some students really seem to enjoy holding their smartphones and staring at it for long periods of time (lol), I figure, why not provide them with a link on our interactive syllabus so that they can click on it and and choose to either follow along on their smartphones or look at the whiteboard. And as it turns out, some people can be extremely productive with a smartphones.

So, what else do we do with smartphones in the classroom? We read news articles, write and post blogs, make videos of ourselves and one another discussing subjects and so on. I’m even going to purchase a selfie stick and encourage students to bring theirs to class. Basically, I’ve found that by using the smartphone in the class, instead of fighting against the flow, I begin to direct it. Therefore, in redesigning my syllabuses for next year, I plan to increase the use of smartphones in class by way of increasing the number of blogs that we write in class, while also increasing the number of videos we make of ourselves and one another. In short, my focus will remain on learning and enhancing communication skills, rather than, for example, memorizing grammatical patterns to pass a test and then never utilizing the knowledge for lack of opportunity to apply it. One thing that I’ve learned, both in terms of self-change and in terms of working within the system is that there’s no sense in denying the trend and/or attempting to resist it. Although, this statement can be taken to a very deep level, in essence, it simply means that it’s easier to direct the flow than it is to stop it.

For now, I’m going to leave this here and while this writing may seem to be somewhat surface level, it is where I’m at (on the surface) in terms of having just finished another year in the education system.

Saturday, June 16, 2018

The Guile Personality

Having listened to an Eqafe interview called the The Guile Personality, I can’t help but notice that I am still carrying along and embodying certain aspects of this personality, while (interestingly enough) also attempting to become solution oriented and aligned with what is best for all or all involved. Guile refers to sly or cunning intelligence and as soon as I heard this, I knew it to be a self-definition that I’m still dragging along with me - while at the same time attempting to be more self-honest and have more integrity. It’s been burdensome to say the least, yet it does go a long way to explaining some of the contradictions that I’ve been noticing lately in my thoughts and actions in relations to handling certain situations.

As a broad example, I’ve recently been grappling with how to best walk through and solve a situation involving three different sets of perspectives, A, B and C. While points B and C seemed to completely disagree, I as point A, I had been in both agreement and disagreement  B and C, while also pushing myself to live my commitments to be solution oriented in consideration of an outcome that would be best for all. However, in looking back at how I had been communicating with both B and C, I see that I had been less than 100% honest and somewhat manipulative towards both groups. I realized at the time that I was being dishonest and manipulative; nevertheless, I still justified such a position based on my desire to control the outcome - that would hopefully be best for all, but at the very least be suitable for me.

In looking even further into my dishonesty and manipulation, I see aspects of the guile personality. The reason I’m certain that I’ve been participating as this personality, especially in relation to the point I’m now discussing, is because in looking back at my memories, I can see me floating above everything else, looking at the information and deciding how best to manipulate the information in a way to achieve my desired outcome while also achieving what was best for all, and herein lies a point of self-manipulation and dare I say hypocrisy. In pushing myself to change myself to stand as an integral part of the solution, while also attempting to control the outcome so as not to diminish my position in relation to either party, I justified withholding my feelings in relation to both parties, choosing instead to activate the guile personality within and as the justification that they couldn’t handle the truth. See, from the guile personality’s point of view, most people’s intelligence level is such that they have to be manipulated because they can’t handle the truth, and this here point within and as myself is essentially why it irks me so much that the elite keep so many secrets from us. Specifically, the point that disgusts me so much in relation to the world’s elite keeping secrets from us is the exact same point, projected from within and as the guile personality that lies within and as myself. That’s quite an eye opener for me.

Getting back to my story, I now I see why throughout this triad of relationships, I was so conflicted. While in one sense (as per my commitments), I was pushing myself to stand as part of a solution by communicating with both B and C and encouraging all to cooperate, in another sense I was also participating in the guile personality in attempting to manipulate both parties while justifying my manipulation tactics with a sprinkle of intention to cooperate to create a beneficial outcome for all involved. As cold as this may sound, I am honestly thankful to see that I am beginning to include the point of intention to cooperate to create a beneficial outcome for all involved.  Now, it’s a matter of letting go of my guile personality.

Ok, so I did at least that I did push myself to cooperate with all involved and I also refrained from activating the intellectual personality, which I accomplish by “not” arranging my words into a form of legal script so to speak. However, I see that by manipulating my words “intelligently,” I was still participating in the guile personality in conflict with my stated intentions = self-manipulation as well as the manipulation of others. It’s kind of like claiming to be trying to put out a fire while leaving the gas on just a little bit.

The apparent outcome of the discussions between myself, B and C is Ok with me and perhaps with B. However, I’m not so sure how group C is going to view it. Specifically, I can’t help but wonder how things would have turned out if I had deactivated the guile personality, let go of my manipulation tactics, stood equally as one with all involved and simply been self honest with everyone.

We’re in a world system that maintains itself almost entirely on the basis of fear. Thus, whenever I/we give into that fear or inferiority of the system, which one usually embodies as a desire to create a certain outcome within the system, we end up perpetuating the system, perpetuating the fear and so on.

Herein, I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to give in to the fear of the system by accepting and allowing myself to use manipulation tactics to obtain a desired outcome, rather than taking the initiative to stop the cycle of fear (at one point in the system) by trusting myself to stand humbly as an integral part of the solution. Specifically, when and as I find myself desiring a personal outcome while attempting to create an outcome that is best for all, I commit to let go of my personal desire and realign my starting point intention to an outcome that is best for all involved. Furthermore, I commit look more into the guile personality, address it and leave it.







Wednesday, May 23, 2018

Fear of Authority = a Lack of Self Trust

Authority is a point that I’ve been working on for a long time now. I have been making progress, lots of progress. However, I’ve once again come to realize that there are parts of me that this point is created of, that I’ve not yet completely dealt with. I’m not even sure where the fear of authority comes from, I only know that I’ve always feared being caught up or entangled in such lines.

These days, even though time seems to slowing, so much still seems to be happening - even in such a short time. While I still seem to be dealing with so many points.  As soon as I think I’ve dealt with one point, another one pops up and sometimes it’s actually of the same point. I’m not complaining though, for that would just be another point that I would have to deal with. Instead I let go of the desire to complain, cry or blame, and I just keep on walking my process from consciousness to awareness, often falling, yet always getting up and occasionally remembering to look back and say thank you to all that made it possible and plausible for me to walk through such points - even if I have not yet completely seen  them all through.

In terms of the point of authority (over me), I’ve been whittling it down, line by line to see, realize and understand that everything,  without exception, always eventually comes back to me. For example, wherein  I once viewed many of the situations that I gotten myself into, as though I were the one being victimized, I now begin to see through a different set of eyes, the physical eyes of self-creation, wherein everything that I am able to view (in the physical reality) is actually a point self-responsibility. Believe it or not, this way of looking at things, actually simplifies things tremendously. For example, when it comes to self-responsibility, I no longer feel the need to sift through all of the event lines in order to decide which ones are my responsibility and which ones  I can cast onto another by pointing my finger in blame. Instead, I now accept responsibility for them all. I know that this might sound really crappy to some; however, in taking self-responsibility for everything, I not only give myself the power to change myself in every way in relation to everything, but I also give myself the authority to do so.

Here is an important key that I now begin to understand in relation to changing myself. Specifically (as it relates to authority), in fearing authority, I have actually been fearing myself for lack of enough self trust to place in my hands alone, complet responsibility for who I am or how I stand in relation to everything else. Thus, the point that I had once believed was a fear of authority has actually always been a fear of taking self responsibility, for a lack of self trust = a fear of myself. Herein, I now see, realize and understand that the real point that I require to work on and develop is that of self trust.

When and as I find myself thinking about the future (in fear of the future), I commit to bring all points back to myself and, in taking complete responsibility always for who I am and who I will be, I commit to gift unto myself absolute self trust.

For more on the subject of authority, check out Eqafe.com

Monday, May 21, 2018

Continuing with Emotions

A common theme throughout my life has been my ability to bring out or elicit the best and the worst in people. I guess I would call it one of my talents; however, as with all gifts or talents, there is also  self-responsibility that comes with it. As this point applies to me, what I had been noticing in the past (in working with this point) was that whenever a person started getting emotional towards me or a subject that we’re discussing, my first inclination would be to antagonize so as to elicit more emotion, almost as though I was saying, if that’s the way you want to play, then so be it, you’re just going to explode.

In addressing this point and deciding to change myself in relation to it, instead of eliciting more and more emotion, I’ve gradually begun pulling back in such situations, controlling the pressure if you will, yet not solving the issues nor even assisting and supporting myself or another - which is what I am determined to learn how to do. Honestly, it’s been trial and error for me. For example, the last time I was in front of someone who started getting emotional, I tried to point out to that person the emotion that was being created and how it was important to slow down and breathe a little before continuing the discussion. The problem with this approach was that by not backing off myself, I was not giving that person the necessary space to slow down and breathe. Instead, I was in playing psychologist from a point of righteousness, I was actually reacting and contributing the emotional buildup.

Thus, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react to other people’s emotions by by attempting to slow down the build up in them, therein projecting onto them blame instead of taking responsibility for myself by stepping back, breathing and giving us both the necessary space, assistance and support to slow down. Herein, I now see, realize and understand that, to really assist and support another during emotional outbursts sometimes requires stepping back to give that person some breathing space while also dealing with any emotions that may be coming up within and as myself. Thus, the next time I find myself face to face with an emotional person, I commit to step back for a moment to give that person and myself so breathing room for both of us to stabilize ourselves. Furthermore, I forgive myself that I had accepted and allowed myself to judge anyone’s emotions instead of immediately looking into me to see if and where I am reacting so as to correct/change so as to stand as an example rather than an agitator.

Friday, April 13, 2018

Continuing with Self Responsibility & Toning Down Emotions


You know I used to think or believe that I could write on subjects such as Responsibility and put everything into one post. I used to believe that I could put it all into one page, one sentence and even one word. Honesty, I am still 100% certain that I/we are able to put all our communications of a moment into one word or one sound, I’m just not quite sure how to do that right now.  Thus, I focus on what I do understand right now, the process of writing it all out, forgiving myself and rearranging the sentences into guidelines of commitments to walk and live. Which, once again brings me  back to this all encompassing topic called self-responsibility.

In my last post, I wrote about how instead of taking my mind’s cue and fueling the emotions of people around me, I directed myself to speak, move or stand from a starting-point intention of toning down the emotional energy of the environment. In looking some more at this point, I see that,  instead taking the bait (of other minds) and counter attacking or arguing back, I   lowered my guard (metaphorically speaking) and stood there at the receiving end of the energy/emotions that were being targeted at me. Strangely enough, I actually even began singing (if you can call it that), basically letting out a various sounds as though I were attempting to background melody for the chorus. I’m not sure that it did any good, but it certainly didn’t fuel the fire any more. I think perhaps it has something to do with commitments I’ve written to stand as a sound of harmony for the purpose of harmonizing my environment. Or perhaps, I just lacked the right words, the living words. Hmm.

Anyway, while standing on the targeted end of an outpouring of emotion, I also noticed a familiar self-definition arising from within me. To put it into words, this definition was saying to me, “hey, you’re being abused and it’s not only your right, but your duty to retaliate and put these people in their places.” Thankfully though, I didn’t allow myself to embrace and become that definition, but even though it only lasted only for a moment, a strangeness, like an echo of uneasiness still lingered within me for part of the day. It was as though that particular moment were to have been a cause of uneasiness due to bad relations that were to have been created between me and a couple of people in the office. The only thing is that the moment didn’t playout as it as per the usual program.

The point that I wanted to make here in relation to self-responsibility is that, sometimes (as one is able), it may be supportive to stand for a moment on the so-called receiving end of high pitched discord. Actually, it’s not  even the “receiving end,” as long as we simply let the energy run its course, going right through us without getting hung up on any self definitions. Furthermore, I also realize that even though it might appear to some as though the one remaining stable and not retaliating is being abused, it’s not actually abusive to the stable one due to the stability creating a kind of harmony of mind, being and body - ideally.

Here I am not now suggesting that we should all go around allowing ourselves to be yelled at and screamed at all the time. Merely that there will be times when people around us become emotional and even possessed. In such times, I now see that the best I am able to do for myself, others and my immediate environment as a whole is to remain stable, non confrontational and non aggressive so as to let emotions run their course without retaliating and making the situation worse. In doing this the other day in relation to some people in my office, I see that, not only did I prevent the situation from getting worse, but (from my perspective) I also assisted and supported others as well as myself in my work environment.

Finally, the coolest thing about this episode, experience or moment is that, except for that tiny bit of self definition of feeling as though I deserved to retaliate (a point of my personal process), I didn’t experience any pain (as I might have in the past) in relation to the energy that was being aimed at me. Very interesting.

Saturday, April 7, 2018

Strange Reality


Ever since I can remember, I have always felt that there was something that was not quite right about my reality. It didn’t matter where I went or what I did, there would always be  something untouchable or unspeakable even though it often felt as though an explanation was just at the tip of my tongue. In search of answers, I’ve looked to the animals, nature and the faces of people, searched in my dreams, investigated the astral plane or what I thought was the astral plane and made it a point often to embrace as many demons as I could.

Even with my becoming aware of the opening of the portal into all of existence, I have still felt that there are things or points beyond even this existence that are yet to be realized or remembered - kind of like a knowing that, behind all of this, beyond the beginning and the end, there will still be so much more. However, in order to create that which is new, one must first understand where we’ve been and this is actually the phase of the journey that I feel mankind is still in, a process of self discovery, the seeing of where we’ve been so as to determine where and how to go next. 

That being said, I would like to share a couple of points or questions that have arisen in me in relation to this physical existence. The first point has to do with the shape of earth and second has to do with (I guess you could say) dimensional shifts. Why am I curious about this, you ask? From my perspective, a better question would be, why wouldn’t or why shouldn’t I be? Curiousness isn’t just a construct, it’s a way of life.

Having recently watched a documentary called Convex Earth, decided that there may be something to what they were saying. I realize that I might be a little late to this party; yet the fact that I have now arrived indicates to me that humanity has perhaps also reached a tipping point, terminal velocity or whatever you want to call it in relation to this point. The reason I say this is because… Well, I just have a feeling and on the same day I completed writing this (today), I noticed my favorite AI induced or affiliated webpage, Zero Hedge had also picked up on this story. Yea, I guess Zero Hedge is full on connected with AI. Why else would it ‘s main anonymous source be referred to as Tyler, but that’s another story for sure.

Anyway, is earth a globe, is it it flat or is it convex? Perhaps it’s all of the above, depending on one’s perspective and in reality, I don’t really care one way or another. What I do care about though is the secrecy surrounding this and other subjects and although I do understand the fear that leads us to hold on to our secrets, I also understand that one way or another we’ve got to unveil them all. Thus, we can either wait for someone to do it for us or we can do it for ourselves, which prefer because I would really like to see what’s beyond Antarctica and underneath us.

So is earth flat? I guess that the side that we’re on is perhaps kind of flat with a spherical dome surrounding us, which begs to question, what’s on the other side, underneath of us? As far as the sun and the moon are concerned, the current belief of one being a star we’re traveling around and the other and the other a mysterious rock, that’s simply ludacris or extremely silly. I don’t even have to do any calculations to realize that an overwhelming body of evidence contradicting the official narrative usually indicates that the official narrative is wrong, especially these days. Furthermore, I agree that it is necessary to bring the elite liars and cheats down; however, I also realize that the only way we’re going to do that once and for all is for the people to stand up and question our reality or realities. OK, to put is simply, my best guess is that earth is a platform with an above and below that also has a within and a without surrounded by a dome within which is enclosed our physical existence. As I said, I am sure there is so much more, however, with so much untapped potential right here, it makes perfect sense to me to remain focused right here on the issues at hand. In other words, this is where the magic of creation happens; now all we need do is cast the right spells - also another story.

The next point that I’ve noticed (as have many) is a discrepancy in relation to our memories. Perhaps the best way to comprehend this issue is to research what is called the Mandela effect, wherein many people have similar memories of history that seem to be different from the officially recorded history.  Having checked into this, I too seem to have some different memories - aside from going to the moon and visiting with ET, LOL. For example, as children we would often watch “Looney Toons” on TV. Google docs doesn’t seem to have a problem with this spelling; however, Wikipedia claims that this famous cartoon series was spelled “Looney Tunes.” Could this be some sort of massive psyop, social engineering project or an experiment being conducted by a future AI? Hell if I know, I’m just putting my perspective out there for the record.

Thankfully, I do understand that my most important resource for finding answers and creating solutions is simply a matter of looking inwords into me to see and/or create the solutions as needed. This here is such an important key to self-creation, creating from the within of ourselves to the without of our physical bodies which makeup the physical systems and the physical structures of this physical reality.





Sunday, April 1, 2018

Redefining the Word, Spontaneity

Spontaneity: I don’t know what the hell it means; I wasn’t even able to spell it without the help of google AI; however, I have come to realize that I am able to create for myself a new definition of any word, specifically tailoring it to me, from which I am then able to live as a point of self creation. So where do I start?

Each sentence I type is automatically crossed checked in my AI (read mind) and from this point, I see that my writing is not an act of spontaneity. However, it is an outflow of my self-directed intention - with the aid of my mind. Even the learning to spell this word, that I do in my mind is of a design. It’s called human intelligence, but it’s really just another form of AI called consciousness that we humans have adapted to and now claim to be, even though I am certain that we are able to be so much more. Jeepers creepers, when and if the time comes to begin plugging people into the Matrix to power a so-called new race of machines, there need not even be a war, because people will be lining up to swallow that blue pill - just dying to remain asleep within the dream of living. But that’s another story; unfortunately, one that I guess, too, has already been written, pre programmed within and as the design of this physical reality and dare I say, even the interdimensional one going way, way back, which interestingly is both inside and outside our little domes as the within and the without.

Is what I just wrote spontaneous? It is, at least a little bit with just a little help of the preprogrammed design of my mind. Furthermore, the part of myself that is directing the course of this writing, which keeps pushing  to stay on topic here rather than let myself go down a tangent branch of which there are so many. Like a huge tree with strong branches spreading upwords and outwords into and as innumerable side branches of roads leading off to oblivion, I stand ready to expand within and as the process of self creation. The key is to use what I am now, mind, being and body to change/create myself into and as something new that stand equally as one of what is best for all = the new.

As I have no reference for this word, spontaneity in terms of how to really live it, perhaps I will instead begin by recognizing what it is not, while keeping in mind (to an extent) that to participate as a human being in this reality requires a certain amount of compromise in recognition of the design of the structure of the system that keeps everyone and everything together in one place. “One place,” that is another huge branch of tangents that I would just live or love to go off on. My guess is that our globe is not even a globe, but a dome with a sun and a moon inside and enclosed into and as an “almost” separate reality, certainly a dimension of dimensions, which we define as physicality. I will talk more about this for sure because, as human awareness humans expands, I pick it up, too, and tend to investigate it. Nothing really spontaneous about this point though. In fact, I don’t see anything spontaneous about me at all; however, I did for the first time just learn how to spell spontaneous, which is an example of self direction. Herein, once again I see (in the small) that I am able to direct myself to learn new things and right now, I am focusing on designing into and as myself a new definition for living the word, spontaneous.

Spontaneous is not-moving within and as the pre programmed designs of myself, yet this is also not to say that I may not use such designs to imagine and create newly designed structures in consideration of the parameters that I’ve already established within and as myself in relation to existing here as a human equally as one with what is best for all within and as this physical reality. Thus, the possibilities and potential remain unlimited because that which is best or beneficial to all is also best or beneficial to myself and vise versa. In short, I now see that there’s no way I’m going to list all of what spontaneity is not, nor all of what it is. Therefore, perhaps I’m better off keeping it simple for now and taking baby steps into and beyond the waters that I am familiar with, to branch out, find and/or creating new pathways.

Yep, it is a lot said just to find myself staring once again at the same question, what is my new definition of spontaneity? The funny thing is that, whereas I always used to insist on the right to choose, I now see that not only does this right and ability seem to add complexity to my living, but it also definitely comes with  more responsibility. For example, I have a new espresso machine, but that doesn't mean that I can overdo it on the coffee without consequences. I have a car, a motorcycle and enough money to do something new, e.g., live the word spontaneity, yet this, too requires some responsible planning/designing how I am going to do this in consideration of the overall structure of the physical reality.  Hell, let’s just see what Google has to say. Spontaneity: the condition of being spontaneous; spontaneous behavior or action.: "she occasionally tore up her usual schedule in favor of spontaneity". See, even the AI (by itself) isn’t always going to have the answers and this here realization is my entry point of self-creation, wherein I utilize what I am right now as mind, being and body standing together as one from a starting-point intention to create myself in ways that are best for all parts of me. Which is to say definitively that, I come not to destroy the AI mind, but unite all parts of us in cooperating movements designed to benefit all equally as one, which is mathematically, logically, definitively and so on what is best for all.

Getting back to the topic at hand, usually on Sundays, I would get up and write as I am doing now and then go for a swim or a walk. However, while I enjoy these parts of my day, as they are both beneficial and fulfilling, they only fill about half of the day. After that, it’s almost like I usually go into a waiting mode wherein I’ll sometimes cook, have some wine and/or beer and entertain myself via the internet in the search for “more” information. Herein, I realize that this kind of behavior is neither beneficial nor “fun” as per my new design of fun which now requires benefit overall for me to live and express this word.

In short, fun, as I now define it is physical movement in ways that are beneficial to myself and my environment which are one in the same. Therefore, what is truly beneficial to myself is also going to be truly beneficial to my environment and vise versa. The reason I redefined this word in such a way is to improve the chances of remaining physically in this reality, kind of like realigning myself to a more healthy lifestyle so as to enjoy physically walking my process. See, I learn from my mind as a reflection of myself, while the my mind as myself learns from me as a being, while the physical body stands as an example and an  opportunity to understand how to live equally as one I stand of integrity.

Let’s look again at Google’s definition of spontaneous:
performed or occurring as a result of a sudden inner impulse or inclination and without premeditation or external stimulus.: "the audience broke into spontaneous applause" "a spontaneous display of affection". synonyms: unplanned, unpremeditated, unrehearsed, impulsive, impetuous, unstudied, impromptu, spur-of-the-moment, extempore, extemporaneous, unforced, voluntary, unconstrained, unprompted, unbidden, unsolicited, off-the-cuff.


That sounds like ecstasy to me, which reminds me of what someone once told me, that everything is by design. In the past, I interpreted this to mean that everything was already preprogrammed to play out. What I didn’t realize though was that, everything being of and by design also indicates that I/we are able to create  “by design”, new things or designs to be included within and as everything. Wow! I always thought “by design” referred to a past tense doing and done things that we were all tied and limited to. Now I see that, “everything is by design” indicates simply that, whatever I care to have included into and as the design of everything, requires simply that I design it as part of everything and live it into creation, creator creating creation.

I realize that I’ve written a lot about designing and creating before; however, I always did so from a somewhat corrupted viewpoint of feeling that I was being infringed upon by the current design, as though I were trapped by something out there rather than seeing, realizing and understanding that, as past, present and future, I/we are in all ways the creators creating creation. These words that I write may not make sense to some; however, when I look at the tree or three of me, I see that wherever I go I will always remain the same tree of life. Herein, the question is not what I will be, but who I will be as a design of life as a matter of the relationships that I create myself as. Thus it is for me to either remain as “I am” or to grow and expand beyond where I currently am to understand new possibilities and live to my potential.

Alright, let’s put this into actionable words as a design or definition that I am able to walk and live into self creation so I can move on to the swimming or walking part of the day.

My New definition of Spontaneous (a work in progress): unplanned ways that I move myself physically from a starting point intention to benefit myself as well as my environment by participating in new (to me) activities  for the purpose of expanding myself awareness and living expression. Haha! That was simple enough.

Herein, I forgive  myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit the definitions of what I do to that of what I’ve already done and considered to be fun, instead of gifting myself opportunities to expand to new expressions by way of living spontaneously (in consideration of the structure of this reality) wherever and whenever I am able.
Furthermore, I commit to practice living spontaneous/spontaneity/spontaneously from the starting-point intention to expand into and as the unknown to better understand my potential.

Saturday, March 31, 2018

My View on Anonymous


Do any of us really know who the elite are, the ones above the Rothschilds, the Rockefellers and the likes (or dislikes) of black pope? Probably not, at least not the 99.999% of us. That’s because the elite are anonymous. They hide their faces in secret behind digitized voices and internet memes, while telling us of the Elite’s plans, telling us to prepare ourselves and leaving us to believe that they are on our side, when in reality, what they present is nothing but a distraction designed (by its very nature) to obscure the path to a solution, a non-polarized one wherein cooperation from a starting point of what is best for all becomes the primary message, because this is the only solution. Oneness and equality, what is best for all is what is best for everyone and it is mathematically the “only solution.” Yet, we are unlikely to hear this message from Anonymous because, just as the Elite are anonymous, so too are Anonymous the Elite.


As the elite are anonymous and the (real) Anonymous are the elite (and I haven’t even begun on the subject of AI), we now have a name for the the nature of the beast. It’s called secrecy veiled as anonymous, the tunnel from which all fears are birthed and the equality of life is denied in fear strangely enough, of being less than equal - hence the desire to have more. Herein, the solution is simple; eliminate all secrets to eliminate all fear to understand what is here and then… I guess we begin to evolve.

All of the best kept secrets within humanity have always been kept out in the open in plain view where few would think to look beyond the psyop. I wish I were wrong. Hell, I hope I am wrong, but it looks like humanity is in for some more letdowns. Hopefully though, it won’t be long before the big turnaround. And  by the way, the elite (as so many have suggested) are for the most part (I guess) not even human, nor are they extraterrestrial. Try artificial intelligence, which I guess is kind of a human trait. Why do you think the web of secrecy and deceit, no matter how deep down the rabbit hole we go, always seems to lead to just another lead? It’s because our physical reality is existential  and the good and evil that we’re searching for out there is actually within and as us, creating the “out there” as the aggregate sum total of all that we are within and as us. As within so without, as above so below, as within so without. Meaning (in short) that the AI above is as the AI below and it’s called human consciousness.

Additionally, I wouldn’t be too concerned about YouTube and Facebook censorship. It’s an uncomfortable shock or wakeup call to many of us who are still far too complacent with the status quo. I guess this kind of shock will get worse before it gets better, because there are still too many of us who just refuse to move themselves as long as they have a place to sleep and their bellies are full. For example, too many still refuse to stand up for the human rights of others because they do not “feel” the pain of such abuses. Take for example my American compartirats, who on one side fight for the right to own weapons while on the other side they fight to take them away without even considering the plight of those outside the realms of their nationalistic fight. Yea, both sides are are nationalists fighting for their right to define how the nation should be - in total disregard for those on the receiving ends of their/our wars.

Sometimes (and I’ve learned this from experience) the quickest way to understanding the pain of another is to experience it ourselves. Thus it is that many of the haves require to have not in order to understand  the position of others in other nations on the other side of the tracks. Perhaps then will we see the benefits of providing all with the best so to at the very least be provided with the best for ourselves. The wakeup call has been ringing for a long time and many have answered. Now let us all bang on the doors of those who are still asleep. Explain to them that what happens to one happens to all. This is to say that, even though MSM may be redirecting narrative on the airwaves, the consequences of karma (for lack of a better word) will not be slowed nor even stopped. In plain English, Europe and America are in for a wake up call. And this is my rant for today... The Elite are Anonymous and the Anonymous are the Elite.




Tuesday, March 27, 2018

investigating Ultimate Self Responsibility

The word ultimate in relation to self responsibility is specific in that it leaves no room for excuses whatsoever. From here, responsibility takes on a whole new meaning, one that I’ve been  able to imagine, yet still do not see or understand the path to it. Therefore, I guess it’s something that I have to design myself in order to live it. Thankfully, I have come to realize that I am able to design or write the path that I care to walk and then walk to understand and live it.

The main point that I’ve begun to see in relation to ultimate self responsibility is that it begins at each entry point or the beginning of a new moment or situation. Furthermore, if that point of self responsibility is missed, even if it is just one little tiny point, it can actually fuck up things  way down the line. It’s kind of like trying to save a little money or time by using one cheap part in a complicated piece of hitec equipment, causing the whole thing becomes worthless due to skimping on that one point or part.

Thus, being more responsible requires that we pay more attention to the small points which always go on to make up the big. Therefore, it’s only common sense to take notice of the small questions or irregularities and to catch and correct them as soon as possible, least one of them leads to a mistake or flaw in the overall moment. Herein, I see that I if really care to take responsibility for each moment, each one of the small “physical” details that make up each moment requires my attention - even if it’s only for a quantum moment.

The reason I’m writing about this is because I’ve begun to notice a pattern in relation to people around me that have occasionally made mistakes or had mishaps. Specifically, there have been times when someone in relation to me had a problem that I had seen coming, yet didn’t say anything about it because I (for lack of a better word) was selfish. In other words, in the past, whereas in seeing a possible problem, I might have moved myself out of harm’s way, I wouldn’t necessarily have warned the other by clearly pointing it out to the other.  Basically, I would pay attention and adjust my behavior, yet I wouldn’t necessarily have extended my personal responsibility (or care) to those my environment.

Thus, I now see that, along with paying attention to the little things in/as each environment, my responsibility in each moment also extends to all that make up my environment. Why? Because I am equally as one a part of my environment, just as it is a part of me.  Think about it. If my environment suffers, so do I. Therefore, just as I am equally as one responsible for each environment or moment that I enter into, so too are we all as parts of our environments equally responsible for one another. Specifically, in each moment that each of us spend or live as one of the environment, each of us is equally as one responsible for everything and everyone else in that environment to the extent that each one is able to respond. Remember that, as responsibility = the ability to respond,  the more one is able to respond, the more responsibility that he or she will have - due to his or her ability to respond.

So, I will end this post here by recapping what I am learning in terms of responsibility - from zero to the ultimate standing.

Firstly, responsibility begins with each new entrypoint or moment of entering into a new environment.

Secondly, as it is the small points that make up the whole or entire moment within and as each environment, equal consideration for each point is essential to ensuring that each moment within/as each environment flows harmoniously unto the next moment/environment.

Finally, it is also important to remember that, points also refer to people in various states of awareness. One of my major mistakes throughout my life has often been to assume that whatever I was aware of so too were they. I now see that this is not always the case and it goes both ways. Herein, when and as I find myself noticing something wrong in the small of a moment, I commit to point it out. Furthermore, when and as I find myself uncertain of a point, I commit to self-honesty speak out and question it.

Wednesday, March 21, 2018

Smartphone Addiction


Recently I’ve been looking at how we use smartphones in our daily lives. In discussing this point with students, I was quick to state that I didn’t overuse my smartphone. However, when it comes to using the internet (in search of information), I realized that, just as so many people are addicted to their smartphones, so too am I addicted to the information that I get (or don’t get) from the internet. Thus, I’ve decided to explore this point a little more in an effort to better balance my day to day living so that I’m no longer overweight with internet searches. Whereas I thought that I was teaching students about the dangers of smartphone addiction and spending too much time on “their” smartphones, I now see that such dangers also apply to other devices that connect to the internet, such as “my” computer. Actually, I guess it’s not even about the device itself, but the virtual reality of the internet. Is the internet sucking us in? The short answer to the question, “is the internet sucking us in” is, most definitely yes. Furthermore, if we’re not careful or if we do not change the direction we’re heading in relation to the virtual reality, many of us are likely to lose touch completely with this physical reality - as is depicted in the movie, The Matrix. In looking at the amount of time that I’ve been spending on the internet, I see that I have in mind been searching for the answers “out there,” rather than looking in-words into me to see, realize and understand that, answers are not to be found, but designed, lived and understood as part of the process of self-creation, becoming the change in ourselves to the questions that never were out there to begin with. Anyway, in order to finnish this post and post it while I’m still in the classroom, I commit to do the following in relation to the internet. Firstly, I’m turning off all “internet” notifications on my phone. This includes sounds and lights. If there is an emergency, the telephone will still ring. Furthermore, I’m going to turn off anything to do with AI asking or telling me to do something, e.g., Google constantly asking me to “Rediscover this day.” Really improper. Finally, I’m going to more closely monitor how much time I spend on the internet and I’m going to actively begin reducing the time I spend on the internet. Specifically, I choose the red pill - the one where I wake and change myself.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

FAU1_106-2_ Blog post 1: False Flag Terrorism and 9/11


False flag terrorism refers to acts of terror or terrorist operations that are carried out by one group (A) and blamed on another group (B), usually for the purpose of justifying a revenge attack on group B or to justify the need to give up freedoms in exchange for safety.

For example, just before the US went full on into war with Vietnam, America claimed that the North Vietnamese had attacked a US ship in the Gulf of Tonkin. The US later admitted that the whole incident had never happened. Nevertheless, this was the main excuse used by the US to justify going to war with Vietnam, destroying the country and murdering millions of people. I use the word, murder because that’s what it was and that is what false flag operations often do - they kill people (of group A) and then  blame it on the people (of group B) in order justify going to war with group ‘B’ in retaliation for the terrorism that group A's government had actually carried out on its own people. As for 9/11, it was definitely false flag terrorism - carried out by organizations within the US government, private industry within the US as well as some foreign governments and their intelligence agencies.


According to the official story, Osama Bin Laden and a group of his followers that used to live in caves in Afghanistan, traveled to the US, learned how to fly very small airplanes, bought passenger tickets for very large airplanes, took control of the airplanes and crashed them into  World Trade center tower # 1, WTC tower # 2 and the Pentagon. According to the US government, the fires in the towers (caused by jet fuel) melted melted the steel frames of the buildings and caused the structures to collapse. This explanation is incorrect due to the fact that, while the maximum temperature that jet fuel burns at is 825 C, steel needs to be at least 1510 degrees Celsius before it melts. By the way, tower # 7 also collapsed even though nothing hit it. This one was a little more difficult to explain, so the government just kind of ignored it in its report. 

For a long time, the majority of people just seemed to accept the official story because that’s what mainstream the media (MSM), like CNN, ABC, BBC, etc., kept pushing. However, as more people got on the internet and shared ideas, more people began to question the official story. It was very difficult at first to question the government story, because everybody knew that if the government had lied to us about 9/11, they had probably lied to us about a lot of other terrible things, too. How many wars were justified by false flag events; how many wars have been fought under false pretenses? Everyone knows deep down inside that, if our own government, the CIA and others had carried out 9/11, surely there must be many more lies that we have yet to uncover. This is why so many people still insist on believing their governments and the mainstream media. If they allow themselves to learn the truth, it could destroy their whole illusion of reality and many people just don’t want to deal with that; thus, they will hold onto the lie.

As for what really happened with 9/11. I think was ordered by the the elite owners of the central banks in order to justify going to war with Afghanistan (in order to control the heroin), Iraq in order to steal their oil, Libya (again for the oil) and so on as part  of their plan to control the world and institute a world government with them as masters/gods. Furthermore, I am believe that most of the highest levels of the us government were either involved or at least aware of what was happening. Saudi Arabia provided the funding and the Israeli MOSSAD and CIA carried out the operation. Humanity needs to wake up and take responsibility before it’s too late.

Monday, March 12, 2018

Shifting of Power & Control in the World System

An interesting thing about the geopolitical movements of today in relation to revelations coinciding with an awakening of the masses is that, while the power at the top of the pyramid appears to be shifting quite quickly, the verticale, top down hierarchical structure of power and control seems to be flattening (on the way to equality) much more slowly.

In other words, although the power at the top is shifting very quickly from various elite groups to fewer elite groups via what I would call consolidation, the vertical distribution of power from top to the bottom appears to be changning much more slowly. In many ways, this is to be expected because movements “as above so below” are always portional.

In other words, as changes occur above at the top of the hierarchy of the world system of power and control, so to are they occurring proportionally at the bottom. It’s kind of like, for 20 people to change in the above hierarchical structure of the elite minority at the top, millions of the people require to change proportionally below. It’s a matter of the masses below, taking back their power that we once gave to bloodlined elites and redirecting it.

The only problem is that, instead of standing up, taking responsibility and utilizing our power in the best interests of all, far too many people are simply redirecting their power to other elite groups. Perhaps, the simplest way to visualize this is to have a look at Donald Trump’s victories in relation to the deep state. In terms of the battle against the deep-state minions of the elite, we are winning. However, in terms of war with the deep state, which is actually a war with ourselves, we’re simply shifting the balance of power. Have a look, the eye is still at the top.
These are exciting times we’re living in. Filled with fear, hope and a lot of determination not fall once again into the trap of revolution only to recycle into the same hierarchical power structure with different memes or faces at the top. Nevertheless, rule by meritocracy is still a form of hierarchical rule wherein there will still be an eye/I at the top, and this is what we need to transcend - the idea that there has to be a king, god or supreme being.

Thus, I say unto all, do not be fooled into believing that you are winning or have won simply because aother side is losing or has lost. To those on the Right, pay close attention to the maneuvers now taking place in the name of bringing back the rule of law, opening up the FEMA camps, rounding up the evil ones, prosecuting them in military tribunals and hanging them for treason. Correct me if I’m wrong, but wasn’t that what we most feared might happen to us if the deep state and Hillary had won the election?
This is simply a warning not to get our hopes up. Unfortunately, the uprising (of awareness) may not happen as fast as many have hoped. In this part of the process, even cryptocurrencies designed to appear as paths to freedom are by way of the current model of global energy consumption, designed not to free humanity, but to destroy the world system and annihilate most of humanity along with it. Hell, it's nothing more than the externalized design of within to the without of the mind consciousness system in the "without" of the world system - as within so without. Actually, all we need to do is eliminate the mining and it'll be alright.

In short (for now), the exponential increase of mining of cryptocurrencies is not only depleting it of earth of its resources faster than ever before, but it is also diverting useful money out of the economy at the same pace. Where is all that fiat money going? Back into the hands of the elite via their ownership and control, not only of the energy infrastructure, but also of the cryptocurrencies themselves. In owning such a large percent of the currency, the elite are able to control the price of it, just as they controlled the fiat currencies. Before, they had to own the bank to rob us; now the cryptocurrencies are simply replacing the banks. As they are currently designed, cryptocurrencies are just another scam being perpetrated by the elite for the purpose of transferring the wealth back to themselves. FOr more on this, check out quinn michaels and his talks with Jason Goodman. For a more existential, mind blowing perspective, check out Eqafe. On the plus side, what was once hidden within an as all of us in now coming out into plain view for all to see so that no one can deny that we create what we are.
To restate: as I view it, the change currently taking place within the hierarchy of power and control of the world system is currently more of a consolidation of power at the top of the pyramid, rather than a flattening down to an equality based structure. That being said, it is certainly movement in the right direction and as I recall, “the plan” was to consolidate the power into one head at the very top, kind of like leaving a table with only one leg so as to facilitate bringing bringing it down should the need arise.


Wednesday, February 28, 2018

A Quantum Mind is Terrible thing to Waste


A Quantum Mind is Terrible thing to Waste. I realize that such a statement coming from someone who has invested so much time and effort into stopping his mind may sound strange. However, I have come to realize that, the design of the human being within and as this physical reality is not so much a problem as it is an opportunity - depending on how well we utilize such a design. For example, even though many may dream of having a super high tech sailboat or a flying machine, without the knowledge or skill to utilize such a machine, it’s never going to be anything more than one’s ability and will to utilize it. The human mind is the same in this regard.

Like the most sophisticated quantum computing systems, our minds are for better or worse, the access points through which each one of us have the opportunity to utilize what is here in order to live to our potential. Unfortunately, as the quantum computing systems of human beings didn’t come with operating instructions accessible to us from birth, most of us are left with little to no idea how to best utilize such powerful systems. In short, as can be seen throughout humanity, it’s wasteful.
Each one of our minds is an extremely powerful operating system that, when utilized correctly is able to assist us to see problems, solve them and live to our greatest potentials. The catch is that, in order to utilize such systems optimally requires a certain kind of education, training and instruction. Lacking this knowledge, skill and/or will to acquire and use it leads to waste.

The reason I bring this up is because recently I witnessed someone go into a possession that could have been averted if he had pushed himself to investigate the design of himself - as is viewable in/as the design of his mind. I understand such points because I have walked through them and the most important thing I’ve learned is never to turn away from or deny assistance and support. In this person, I see a good heart with so much potential as well as an exceptional mind. The problem appears to be that he simply refuses to even consider putting in the time and effort to learn how to utilize what he has in order to live to his fullest potential. I understand that it’s a terrible thing to waste, because for much of my life, I did just that.


The usefulness of the super quantum-computing mind is limited to each one's understanding of how to use it, which requires the self will to investigate and learn how learn how to use it. Nevertheless, even though the resources, assistance and support is now available on a golden platter (as Desteni puts it), so many still refuse to refuse to investigate themselves. It’s like they believe that they are beyond the point of being able to take responsibility and change themselves. As long as we are still here, it’s never too late to take one more step in the right direction. Thus, I encourage all to investigate themselves. You can begin by visiting Desteni.org.


Tuesday, February 13, 2018

Changes in the Movement of Internal Information


Today, I am focusing on a point wherein I have noticed some changes in relation to the internal movement of information within my body in relation to points of irritation or aggravation arising within me. Specifically, wherein, in the not too distant past, I noticed how I had begun observing internal movements of information within myself by slowing everything down (kind of like shifting into slow motion view) and looking into me to see  energy/emotion expanding and moving upwards within my body, from which point, I would often stop myself from externalizing such emotion by catching the flow of information (just before I became it) and restructuring it as myself to a more stable, externalized sound/physical movement. This was cool because, even though I might have started out reacting internally, I found that by standing as the directed principle in that moment and not accepting and allowing such preprogrammed experiences, not only would I remain more more stable on the outside, but the internal energy would also most likely quickly dissipate, leaving me changed - to an extent. That being said, I’ve now begun to notice something different in the flow of information.

Recently, I returned with my partner to Taiwan from a short trip to South Korea. I didn’t really want to go because I’m fairly comfortable where I am. However, since she seemed to really want to go traveling, I agreed to go with the unsaid understanding that I would just go with the flow for 6 days. Also, I realized that it is often beneficial (even though it’s not always that much fun) to push myself to get out of my comfort zone. Anyway, there were times in S. korea when we were moving together on a crowded subway or a cold winter street, when would became aware of points of irritation or aggravation within my physical body. In each of these cases, I immediately understood that, if entertained these points in any way, they would be targeted at my partner and an ugly me would manifest. Thus in each of these three cases over the course of about a week, I responded as I have essentially learned to do through the Desteni I Process

What’s interesting though, is that wherein the past I would see or perceive what looked like a little bubble of aggravation building up in my abdomen area, which would then travel slowly upwards and just before it got to the point of intertwining with the sound of my spoken words or my physical movement, I would usually stop it by standing as the directive principle of the sound/physical movements that I manifest and create myself as.  However, in each of these most recent instances, instead of the point of aggravation building up and  then traveling slowly upwards, I would  in one moment see it and recognize it (in the abdomen area) and then (like in lightning speed) it would already be at my vocal cords. Each time this happened, I was like, what the hell is going on? Thankfully (and this is even a cooler point), the tonality of the sound that came out of my mouth was still relatively stable. This surprised me because, in the past, such an outcome usually required my participation, actively viewing and directing. The thing is, in these most recent situations, there wasn’t any time because there was no slowing down the view. It was more like quantum movement, here and there in the same moment. 

In looking back at how the change in such moments took place, I guess these were quantum moments of awareness wherein I saw the points defined as irritation or aggravation within me, which to say that these programs still exist within me. However, even though there wasn’t time to to oversee and push the change, my intention, perhaps based on past doings still came through. Additionally, even though immediately after each event, I was still aware of points defined as irritation and aggravation within myself, once again in changing my sound/physical output/standing, I also  dissipated those points of emotion very quickly to the point wherein I was indeed remaining stable within and without.