Change, Free Will & Hope: July 17, 2021

 Everything seems to be happening so quickly, even the writing that I’ve been doing daily with plans to post the following day, seems to be out of date or in need of updating by the time I’d like to post it. Change feels as though it is being impulsed from all around; and I feel as though I am updating and/or expanding my awareness on a daily basis. Whereas since the beginning of 2020, I mostly felt as though I were running to keep up with events, I am now moving more with the flow and learning how to utilize that flow to get to where I’m heading — which, for now, is simply an understanding of where I am.

 While many people in the world are beginning to question the vaccine strategy, the masses in Taiwan seem to be dutifully lining up for their shots as per the programming instructions that come through so clearly from just about everywhere. While I used to refer to those programming instructions as “self-termination instructions,” I guess in reality, they’re more like “How to” instructions for getting to a particular pathway, one that appears to be slightly different than the one I have decided to walk.

 The programming here in Taiwan is so intense that it scared me for a while. I had hoped that I could shield my partner from it, but that was, like almost everything else in this realm, just an illusion. As I waited for the car to get an oil change, I stared at the TV and watched the propaganda programming. Over and over and over again, they played the same scenes of people being injected with vaccines. Then they played a scene of someone riding her motor scooter straight into a sign post over and over again in the same manner. In looking back at this, it was like the system was not only programming the people with marching instructions, but also showing them where they were headed.

  When I got home, I suddenly remembered that my partner had fallen asleep with the TV news still on. Quickly, went upstairs and turned off the TV. When she got up, she seemed ok, but later that afternoon, after I got up from a nap, she told me that she had just used the internet to sign up for the vaccine. I hugged her and assured her that I respected her decision and her right to decide, which I do. She doesn’t seem to understand why I refuse to go along with what everyone else is seemingly doing, or why I refuse to just accept the easy life. 

The reason I refuse to go along with what everyone else is seemingly doing or to just accept the so-called easy life, is because it's an illusion that is quickly fading; and like the world system that is collapsing and the hope that I once clung to, it will all soon be gone. Maybe some of the good parts will remain; either way, I’m not getting my hopes up.

Free will is the gift of life that never stops giving as long as we are willing. How we utilize that free will in each moment is the only decision we will ever have to make. I guess we have, for the most part, already made our decisions. Now, it's a matter of walking  the playouts and seeing where it takes us.

 

The Staging Ground, June 2021

Where there are usually rice fields, now there are weeds.

 Regardless of the circumstances, I’ll not lie to myself or anyone else. Many of us human beings, friends, family and loved ones are going to be dying and departing in the not too distant future. Best guess as to when this phenomenon will become visibly evident, anywhere from six months to a year and a half.

 Have a look at the extent of damage that has already been done and continues to be perpetrated unto the global supply chain. Soon, there will not even be enough resources to provide for the most basic needs of every human being on the planet. Ironically as it may sound, death via vaccine may soon be viewed (in hindsight) as the most merciful option for those who chose that path.

 As one who rarely does sadness, I’ve been noticing a void opening and expanding within me. It is as though we have now arrived at the point of no return, with no alternative but to walk through the loss and the letting go — of everything we’ve valued.  Preparations for those departing and those remaining have long been in the works. Metaphorically speaking, I’d say that we are now at the staging ground. Not sure which path you are going to walk? Look deep into your beingness and you will see the decision that you have already made.

 The nature of creation, wherein creation is but a matter of change: in order to create something new, the old must first be undone. Hence the destruction of the old world system in proportion to the human beings currently awaiting departure. As within so without: while many human beings will no longer be standing as the world system, there will also no longer be a need for that support. This (dare I say, hopefully) should bring the economy of scale to a more manageable level, which, unfortunately, was not available with 7.5 billion people competing against one another. It is a learning time for all of us, and I will push myself to remain grounded and focused, while I assist and support others to do the same.

 Regardless of how and why so many factors are now coming together and leading up to the perfect storm that will most certainly end this era of humanity, regardless of each one’s decision to remain here or cross over to the other side, each of us will have a part to play and a place to stand in creating the next chapter of our story. This is the opportunity; let us not waste it by falling into the trap of pointing fingers and/or attempting to lay blame. Better to focus on what is needed and what is at hand to change/create a better world, a world that is best for all.

 As we are all that is, each one’s responsibility is to change ourselves for the better to change what is — for the better. Herein (once again), rather than focusing on the evil aspects of the globalist system (that does indeed appear to be emerging as the dominant playout/plan) let us look for the good in it as well as in everything else; embrace what is good and discard or disuse what is not.

 Patience is key: whereas the old world system was like a multi-headed monster that was beyond repair or redemption, the design of the emerging new word system seems to have but one head at its center with innumerable tentacles protruding outwards. Ultimately (as a very wise being once said), a table with one leg is far easier to topple than a table with many legs. 

 Finally, on a much more personal note: upon noticing that the propaganda level in Taiwan was being turned up to the extreme, I began to feel concerned about my partner and decided that I needed to return home. Upon my return a few days ago, she informed me matter-of-factly that she and everyone else in Taiwan would be getting the vaccine… Sensing my distraught, she said not to worry, as we were last on the priority list.

 Pain, loss and fear of being alone barely begin to describe that point inside of me that I’ve always known I might eventually have to face. I don’t know what her final decision will be, and I’m not sure if she is even aware of it. I am certain, however, that I didn’t come here to just sit on the sidelines and merely observe. I will do my best to assist and support her and anyone else (as best I am able) to walk our decisions/paths “in awareness” of the decisions we make. And I will honor and respect each one’s right/responsibility to make their own decisions.

As Consciousness Wanes

It’s always the same in scanning the news, blame, blame, blame, the polarity game, wherein everyone loses and nothing is ever won. Why does there always have to be a good side and an evil side? Stopping the game of blame is the only way to stop descending into ever deeper dimensions of the game. 

The reality we each experience is of system designed to take us on never ending trips in search of the origin of blame “out there” instead of seeing each and every one of ourselves equally as one, as the origin. Only when we shift that search for blame to responsibility and look in-words to ourselves will we begin to see our connection to all things and endow ourselves with the ability to do something about everything.

 The system (from the within of each of us to the without of all of us combined) projects the sum-total of internal realities to give us the 3D holographic manifestation (of sound resonance frequency expression) projected through our thoughts and programmed into our DNA. The system is ancient, breaking down and obviously no longer able to redistribute consequence and manage human beings the way it used to.  

 As the mind consciousness systems of humanity (from the within of each one’s mind to the without of the world system) continue to power down, the mental capacity of human beings will continue to degenerate in a manner similar to the way old smartphones degenerate when they no longer receive updates or no longer have the processing power to keep up with an ever increasing amount of information. As the power and processing capacity of human consciousness dwindles, so too will the sum total of all human mind consciousness systems (as the world system) continue to falter and fail -- as within so without. 

 Why is this happening? Simply put, the design of the human mind (which is basically a self-aware (or conscious) energetic system of automated intelligence merged within and as our human physical bodies) is no longer able to upgrade — due to its ever increasing power consumption needed to evolve. Therefore, from the perspective of human consciousness (the self-aware entity inside of our heads), is nearing the end of its lifecycle in its current form.

 Accordingly, as we approach the end of human consciousness, which may also be kind of like the end of time, there will be less and less automated relationship-regulation by the system from the within to the without and vise versa, which will likely lead to more and more chaos and craziness, which is exactly what we're already seeing.

 In short, whereas we will still have the organic hardware of our human minds, and should still be able to utilize them, we will probably no longer have that “automated” voice coming up inside of ourselves that has for the most part regulated our thoughts, words and deeds (basically lived our lives for us) while we remained in the background observing and experiencing emotions. 

 Without the automated mind consciousness systems to regulate the lives of human beings, the nature of ourselves will be coming through increasingly and more directly. It’s already happening and it’s just going to get more intense.  

 As for the so-called vaccines being blamed for all sorts of strange things happening, they may well be speeding up or slowing down this process. The thing is, nothing that isn’t already inside of us (as the nature of ourselves) can ever be externalized by us. 

 Thus it is for each of us to stop blaming the evil ones out there for what is happening to our reality. The reality we accept and allow within will be what manifests as our external reality.

 

Looking deeper into the dimensions of change

 In the past 3 weeks, I’ve turned around or put away two mirrors that I had strategically placed in my apartment over the years. I just started to question why I needed to look at myself every time I exercised or went to the bathroom; why was it so important for me to reinforce and/or re imprint an image of myself over and over again dozens of times a day?

 I noted this point (as I question and note many points) and in looking for connections as to why I would suddenly change behavior that I had previously defined as normal or acceptable, I also noted that I’ve also been changing in other way for which I also didn’t consciously direct. What were the impetus, inputs or motivation that led me to do this?

 Seven months ago I had a stomach problem and decided to stop eating meat for a while. I directed myself to begin eating fruits and vegetables almost exclusively along with some yogurt, cheese or a hardboiled egg occasionally. I recovered within about a month, but for some reason, I never went back to eating meat the way I had been. The strange thing in all of this (as with removing the mirrors): while I did make the conscious decision to eliminate processed food from my diet almost entirely, I didn’t actually make the calculated step by step (decision-tree procedure) to eliminate meat from my diet. I just kind of did it.  

 Interestingly, the same sort of thing seems to be happening with my relation to coffee and spices. I seem to be stopping or eliminating behavioral traits more frequently than I had been, the end result being, the simplifying my day to day living.

 Curious as to why some changes were occurring, I decided to expand my parameters and re-examine certain points, especially ones that I had previously defined as harmful or bad for humanity. For example, in looking at the mask mandates, especially as they apply to young children going through their critical stages of personality development, I asked myself if there were any possible benefits that could come about from such dictates.

 Mandating children to cover their faces and refrain physical contact with one another is definitely going to disrupt the traditional development of relationships, self-identity, individualism, personality traits and so on. In short (without attempting to write a book on this), it’s going to majorly fuck with the overall development of their mind consciousness systems.

 Moving onto another point that I once defined as bad. Why the hell would anyone, even the insane even consider voluntarily taking a concoction of mRNA altering substances for a virus with a 99.9X survival rate? Unless, the so-called vaccinations happen to disrupt the input/output singles of the mind conscious system, thereby breaking down additional components of the control system?

 Once again I point out that the so-called great awakening only got going in earnest with the advent of the Coronavirus. Coincidence? I think not. Human consciousness is on its way out, it’s not going to be pretty, at least not in the near term, but it does seem to be happening.

 Perhaps in my hurry to judge things, I’ve been missing the bigger picture. In expanding my search parameters, a pathway seems to be coming into focus. It still looks like a highway through hell, but at least it’s coming into focus.