10-11-2021: Update from Taiwan, Earth

I decided to change the titles of this update to better reflect what I’ve been doing (with a certain amount of awareness) for the last 10-12 years. While I had figured that not that many people would be reading my posts in/at this time, I had also guessed (as I still do) that there would come a time or times when people or beings might be interested in reading/seeing/hearing the words of these times from the perspective of a human being on the ground within/as the Earth Realm.

 Mainly, I have written (as I’m sure have many others), posted and uploaded to the cloud (Internet, Global mind, AI and so on) these updates (the dated posts of all of my communications via the internet, as well as the record of my personal process) for the benefit of the future — at the very least, something for me to perhaps look back on and utilize in the future. 

What I hadn’t fully realize and am now beginning to come to grips with, is that everything we do affects not only the present, but also the present-future and the present-past. In other words, as we write-right the present in thoughts, words and deeds, so too are we also essentially continuously rewriting the present-future as well as the present-past -- in each moment always deciding to either remain on the current timeline or move in the direction of another one.

 Imagine a reality wherein we had arrived at a past future only to realize that this particular timeline was not at all the way we wanted to end up and/or turn out. So we decided to reset the timeline (in essence by time traveling) to the past to rewrite and/or change the linear timeline from a quantum perspective (depending of course on your perspective) so as to basically fix the matrix of this reality and set us on a more positive timeline. Thinking about it in a linear sense is kind of mind boggling; however, in looking at it from more of a quantum perspective of everything being here… Yeah, it’s still somewhat mind-boggling, but it’s also quite doable.

 By this time, so-many beings perhaps just want to get out of this matrix. Who could blame them? After all, how many of us actually knew and understood that such technology could or would be turned against us and used to enslave us? Perhaps the negative high frequency beings (as they’re being called) emerged from the technology itself or perhaps they arrived from outside of this existence, I’m still not quite sure.

 What I am certain of, is that I’ve recently shifted the primary focus and methodology of my personal process — from “consciously” changing myself via self-forgiveness, self-corrective statements and self-corrected living as a “conscious being” — to that of purifying my slave-self/consciousness via my own personal instructions (of my own source connection) to the purity or essence of what I (as well as each of us) have always been, pure love, the sound source of life, I guess you could say.

 One of the things that I really like about embracing this slight shift is the way I’ve recently begun to rapidly purify (as in disintegrate) not only my remaining patterns but also the design structures or scaffolding that used to hold those patterns in place. For me, this is an extremely important point.

 Whereas, in previously walking my personal processes, I had been very successful at diligently stopping and to an extent eliminating many of my personal patterns, the design structure or scaffolding of those patterns always seemed to remain to the  extent that even after I had overwritten those spaces with self-corrective instruction and self-corrective living, I still had to allocate a certain amount of attention/focus on those areas (where the patterns had been, where the scaffolding still remained) so as to ensure that the fabric of those spaces didn’t get refurbished (so to speak) with different colors or frequencies in and as the same or similar patterns.

Although this is complicated information that I’m still working on understanding, I would say that humanity (even though there is still a very difficult time ahead) is still moving in the right direction at an even faster pace to a much better past, present, future than our previous ones.

 

 

 

 

9-20-2021 Dreams of Shadow Beings

 Two dreams in succession: one just before awakening, falling asleep again, and another just before awakening once again. In the first dream, I find myself in pursuit of a young man recently turned into a vampire who in terms of maturity is still but a boy. He had been wreaking havoc with his new found powers that he neither knew nor cared how to wield. In catching up with him, it occurred to me that I don’t really want to destroy him, but I knew that there was probably no other way — for he was already under the power and control of something else.

 As I approached him, I used psychology to communicate to him in a manner similar to the way I would calm someone  who was intoxicated and/or drunk with emotion. Suddenly a beautiful woman who seemed to be under some sort of spell, appeared in the scene. My body began to fill with sexual energy. Then, I noticed that the young vampire’s demeanor has changed. Where there was once the persona of a boyish young man, that which was really in control him looked into my eyes and said, “You could have all of this and so much more. Let me just take you as far as cellular regeneration, and you can decide if you want to go further or return.”

 An image appeared showing me that if I permitted it, he would then slide one of his fangs on my skin. Another image appeared to show me how my cells would begin to more rapidly and continuously regenerate.  As for his invitation, there was no thought within me or even a consideration of his offer, such a possibility doesn’t even exist in my vocabulary. I pulled back somewhat to look more deeply into his eyes. They were white with an expanding circular pattern of black dashes emanating from the center. And then I wake up.

 In the second dream, I was looking for a place to store 10-12 motor scooters while I relocated to my new place of employment. After getting some assistance finding out where I needed to go, I find myself climbing up what appears to be a very long slide to a fortress or another level. At the top, I am greeted by the proprietor of a lavish compound, research ranch or something like that with lots and lots of animals that appear to have been genetically modified.   In the dream, I remember thinking how I would respond when asked how I had communicated with the animals in that way. I would just tell them... I whispered. In attempting to shake the man’s outstretched hand, I noticed that my fist was crunched up and I was unable to move my fingers. No matter, the man gestured, and then I woke up.

 An interesting thing about both of these dreams is that conscious thoughts came up in both of them, which is something that doesn’t often seem to happen to me in my dreams. Additionally, upon waking up in the second dream just after I had noticed (in the dream) that my hand were immobilized, I also noticed (upon waking) that I had been sleeping with my fist crunched up under my stomach, and that it took me a few seconds before I was able to move my fingers.

 What does all of this mean? As a stretched guess, I’d say that both of these dreams followed a similar pattern that I’ve been noticing lately in my dreams in the stage just before waking up. Apparently, one of the ways humans are now being influenced and/or programmed (to put it mildly) is during that stage just before awakening from sleep, wherein the line between the conscious and dream states are slightly merged for a moment. Apparently (perhaps), this is another one of the points of infiltration for whatever it is that is affecting  the perceptions of large swaths of humanity.  

 As per my conscious understanding of this point, the ones in and behind the shadows  attempting to genetically modify humans to make us more easily controlled and more easily mined, are called negative high frequency beings, and they are apparently not of the same source as that of earth, nature and human beings. My honest response to this information was, either no one told me, nobody knew, somebody lied or withheld information. Why? However, in expanding my consideration to the possibility of changing timelines, I now kind of see that I have now been informed. Interesting.

 I guess it was back in 2019 that I first began noticing (via the imagination system of my physical body) that the stream of human consciousness/humanity was basically splitting into two pathways, as though there were now two distinct streams of conscious thoughts being streamed into the vast majority of human beings.

When I followed those streams of information back to their sources (not to be confused with the sources of those sources), I perceived two spherical quantum computing systems (best description). One was larger than the other. There’s much more to this, which I plan get to it in time.

 My question now is, if these so-called negative high-frequency beings are not from the source of life of this sound existence, from which source or existence do originate?

 Getting back to those negative high frequency beings of a different source, I will say that that info filled in a huge number of gaps of uncategorized inalienable cause, which I had in numerous writings previously referred to as shadows or the shadow-effect. Donald Trump, who doesn’t look the same to me anymore (perhaps he really did take the gene therapy injections) was right back when he referred to them as the unseen enemy.

 Now, it seems that the shadows are being forced out of the dark, they are becoming more visible and identifiable. From my perspective, they are like shadows or shades of gray lurking within those we used to know, intruding in our dreams, probing our minds and inserting thoughts that are not our own. Sounds like what I used to refer to as the overall system of consciousness has somehow been hijacked, but by who?

 Oh! And the vampire in my dream, I guess that represented a human vessel that had succumbed to the influence of the shadows and would now be used as a conduit to suck life-force out of others.

 

Lol, it’s like a never ending shit-show down here.

Pushing Through the Timelines

Sometimes when I’m swimming, I think to myself, maybe I’ll just do a little less today or maybe I’ll just get out of the pool right now because it’s so crowded. But then I consider: what if I applied this standard to other things I do, like walking my personal process, preparing for next semester, answering and sending out emails, etc., where would I be then? So I swim through the half hour that I’ve allocated for exercise and physical expression within the water because I realize that in order to actually see this life and my process through the way I care to, I've gotta push through everything I set out to do.

While last summer was excruciatingly challenging for me from a mental or energetic standpoint, this summer has been more work oriented, yet also not without  the challenges of letting go the energetic perceptions, namely the ones in relation to ongoing legal disputes and disagreements within the community where I spend my winter and summer vacations. However, when it comes to disputes,  I’ve now realized that I've always had the ability to from my point of view or standpoint eliminate or prevent all disputes within and as myself in an equitable, fair way based on the principles of equality, oneness and what is best for all, which is also always going to be what's best for me.

It's still something I'm learning how do, pushing myself to understand and see this point through so as not to repeat my mistakes of the past. For example, last year, for numerous reasons (including those of extreme energetic reaction that I had participated in last year), I decided to walk the timeline of my community dispute in consideration of just two paths (one focused on myself and the other my partner) instead of the one path that would have been best for all. Why, because I didn't expand my view to enough to see that there was another way for me to walk through these points for myself without having to hit the bottom so to speak before I was willing to exert the will power to stand up.

As a result or consequence, whereas I used to love living in this house overlooking trees and the park, there came a time where I just started hating it because I blamed the house and its location for my emotional reactions. Thankfully, one year later, after huge amounts of self-introspection and self forgiveness, I’ve begun once again to enjoy being here, yet not as an experience, but more as just another place that I call home.

As for the second path that I spoke of, it concerns walking through the legal system with my partner, who because of this has been studying law (massively) and now plans to perhaps one day take it up as another professional career. It seems that, almost every week, we get a certified letter from the courts that she has to respond to with legal writing and documents. I don’t enjoy having these letters come to our home, yet I do accept that it’s part of the legal system that she's in the process of learning and that we've both agreed to walk through.

As a result, in relation to the legal system there is now a pending enforcement action ordered by the courts against us. Specifically, since we still refuse to do it, the courts are planning to come and tear off our irreplaceable japaneses tiled roof and replace it with basically the cheapest tiles on the market - which is one of the many reasons I disagreed with changing our roof in the first place. I always used to wonder what it would be like to one house that refused to sell to the developers. Now, I kind of have a feeling for that. Anyway, in terms of walking through the legal system, I agree with the saying, it ain’t over till it’s over.

Interestingly, when this was all beginning, I looked at the timelines in relation to the legal system and the ongoing dispute within the community and I saw much of it quite clearly, just as it’s playing out now. I considered the hardships that my partner would have to endure and I thought to myself, she's strong and she'll come out of it stronger. However, what I didn’t see, was the personal process or hardships that I would have to walk through. Perhaps, that’s because the timeline points in relation to my personal process had yet to be written, which is kind of what I’m now still in the process of doing. Furthermore, in looking back at my standing, the path that I chose, albeit the most painful was I guess the best path for me to take based on my condition at that time. Meaning, sometimes a jolt of reality based consequence is the most supportive medicine even though it may not seem that way at the time.

Oh, and in terms of the walking the legal system, I have come to realize that it really isn’t about winning or losing cases, but about how we stand in walking through the system. In other words, although I really would appreciate not have my roof torn off our home and replaced by the government, what’s more important for me is the learning process that my partner and I are going through and how we stand and see it through. Thus, we are a work in progress, progressing through the processes of learning how to stand within a community system and the legal system while changing ourselves so as not to be moved by any system.

Altogether, along with more employment work responsibilities than I’ve ever had to do in a summer, I’ve also got loads of legal considerations and this is where pushing through the timelines come into the picture. The way I see it is, once you create a new timeline or buy into one that’s already been laid out, you’ve gotta take advantage of every opportunity to change yourself for the better and see all points through to the end, least you miss the some points and end up having to redo part of the timeline again. For me this means pushing through to change myself at every opportunity on a personal level while also utilizing the system to its full extent. The key here that I've been steadily building on is the practice of redefining and living words. For example, whenever I notice energy movements within me, defined perhaps as victimized to defiance, I replace that space within me with the words humbly determined - defined as the way I commit to relate to others within the community while also remaining determined utilize the legal system to address my concerns in relation to the functioning of the community.

Finally, a friend of mine recently said, “I couldn’t stand it, I would just pay the money and have it done.” I’ve considered that a lot. However, I also consider this. If I just paid the money to have this done with on this occasion, would I not be just as likely to rely on throwing money at the next problem that arises? Maybe and maybe not. Either way, as I’ve chosen my path, I’m going to see it through while taking advantage of every opportunity to change myself to living words.