2012: Dying to Ascend in Love and Light

As the prophesied end of the Mayan calender fast approaches, many have begun to realize that it's time to decide (for real this time) to hold onto one's dreams of ascension – the energetic illusions of love and light within and as the mind; or stand and take responsibility for this physical reality that we have all equally as one created, the evil that has been spreading through the waters and across the land.

For those embracing positivism and love and light: before you run and hide your eyes from this “Negative” message, consider this. Did you really think and believe that the good times would last forever, simply because you “Wished” them equally upon all? Did you really believe that there would be no consequences, that we would be free to consume and consume until we ascend, leaving behind a trail of abuse and suffering, a dead planet as testament to our worthiness to ascend to yet a better place in the galaxy, so that we might once again be let loose to consume? Did you really believe that eternal life is given/earned/rewarded to beings who ignore their responsibility to other life/beings simply because the view does not sync with their vibrations of love and positivity? Look deep down inside and ask yourself if you really believed that you, I or anyone else that ignores the plight of even one, is worthy of ascension as a higher being? 

I have news for you Lovers of Light, those who would deny the darkness the night. That which we have resisted (obscured by thoughts of love and light, and kept in the closets of our secret minds) has persisted and accumulated to such proportions that it has now become an unstoppable force of and as the manifested consequence of our constant and continuous self-interested determination to consume all life.

To ascend or not to ascend is not even an option

For the very meaning of ascension is but an idea, marketed and sold as justification to consumers who would rather lie in ignorance, than stand in self-honesty. Within this state and beyond 2012, many will only continue to Descend into their illusions of love and light wishful thinking, the hope that everything will be OK. Until in one moment, the consequence of all their love and light-positivism that has been created in the shadows as a balance to the other side of their reality, comes poring forth through the gates of Hell and it's time to pay the piper. 

That many have not yet considered or realized this, is only because we have blinded ourselves to the physical realities of this earth, filtering out that which we have have chosen not to see: self-inflicted temporary ignorance, in favor of an illusion that somehow that which affects one will not affect us all, justified in one way or another in self interest. 

This world system (if nothing else) has given us the opportunity to see the true nature of ourselves - what one would do and now does with the power of life over another (as represented by money). And obviously, we have failed this test miserably – for the bodies of results just tune in to the nightly news.

We human beings, the consumers of life are through our acceptances and allowances the Evil. And as such, together equally as one responsible – able to respond and reverse this evil, to live as within what is best for all – equality and oneness. There will be no ascension for anyone, and if this is not yet plain to see, it will be soon enough – for as is said: “The first shall be last, and the last shall be first.” What this statement implies (from my perspective) is simply that, those who are still holding onto/valuing money, relationships, etc., (that which is separate from ourselves – existing only as the energetic illusions in the mind) will be the last to realize (ascend if you will) to a physical state of awareness as a living being equal and one with all life. 

We have been coned by ourselves – the part we call Consciousness, into revealing our true natures, and as many have already begun to see, it is the opposite of that which is called, good. To deny this is to deny reality. 

Consider the Equal Money System as step to reversing the nature of self-interest, to a nature that care for all equally.

For Clarity and a Detailed perspective on what is actually taking place on Earth/Existence, go here: Desteni

Also see:

Creation's Journey to Life

Heaven's Journey to Life

Earth's Journey to Life

Desteni

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Thomas La Grua

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Day 31: Too much theorizing, not enough Applying

Over the course of my life, there have been times when I've endured a lot of physical pain. I saw the pain as karma/payment for the sins of my past lives. Within this relationship to pain, there was always the certainty that I would endure because I saw pain as frequency sent to the brain, and that of the physical suffering – as separate from me as the life force inside of my head. I no longer see things that way; I’ve come to see them in reverse of that, as in the trinity: the human physical, the being, and the mind consciousness system. I see the physical human body as Life substance equal to and one with all that is physically here as substance/matter; the being (me) comprised of Life essence – also equal and one to all that is physically here as substance/matter, and the mind consciousness system comprised of energy – which is of the physical yet separate in a vacuum and not equal and one with Life / all that is here because for it to be it consumes physical substance/matter/Life-essence. There are those, quite a few who have sided with consciousness / the mind, in stating the likes of, “I think therefore I am.” To this I would reply: “I think therefore I have yet to be,” because that which think does so from a position of need to analyze and control that which is, using the past to define the moment and create the future yet never actually being here in the moment, i.e., that which thinks it is here is actually of energy as the mind perceiving what it is to be here. I should know – I've been doing it for quite some time. Who am I: I am the trinity of the mind, being, and physical; currently in the process of stopping many of the processes of the mind – deprogramming it line by line so as to return the energy, me as mind, to its source, so as to be – without having to think/perceive that I am. Thus I write to see who/where I am in this process, and to have record for me and anyone else who may care to see. The self forgiveness (for myself I give) is me taking self-responsibility for that which “I” have accepted and allowed – as in the programming lines of my mind. And the self-commitment statements are in a sense – the new program that I am installing to direct me as the mind to that which is best for all.

Self Forgiveness Statements for creating an Idea of who I am

• I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an idea in my mind that the pain that I’ve endured was my payment for my past sins. I see/realize and understand that physical pain is an outflow from damage caused to the physical; it is that which I as the physical endure and it hurts. Thus, I commit myself to no longer accept and allow myself to activities that are harmful to the physical.
• I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see pain as that of frequency sent to the brain, and physical suffering – as separate from me as the life force inside of my head. Within this, I see/realize and understand that I have created an idea in my mind as to what is pain, the physical, and life force; thus separating myself from what is here in/as the physical. I commit myself stop my participation within and as ideas / the mind, so as to walk with what is here.
• I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within an idea that who/what I am is the trinity: the human physical, the being, and the mind consciousness system. Within this, I see/realize and understand that who and what I am is not that which is imagined in the mind; it that which I will/direct me to be in every moment. No one creates me as life to be this or that; only I may be who/what I am – that is undefined even by me.
• I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that, that which thinks it is here is actually of energy as the mind perceiving what it is to be here; and within this not see/realize and understand that I am that energy of the mind – maybe it's life and maybe it isn't but that's what I have become, and the only way to find out what it is to not be that is to continue the process of stopping myself as that.
• I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take in all of this knowledge and information and use to create theories – instead of simply applying it...
  
  
  Creation's Journey to Life
  Heaven's Journey to Life
  Earth's Journey to Life
  Desteni
  Thomas La Grua
  
  

Day 6: I god

I have come to see (in an acquaintance of mine) that there are those who will fight, perhaps until the bitter end to remain as energy I-gods. For them, it is their belief in themselves as mind/energy over Matter that matters, and no amount of logic is going to change that stance, because to them, any information that does not support their beliefs is categorized as a contrary belief (not right or wrong, just contrary), and even the consideration of such, would jeopardize “their” hold/control of and over “their” reality – based on their belief in the power of belief, as in creating their reality by and through “internally” holding onto and maintaining an image which then manifest as their “external” reality. In other words, in order for their belief to manifest, it must be wholeheartedly believed; thus even the consideration of that which contradicts their belief, jeopardizes the tenability of that belief and thus their ability to manifest it. As I have discerned, the only responsibility (as far as an I-god is concerned) is that which they have unto themselves – their immediate reality. The rest of the world is left to fend-for themselves = create their own realities.

This I-god, love and light, the Secret, movement, new wave religion, or whatever it's called has been explained to me numerous times before. However, I find it useful to put things into my own words, so as to be certain that I'm really understanding, and not just parroting.

Regarding these energy I-gods, who will refuse to consider the realities of the billions for whom the Secret has never been shared, what is it going to take for them to let go of their fear of losing their realities, long enough to consider the benefits of a world in which all equally create for the benefit of all equally?

Self forgiveness:

• I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to categorize people (who refuse to see the plight of others as the plight of all, as selfish beings concerned only with their own health and well being. I see/realize and understand that their unwillingness to see the plight of others as their own, is due to the immense fear of losing what they have or believe they have.
• I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to compare me to them (judging me to be right and them to be wrong), and within this not see that the energy devil I saw in them still resides in me as ego.
• I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to attempt to persuade others to let go of the only system they've ever known, without first considering from their perspective: what are they going to do after that, how are they going to survive?

Self-commitments:

• I commit myself to continuing the process of understanding the internal / external workings of this world, and at the same-time changing/aligning me to that which is best for all, so that I am may from a starting-point of living as example, assist others to see that we can create a world where all can enjoy, live and express – but only if all support that which is best for all.
• I commit myself to stopping myself as ego, so that I may see what is really here – without all the energetic interference.
• I commit myself to investigate and participate in developing solutions for all that would embrace equality, but dare not, fearing for their survival.

Thoughts/Thinking:

• I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to participate in thoughts/thinking without consideration of  the effect/consequence my thoughts have on the external reality as a whole. I see/realize and understand that thoughts as cause and effect create consequences unto others and equally unto me, and the only way to stop the consequences is to stop the cause/acceptances and effect/allowances = stop playing I god.
• I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize and understand that in order to understand the extent of abuse in this world, I must investigate it in others as me, realizing that that which I see in them is me, and that excuses, blame, and judgment will only delay my coming to understand the entirety of the situation.

• I commit myself to paying close attention to me as the physical, so as to (in the process of reintegrating back into the physical) recognize and apply the assistance and support of the physical.