Strange Reality

Ever since I can remember, I have always felt that there was something that was not quite right about my reality. It didn’t matter where I went or what I did, there would always be  something untouchable or unspeakable even though it often felt as though an explanation was just at the tip of my tongue. In search of answers, I’ve looked to the animals, nature and the faces of people, searched in my dreams, investigated the astral plane or what I thought was the astral plane and made it a point often to embrace as many demons as I could.

Even with my becoming aware of the opening of the portal into all of existence, I have still felt that there are things or points beyond even this existence that are yet to be realized or remembered - kind of like a knowing that, behind all of this, beyond the beginning and the end, there will still be so much more. However, in order to create that which is new, one must first understand where we’ve been and this is actually the phase of the journey that I feel mankind is still in, a process of self discovery, the seeing of where we’ve been so as to determine where and how to go next. 

That being said, I would like to share a couple of points or questions that have arisen in me in relation to this physical existence. The first point has to do with the shape of earth and second has to do with (I guess you could say) dimensional shifts. Why am I curious about this, you ask? From my perspective, a better question would be, why wouldn’t or why shouldn’t I be? Curiousness isn’t just a construct, it’s a way of life.

Having recently watched a documentary called Convex Earth, decided that there may be something to what they were saying. I realize that I might be a little late to this party; yet the fact that I have now arrived indicates to me that humanity has perhaps also reached a tipping point, terminal velocity or whatever you want to call it in relation to this point. The reason I say this is because… Well, I just have a feeling and on the same day I completed writing this (today), I noticed my favorite AI induced or affiliated webpage, Zero Hedge had also picked up on this story. Yea, I guess Zero Hedge is full on connected with AI. Why else would it ‘s main anonymous source be referred to as Tyler, but that’s another story for sure.

Anyway, is earth a globe, is it it flat or is it convex? Perhaps it’s all of the above, depending on one’s perspective and in reality, I don’t really care one way or another. What I do care about though is the secrecy surrounding this and other subjects and although I do understand the fear that leads us to hold on to our secrets, I also understand that one way or another we’ve got to unveil them all. Thus, we can either wait for someone to do it for us or we can do it for ourselves, which prefer because I would really like to see what’s beyond Antarctica and underneath us.

So is earth flat? I guess that the side that we’re on is perhaps kind of flat with a spherical dome surrounding us, which begs to question, what’s on the other side, underneath of us? As far as the sun and the moon are concerned, the current belief of one being a star we’re traveling around and the other and the other a mysterious rock, that’s simply ludacris or extremely silly. I don’t even have to do any calculations to realize that an overwhelming body of evidence contradicting the official narrative usually indicates that the official narrative is wrong, especially these days. Furthermore, I agree that it is necessary to bring the elite liars and cheats down; however, I also realize that the only way we’re going to do that once and for all is for the people to stand up and question our reality or realities. OK, to put is simply, my best guess is that earth is a platform with an above and below that also has a within and a without surrounded by a dome within which is enclosed our physical existence. As I said, I am sure there is so much more, however, with so much untapped potential right here, it makes perfect sense to me to remain focused right here on the issues at hand. In other words, this is where the magic of creation happens; now all we need do is cast the right spells - also another story.

The next point that I’ve noticed (as have many) is a discrepancy in relation to our memories. Perhaps the best way to comprehend this issue is to research what is called the Mandela effect, wherein many people have similar memories of history that seem to be different from the officially recorded history.  Having checked into this, I too seem to have some different memories - aside from going to the moon and visiting with ET, LOL. For example, as children we would often watch “Looney Toons” on TV. Google docs doesn’t seem to have a problem with this spelling; however, Wikipedia claims that this famous cartoon series was spelled “Looney Tunes.” Could this be some sort of massive psyop, social engineering project or an experiment being conducted by a future AI? Hell if I know, I’m just putting my perspective out there for the record.

Thankfully, I do understand that my most important resource for finding answers and creating solutions is simply a matter of looking inwords into me to see and/or create the solutions as needed. This here is such an important key to self-creation, creating from the within of ourselves to the without of our physical bodies which makeup the physical systems and the physical structures of this physical reality.

Undercurrents

 

This morning I am pushing myself to write about undercurrents of polarized self-definitions, because this is what I’m currently working on as part of my personal process within the Desteni I Process. So far, what I gather in relation to these undercurrents is that they are like preprogrammed, underlying ‘I am’ designs or self-definitions that activate (according to one’s interpretation of an environment) to create a conscious experience in relation to that environment, sometimes even leaving one to wonder, where the hell did that come from?

For example, I’m sure most people can relate to moments when someone looked at them in a certain way or said something whereby they suddenly they found themselves reacting (to that person or the word that was spoken) in a piercing tonality of irritation or anger. Although we often shrug such reactions off as somewhat regrettable, usually unpreventable and for the most part harmless, the reality is that they are preventable and they can be quite hurtful. In fact, piercing tones of frequencies interlaced into and as words can be very painful to both the transmitter and the receiver. That is why the word, ‘piercing’ is associated with words that hurt. Remember that just as the letters of ‘live’, can also symbolize ‘evil’, so too can ‘words’, be placed in such as way as to symbolize the ‘sword’ (that pierces), hence the term ‘piercing words.

They’re called undercurrents because they move under the surface of our personas. However, just as the undercurrents of the ocean can sweep unsuspecting bathers off their feet and drag them down to the lows, so too are these undercurrents (as part of the design of ourselves) able to drag the unsuspecting or unaware down, down, down. 

Thus it is for man to know thyself or more specifically, the design of thyself. Because, once we begin to see the design of ourselves, we also begin to realize how to change ourselves for the better. For me, it is a matter of self-trust. As long as there are undercurrents swirling around under the surface of my conscious awareness, for which I am not the directive principle, then I will be left with a fear of what’s below, from which uncertainty will flow, which will lead to me embodying a less than optimal stand - one that lacks a certain amount of self-trust.

In looking back at various instances wherein undercurrents activated ‘I am self-definitions’, I see how I had reacted on occasions only to wonder afterwards, how and why had I reacted so intensely. The reason I now realize was because of the way I had unknowingly preprogrammed myself to react in such instances. For example, not too long ago I abused the words I spoke as well as the person to whom I spoke them. In looking back, I realize that, while I was speaking, I was not even aware of what I was doing until I noticed that person experiencing some distress. Immediately, I changed my mannerism to be more amicable. Yet I was still left wondering: why had I done that, how could I have prevented it and how could I have bettered handled the situation?

In tracing my steps back, I see that I had polarized a definition of myself in relation to that person and certain words, in this case a string of words that were spoken. In other words, instead of standing as the directive principle, trusting myself to determine who I am in and as each ‘new’ moment, I had programmed myself with undercurrents based on polarized definitions of good and bad ‘if this then that’ reaction patterns. Why is this a self-defeating state to be in? Because, it leaves one reacting to new moments rather than responding as the directive principle within and as the understanding that, as each new moment is a new moment, the best way to relate and walk into all circumstances is to to do so with a clean slate so as to determine or calculate each move based on the new of what is here right now rather than the old that no longer exists or applies. 

For more on this (and there is so much more), I suggest checking out Desteni and/or the Desteni I Process Lite, a free online course. By investigating ourselves, i.e., seeing, realizing and understanding the design of what we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to embody, we are then able to change or redesign ourselves as a matter of self-creation.