Liyu Lake |
Last
month on August19th, I packed up my car and set off to
work and live in a place about and hour and forty minutes drive from
my comfort zone home. I realize that this wasn't or isn't a move
across the world; nevertheless, it's a move out of my comfort zone,
and this was my goal, to be where I’m not defined by the
security and safety of living at home.
When
I left, there was an offer for a summer job that would probably just
about cover my expenses; however, I still hadn't found a place to
rent and this was on my mind quite a bit, energy/emotion of
uncertainty that I “thought” I could direct by searching and
searching on the Internet for a cool place to live. I was wrong, and the
more I tried to secure something beforehand, the more the energy - defined as aggravation - just seemed to build up. Finally I just
said, enough of this, I going down there now and I deal with living
accommodations as I live, day to day. As it turns out, a friend
simply took me to a place where he is once stayed – across from
this cool place called Carp Lake. He asked them if I could rent an
apartment for a month, and they just handed me the keys, no contract,
just pay per month. How cool would it be if we could all interact
with one another in such ways, on the basis of honesty and trust. So, I
will stay here probably another 3-4 weeks until just before my
schedule for the fall semester begins. Around that time, I'll contact
some other friends and once again, physically go find another place to live –
somewhat closer to the school.
Teaching
over the last month has been really cool. The freshmen/women students I taught seem in many ways to be like blank slates welcoming
the opportunity to learn. My focus is and will be on assisting them
to explore themselves and their new environment/world through
communicating – listening, reading, writing and speaking. As I
often say these days, writing, writing, writing is perhaps the best
way to see oneself so to determine through (writing anew) who one is and will
be.
I emphasis equality in everything I do, especially in the
classroom. The way I see it is that we are - or have already - entered
into a new world, one wherein communication/information technology
gives each one of us the opportunity to expand our awareness and
participation into areas that before had been off-limits to all but
the wealthy few.
I
say again that there are no more secrets – concealed. There is
however, much misinformation and disinformation to push through
before realizing what is relevant. I have been realizing and
understanding that relevant information is what we are able to use to
change ourselves for the better so to change the world for the
better. We do this in relationships to one another.
Relationships
that are based on equality within what is best for all are the relationships through which we as the small components of
humanity change humanity as a whole. In other words, it is in our
relationships to one another that each of us define and/or determine
the whole of humanity.
When I say “define and/or determine,” I am
saying that, when we allow ourselves to be moved by others, be it
family, culture, friends, etc., we end up being defined by those
relationships instead of self-honestly determining who self is in
relation to all. However, when we consider who we are in relation to others/all, and direct ourselves to be that which is best for all, this is self-determination, determination in the small that changes the world for the better. To be continued after bike ride.
It's
the next day and I just got finished going for another bike ride
around the lake (See the picture above.) I'm staying in the building on the right, and although I'm facing the chicken farms in the back, I have no complaints. I'll continue this in the next post.
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