Last night in an act of blame, I pointed my finger at an old
friend and the USA. In looking at this point of blame, I realize that, it has been creeping up within me, more and more as of late. Blaming is a desperate act of frustration
brought about by one’s belief in his or her inability to change that for which he
or she is blaming another or others. In this case, my frustration had to do
with what I have defined as the slow pace of change within/as humanity. Even though, I am able to
see, realize and understand so much of the change that has happened and is
happening before my very eyes in terms of people and the world as viewed in
person and on my computer screen, I still feel as though I/we are moving too
slowly. And this comes right from the turtle's mouth, lol.
I am on vacation now and it has only been just over a week. With
no schedule to tell me what to do and have done and nothing to justify going
out and having fun instead of writing things out and correcting me, I have created a point of frustration within me. It manifested as blame and now I have to deal with it as a point of me that requires correcting.
In a recent Facebook
post, I blamed the USA for being the land of the oppressor and the oppressed
and told my old friend to stop trumpeting the bushtit (of Independence Day).
What I did not say (in my frustrated state) was that, whatever the USA and/or
other nations of humanity do and have done, I/we in this physical reality are each,
equally as one responsible for everything that has and will be created. I call
this point, the democracy of creation, which is also the equality of creation as in oneness and equality of life.
Within the design of the democracy of creation is the mathematical
certainty that, the whole of creation (what is created) is the equivalent or aggregate
sum-total of all points of creation created by the creators. This is what
we are: creators creating the created, and this is why every single human being,
as one human-creator creating the nature of humanity is equally as one (creator
of humanity) responsible for the nature of humanity as a whole. We can take
this equation and apply it to all of existence, or we can bring it back to ourselves within and as the universes of our physical bodies to see how each cell cooperates equally as
one (responsible point of awareness) to stand as a point of unconditional support of the whole
physical body.
I sometimes forget my point of responsibility as an equal and one creator of what we create as one race of humanity. Thankfully, many out there
are kind enough to remind me. It is nice, too that others will forgive me;
however, for to right my stance, I also require to forgive myself, write the
corrections (change the programming code if you will) and then, physically live
the corrections to really change the nature of me.
Below, are my self-forgiveness
and self-commitments as part of my process to change me from one who blames to one who takes responsibility. Writing self-forgiveness and
self-commitments functions to release the energy that I have attached to certain lines of mind-programming code. From this point, I am then able to replace those lines with the corrections or self-commitments as instructions
that I will use as a guide to physical living to change me to that which I care to be and become.
Self-forgiveness
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in frustration defined as a world that is changing too slowly.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself
blame people and ideas for my frustration instead immediately bringing the
point back to me to address and correct the frustration at the point where it
began, the point wherein I created it.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
participate in imagination of scenarios of what is going on in the world and
what is going to happen to this planet and humanity instead of realizing the
opportunity that is here as me to live to my potential by changing and creating
me to be and become as I care to have all stand in relation to me.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
point my fingers in blame at people and ideas such as the Rothschild’s, the
banking system, the US dollar and the USA for my/our situation of having to
work to survive instead of living just for the fun of expressing.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
blame money and the money system for my experience of my definitions of the
world instead of taking responsibility (for my experience) by depolarizing/de-energizing
the definitions within and as myself in relation to humanity and the world.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
wonder if it is too late to bother attempting to write right the changes within
and as me. Herein, I see, realize and understand that, wherein I change myself
for the better, each point within and as me that is better for all, I also
change one point of humanity for the better – here in cooperating with others
in words and deeds, we as a whole are able to change the nature of humanity for
the better.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
judge me as not being diligent enough, placing too much emphasis on balancing
my time between work, process and play instead of realizing that, the good and
bad of my ideas as my morality are but definitions through which I have
attempted to make sense of reality as viewed on a computer screen instead of understanding
that, living is a physical doing, not an imagination.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
judge the world based on my perspective via the internet on a computer screen
instead of letting go of my judgments so to take responsibility for what I am
able to respond to, that which is here in the area in relation to me, which is
my opportunity to expressly live.
Self-commitments
- When and as I find myself at a point of frustration defined
as humanity changing too slowly, I commit to stop, breathe, release the energy of
frustration and bring this point of blame back to myself to let go of the
self-judgments that I have projected as blame onto humanity. From this point of
self-responsibility, I commit to stand back up and continue my journey of
writing right to change and live in relation to all as I would have all change
and live in relation to me.
- When and as I find myself at the point of imagining how the
world will become, I commit to stop imagining that which I have little control
over, and instead to focus on points here in front of me wherein I have the
ability to respond to by inputting and creating change for the better.
- When and as I find myself at a point of wanting to blame the
politicians and the elite or my imagination of them for the state of humanity, I
commit to bring my pointed fingers right back to me so to take responsibility
for my opportunity to do something about it by physically moving me for the better,
as I am able. This means using much of my vacation to better correct me and
write changes (for the better) that I plan to continue inputting into the
educations system.
- When and as I find myself at a point of fearing or
justifying that it is too late to change the future that I have imagined, I
commit to stop fretting over how the future may or may not be, so to determine
the future right here within and as the present. Nothing is over and done until
it is done, and until then, I commit to continue walking my process and doing
over as many times as I require.
- When and as I find myself at a point of judging me as not
being diligent enough in the process of changing me to change humanity, I commit
to let go of the judgments so to focus on determining and walking my next step,
even if it means re-correcting points that I thought I had already addressed
and corrected.
I also want to thank Dave S. for responding to my frustration in a kind manner. I found to be very supportive. Thanks Dave
