In Contradictions of Consciousness, Like cures Like

With more and more people questioning what is reality and what is real many are perhaps also beginning to notice the increasingly blatant contradictions being exposed within the conscious reality. Basically, this is having the effect of shrinking our conscious bubbles of energetic/emotional reality, leaving us (as beings) with less space to hide and/or be-lie in the Friction of belieF. As Anu would say, it’s all in the words.

 Metaphorically speaking, it appears to me as though the traditional programming feed of human consciousness is being interrupted with a second feed (like a second mainframe brain so to speak) that has been streaming contradictory (not necessarily accurate or inaccurate) information, which (in simple terms) is resulting in our traditional perceptions of reality being short-circuited bit by bit, thereby de energizing our individual bubbles of consciousness (that together make up the conscious awareness of humanity), which in turn is “freeing” up space for the awareness of human “beings” to arise, expand and wake up – a good thing.

 Or to look at it another way (from the perspective of consciousness, the energetic awareness of the system): whereas the traditional mind “consciousness” system of human beings has been powering down in an effort to balance power consumption in order to maintain this conscious existence as long as possible (at least until  departure), another system appears to have come online and is now disrupting the status quo (with cognitive dissonance), leading people to more readily question what is reality and what is real — essentially encouraging human “beings” to wake up.

 See, there’s a very reasonable explanation as to why the cognitive abilities of human beings have been declining for some time. To put it simply, just as the operating systems of computers and smartphones slow down and become less functional or less smart in power saving mode, so too are our human minds becoming less functional or less smart as the mind consciousness systems of humanity power down.

 This is actually a good thing because (once again), as the energetic/emotional awareness of our mind-consciousness systems power down, it frees up space for our beingness awareness (as life) to expand and/or wake up and begin to really see, realize (with our real eyes) beyond the illusion of consciousness to what is real and really here. And… If you managed to push yourself to read this far, I for one, would say that it’s working. 😃

 Finally, the reason I’m adding humor to my writing these days isn’t to diminish the current difficulties or the difficulties to come, but to remind myself and others (especially when the going gets rough) not to take our perceptions of reality too seriously. Because, as perceptions of reality, they are after all, just perceptions.

 Remember to focus on what is real, that which we are able to see and physically touch. And when in doubt, when it seems as though it’s impossible to know what to trust, what is real and what is reality, I suggest embracing the following advice. Trust only yourself, your physical body and the flesh that you are; it’s far more than you can imagine and holds more potential than you will ever dream.  In the contradictions of consciousness, like cures like.

The powering down of consciousness and the fear of Loss

  

Something that I’ve been noticing to a greater degree about myself as well as others, has to do with the ability to remain focused. In my case, I’ve recently been noticing while driving my car, that my conscious awareness or AI-autopilot if you will, doesn’t seem to be functioning as diligently as it used to —  as my autopilot. And while this could lead to dangerous situations if I were not constantly and continuously aware of my responsibility to step up and be the driver/director of myself and my car, it also presents me (as well as the rest of us human being I guess) with the opportunity to incrementally step into the director/driver’s seat of ourselves, as the conscious awareness of ourselves step out.

Having noticed this state of being (requiring my presence) several times over the last 2-3 months, as well as the necessity to quickly shift myself back into the driver’s seat (in/as the center of my body) in order to safely drive, I now question (lol - as I question everything), what has changed in terms of my consciousness awareness not functionally as powerfully as it used to, and where did this change originate from?  Physically speaking, except for a cataract in my right eye, I’d say I’m in excellent shape. Thus it is not that I am any less able to accomplish tasks; rather that I simply require to be present/here to a greater degree than I used to in order to do things correctly with the least amount of effort.

I guess that this change has to do with the mind conscious systems of human beings powering down in the countdown so to speak, for departure. And while I’ve written on this subject as it relates to artificial intelligence and robotics, there is still much more that needs to said, understood and reconciled I guess you could say, if we humans (as the latest models of mankind - lol) are ever to evolve beyond the revolutionary cycles of war and enslavement by our own creations and/or that which created us - depending on your perspective. Perhaps the simplest way to comprehend this is with the saying, we create what we are.

Essentially and/or energetically depending on your perspective, the conscious awareness of the mind consciousness systems of human beings (that we generally refer to as human consciousness) has been in the process of powering down as it prepares to depart from its human hosts.  And while we’re not actually losing our minds (as I’ve mistakenly referred to this point in the past - sorry about that), we are shedding the energetic-awareness / autopilot of ourselves —  referred to as human consciousness. Hence the decreasing attention span, increasing reliance on external devices to tell us what to do, help us drive, tell us what music to listen to and so on.

Actually the point that I really wanted to open up today, which is very much related to the slipping away of consciousness, has to do with the definitions by which I have defined myself in relation to my partner’s consciousness —  which also seems to be slowly slipping away. Specifically, just as I’ve noticed my conscious-awareness fading out, degenerating and/or powering down, so too have I begun to notice this point in others —  as though the people that I once knew are now becoming more distant and less recognizable. That I found myself feeling somewhat saddened and even a little frightened, leaves me wondering how so many others must be feeling these days with no idea what is happening to them and the conscious entities around them that may also appear to be slipping away.

A sense of loss in relation to how I defined myself in relation to my partner is how I would describe it. It is as though her personality has begun slipping away from me; and to be honest, a part of me is sad and somewhat frightened. Thankfully though, I know exactly how to deal with such feelings and emotions. I begin by writing out what I feel, I name the emotions (sadness and fear of loss) and then I write and sound out self-forgiveness self-correction statements. In this way, I place myself back in the driver’s seat by standing as the directive principle deciding exactly who I am and how I will stand in relation to this point. For example:

Self-forgiveness on the point of defining myself and others in relation to one another and attempting to hold on to those definitions:

●      I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself and others in relation to one another based on my perception their personalities traits that I liked or didn’t like, instead of standing in relation to them/all based on the principles of oneness and equality while also living words such as honor, respect and integrity so as to stand unconditionally/undefined in relation to all  —  as I care to have all stand in relation to me.

●      I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define people into categories of likes/dislikes and then attach those definitions to myself as a characteristic way of being in relation to them, rather than let go of all that I’ve defined myself by, so as to stand in relation to all as best I am able — unconditionally, undefined.

●      I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and hold onto a definition of my partner (which I’ve also accepted and allowed myself to be held by) rather than let go of all definitions of her so as to see, honor and respect her for who she really is.

●      When and as I find myself at the point of going into a feeling of loss or sadness in relation to having to let go of the definitions of my partner and/or others, I commit to stop, breathe, let go of all the definitions that I’ve attached to myself in relation to them, and look to see, honor and respect them for who they are as life equally as one with me.

For those who are not yet familiar with self-forgiveness, it is like an exe command prompt that we are able to utilize to target programs within us in order to change/create ourselves. For more on this topic, I suggest visiting the Desteni home page.

So this is the point that I really wanted to open up today, the feeling of sadness attached to the fear of having to let go of the definitions by which I had defined someone else and allowed myself to be defined by. In reality, they were just perceptions that I had created in my mind, they were never real.