A couple days ago I
wrote on the subject of Consciousness – the system-awareness that
has taken over in absence of our awareness. After a day or two I
didn't post what I had written because I was uncertain of some of the
information that I recalled from “Consciousness
– The Enslavement of Man by Consciousness”. So I went back
and checked it. Then (as per my schedule) I read some blogs, in
particular Day
75-77: Opinion Character, and sure enough that Opinion character
is/was me to an extent of why I wrote what I did and also – to an
extent why I didn't post what I had written. In reading about the
Opinion Character what I realized is that: yes, most / if not all of
what I say on subjects such as Consciousness, is from other sources.
I input/absorb information at different times from various locations,
and then assemble it into an opinion that I call mine, and it is mine
– in that it's my opinion-character that I created to spit out
knowledge and information as though I am the creator of the knowledge
and information. Yet in reality, am I the creator of this knowledge
and information; am I even the creator of the opinion character? Yes
and No on both questions, in accordance with the question/answer of
whether or not separation actually exists. My starting point of writing this is that it does not.
Consciousness: I
don't seem to be getting away from it, so I'm will address it / face
it, again and again until I understand it. Who/what is Consciousness?
Perhaps Consciousness is of the original program inserted into/as
Life/Substance, the base program or source code. I understand that my
self-awareness is a point within me that is simply here – not in
fear. And connected to this self-awareness is a mind
consciousness-awareness based on illusion – memory experience,
thoughts, information, knowledge, etc., that is manipulable and
available for me to access / accept / participate within/as, or not –
access / accept / participate within/as. It is within this
combination of self-awareness and conscious awareness, that I
endeavor to become self aware as life – dare I say, again. The
point that I am looking at within me is that, I am currently walking
from and as three perspectives: the awareness or isness of me as the
nature of my being; the Mind consciousness system – as programs /
knowledge and information; and the human physical body. Together,
this is me as I currently stand. To change me to a standing of
equality and oneness is to walk in agreement with and as all parts of
me, to be/become that change – to stand self-aware equally as one.
In walking all parts of me in an agreement to change together as one,
to a being that stands for/as what is best for all – equality and
oneness, is to utilize all that I now am, to become that which I am
becoming. In other words, Consciousness is not my enemy, it's part of
who I am and have always been. There is reason (as in consequence)
for why Consciousness now exists as it does, and (Opinion alert) it
may be found in/at the source, specifically – source-code, the
programming language of creation. Thus, perhaps to understand the
role of consciousness we need to look at the source-code or original
program within/as substance that we (as creators) inserted into and
as us. What in-essence are we (as slaves of consciousness) as a whole
in the process of doing, but forcing ourselves to see what we have
accepted and allowed ourselves to become, and in doing so perhaps
direct ourselves to take responsibility and change ourselves to that
which value all life equally. Maybe Consciousness is removing itself,
yet why not utilize that which has been systematically presented to
us as the nature of ourselves, to study and come to understand
ourselves as Consciousness; while of course (in the same moments),
physically directing ourselves to change ourselves and this world to
that which is equally beneficial to all life.
I don't have these kinds of thoughts throughout my day.
Yet quite often as soon as I sit in front of the keyboard, they
emerge, leaving me to consider that perhaps this is part of my
process, part of who I am as in the nature of me exploring all as me. Either way, the “only”
parameters that I have established for the outcome of this process is
that it lead to and or assists in the establishment of equality and
oneness within and as that which is best for “all” life.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to while writing some parts of this, participate in energy-highs signifying that some or all of what I have written has NOT been from a starting point of equality and oneness within and as me, but from the mind. Within this I see/realize and understand that to equalize all parts of me is to stop participating / moving / writing as energy, and instead direct myself to write/speak from/of the physical. Thus I commit to within further exploration into this and other subjects, when and as I notice I am experiencing energy, to stop, take a deep breath and continue writing without the experience/energy.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that within the writing is me, and within this I see the true nature of me.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exclude the physical me, in not allowing me to type without thoughts that direct the fingers, thus I commit myself to move to typing without the thoughts so as to allow the physical to stand equally with the mind and being.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the physical is me too, and that only within trusting me as the physical to write, walk, talk... will one see/realize and understand that-trust – equality and oneness.
- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see or realize that in trusting me as the physical to move I will see that it is me that's actually moving as life. Within this I commit myself to see/realize and understand through diligence of letting go of the mind, the real me as life.
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